Sean turned around and decided to stay. Even after how bad he treated Emma she still decided to help him which made him realize that she still cared.

"Alright Em. You are right I did come because I have something else to tell you. Manny I guess you can listen to but you have to swear on your life that you won't tell anyone. Please?" Sean pleaded. "Alright I won't tell anyone." Manny said laughing a little. "Manny. This is serious. Stop laughing or you can go upstairs." Emma snapped. "Sorry Em. But yes I swear on my life I won't tell anyone Sean." Then all three of them walked over to Emma's bed and sat down.

Sean told them how he went to the doctors after school and they said that his Leukemia was getting worse and worse each day. He had even blacked out while he was in the doctors office. Sean told them that he didn't know what to do. He was scared. He was afraid that he was going to die and leave the ones he loved. Sean was so afraid that he would never get to admit his true feelings for this one special person. Once Sean finished telling them everything he realized that Manny and Emma were crying really hard. Sean couldn't take it. He hated seeing people cry especially if it was because of him. So he got off of the bed and starting walking towards the basement window but then Emma got off of the bed and stopped him. They stood there looking in each other's eyes for a few minutes before Emma hugged him. Manny was still crying and in shock but she decided to go upstairs to leave Emma and Sean alone. When they pulled apart from their huge they didn't even realize Manny was gone until they walked back over to Emma's bed.

"Emma I'm scared. What if I never get to see all the people I love again? What if-" Emma cut him off. "Sean please don't. I'm scared too. I'm scared of a lot of things like me not being able to tell you things you really need to know but don't think like that. Snake always thought like that and then he thought he was going to die and he made a will. It scared me half to death. I don't want it to be like that with you. It can't be. Even though you don't have what Snake had maybe your Leukemia could go into remission or something. But you just can't die Sean. You can't." Emma said crying into his shoulder. Sean felt tears forming in his eyes and didn't even bother to hide them. One by one the tears fell down his cheeks. "Emma I hope you are right. I don't know what I would do if I couldn't see the ones I love again." He said crying. Emma saw the tears fall from his eyes which made her cry even harder. About a half an hour later Manny came back down and her eyes were still puffy from crying. Sean decided it was best if he left. He told Emma he would call her if he needed anything or just drop by.

Emma and Manny just sat on Emma's bed talking about what it would be like if Sean really did die. It was so hard to think like that and you could tell it was because they cried even harder. Soon enough they cried themselves to sleep.

When Sean got home he finds a very unhappy Ellie sitting there waiting for him. That's when he remembered. Sean forgot to tell her he was going out. The least he could have done was leave her a note or something.

"Ellie what are you doing up? It's late. You should be in bed." Sean said. "Funny. I was just about to ask you the same thing. But at least I was home the whole time unlike you." She said in a bitchy voice. "Sorry Ellie." He said feeling guilty. "You should be. By the way Alex stopped by a few hours ago." "Okay? Thanks for telling me I guess." He said confused. "Well she dropped by for me. To tell me she saw you walking somewhere. She said she followed you to Emma's house and saw you go in her basement window. Sean what's going on? Do you love her? Are you cheating on me? What here?" Ellie said pissed off. "Ellie I wasn't cheating on you and I don't love her." He said. But he was lying. Tonight was the first time in a long time that he realized he still had feelings for Emma. "Then what the hell were you doing at her house?" She said demandingly. "I can't tell you that." "What? You can't tell me? Why? You obviously were cheating on me then Sean." "Ellie I wasn't. I just can't tell you okay? You will start cutting again." Sean realized what he just said and tried to say sorry but she slapped him across the face. "How dare you say that Sean. I haven't cut in a really long time. But at least I don't get fucking high." She said yelling really loud. "Ellie that was twice back in Wasaga. I was depressed okay? It was two times. When you get depressed you cut what five times? Big difference Ellie. Really big difference." Sean yelled just as loud back. "Whatever. I don't care. I have stopped cutting and the reason you were at Emma's isn't going to make me start up again Sean." Ellie said a little bit calmer. "I don't care Ellie. I am still not telling you." "Oh fine. But you can tell that slutty bitch and not me? I am your girlfriend Sean not her. And if you were her boyfriend she would probably have five others on the side." Ellie screamed. "Don't ever talk about her like that again. She's my friend Ellie. And she is the only one who can help me right now. Not even Suave can help me. So just drop it. Emma is my friend and I went by her house to tell her something important that I found out today and Manny ended up being there. They may have been or still are known as sluts but they understand what I am going through right now and they want to help me Ellie." Sean yelled. "I want to help you to but you won't even tell me what's wrong." "That's because I can't trust you Ellie. It's my secret okay. Manny wasn't even supposed to know but she happened to be at her house. But if I tell you then you will start cutting Ellie that's how bad this is. So just drop it. You know it's serious and that it's really bad which is all you need to know. That's already too much information." Sean yelled and then stormed off into his room. "Whatever Sean. I won't cut again. I only did that because of my mom. You aren't my mom Sean." Ellie yelled and then walked over to the couch and started to cry. Why couldn't Sean tell her what was happening? Why was it that his ex girlfriend and the biggest slut of Degrassi got to know and not her? Did he really trust them more than her – his own girlfriend? All these thoughts were running through Ellie's head as she fell asleep. When she woke up she saw Sean sitting at the table eating breakfast. Ellie just thought it would be best to ignore him for a while. They both said a lot last night and they still needed to cool off from it.