Thanx for the reviews they were nice..yah, and to Kyler: only two people are "in love" with Sev, Lucius is just lusty,
well four, including me and you. I know it's excessive but the future story won't work without it so...yeah.
AND ALSO: I realize now after writing this chapter the prologue was unnecessary and therefore this chapt. Will have repetition..lots of it, if I was really creative I could come up with something new, but I just, read to find out, like below, this storywill get good after I pull away from this chapter into the real story. I promise, don't gove up on my story cuz of this chapter, please! O YEAH! i figured out how to put lines in so i over did it this chapter! sorry, but in case you were wondering! I'm So Proud Of My Self! R&R
Chapt. 1:Infatuation, Romance, Obsession
Lily pushed her way through the throng of students rushing to diner. She reached the doors leading to the grounds and pulled them open. The crisp autumn air buffeted her wavy red hair around her face. Securing her Gryffindor scarf she walked quickly around the lake taking care no one saw her. As she neared a glove of trees she saw a dark figure sitting on the leave strewn earth his back resting above a large oak. Her pulse raced as she neared she could hear her heart hammering in her throat. Reaching him she halted.
"Hello Severus" she whispered huskily her fingers nervously fiddling with a loose strand of hair. The sixteen year old boy looked up at her his long raven hair fell into his onyx eyes and around his thin shoulders. His skin was pale nearly translucent with high cheekbones, she watched breathlessly as his lips formed her name.
"Lily" he breathed looking up into her lovely face. She always took his breath away her beautiful almond shaped emerald eyes her delicate features soft lips, silky hair-how he longed to run his hands through that amazing hair. The last rays of the setting sun settled on her making her glow with an unearthly radiance.
They stayed motionless for a moment drinking in the sight of each other, then, as one, they moved together. Their bodies came together meshing completely. Their lips meet in a passionate kiss tongues exploring the recesses of each others mouths. Lilies hands found his dark hair. His slender fingers caressed her back sending a chill down her spine.
She moaned his name as his hands continued to stroke her in a most sensual way. He broke the kiss. And looked into her face. Dark eyes normally cold shone love and intense passion matched only by her own. They stayed together savoring their time together. As the last rays of sun sank behind the horizon and the last students finished their diner they knew their time together was up. They would be missed, suspicions would be raised. They rose as one. Shared a last tender kiss, and parted.
The boy walked back to the castle taking long strides. And remembered lily-his lily-his love. He remembered their meetings, his loving her, his despair knowing she could never feel the same, his ecstasy that first time they kissed. As he stood watching her, drinking in her slender build with budding bosom and flaring hips, he remembered.
"Snape"
"Evans"
He had been fourteen at the time, they had been assigned a potions project together. He hadn't thought much of her at the time just another favored Gryffindor mud blood-potters precious mudblood. But as they had worked, he had found her bright and witty, and beautiful.
He had spent many sleepless nights seeing her brilliant green eyes swim above him. Hearing her lovely voice.
She was always smiling that radiant smile.
Then, at fifteen, they had been good friends, his mother had been murdered, she had found him blubbering uncontrollably. She had consoled him, and they had shared their first kiss. He looked back on that memory in disgust. He had shown his weakness, his vulnerability. I am not weak. He had pushed her away for several weeks. Afraid of her rejection, her mocking. They had fallen out of contact. Their friendship in ruins. Until that one fateful afternoon. They had meet on the grounds...
"Hullo Severus" She had said tentatively
"Evans.." he had mumbled back.
"Severus-" she had began.
The wind had pushed her, she had lost her balance falling into him toppling him over. They had not been so close since... Her breasts pushed against his chest, her check against his. She had smelled so good, been so beautiful he had to use every ounce of self control from stopping the kiss on his lips.
They had both blushed looked away.
She watched him just stood there watching him as he walked into the castle. His gracefull walk. She watched his flowing long strided gait. The way he unconsciously rolled his hips and glided. His tight black pants molded his taut buttocks and long slender thighs with breath-stopping appeal. As she watched the wind buffet his raven hair and his long fingers pull his black cloak around his shoulders, she remembered.
After their meeting when Severus had told her about his mother, he avoided her. Made an excuse whenever she approached and left hastily. Every advance shoot down. She had spent may nights sobbing her loss into her pillow.
She had fallen into him that day books flying every where. She inhaled his Masculine scent and felt heat rising to her face as she felt an irrevocable urge to meet her lips with his. As they both looked away She had muttered "sorry". He seems to hate you, don't go falling back in love with someone who doesn't want you.
There hands had brushed and then she had felt his fingers lace with hers. She world around
"Christ Lily" He had said in his dry, deathly serious tone, "With hips like these you'll have no problem giving birth." She grinned slightly, he was joking, everything would be ok.
But what he really meant was "I love you" and as she moved to slap him playfully in mock anger, she found instead her lips planted softly on his.
And Lily had found true love
.
As Lily rose from her reverie she found herself to be starring across the lake and also found that she was not alone.
Green eyes met onyx.
Severus wrenched his eyes away and began moving to the castle again. It was a miracle their love had stayed true for a year and no one had found out. Not even Potter always looming about her, harassing his Lily. Never giving her a moments peace. The young lovers had found it increasingly difficult to sneak away with his constant presence.
Severus sneered, potters arrogance stopped him from seeing what was right in front of him.
Their secret was safe.
He didn't know about the map.
James frowned as he peered at the map. He couldn't be seeing what he thought he was seeing-could he?
But the map didn't make mistakes-after all HE had created it.
But Lily his precious lily couldn't be with that snake snivelly.
Yet there they were disturbingly close.
Two dots on top of each other.
No-NO it couldn't be.
Hazel eyes flashed in anger-his face clouded. He had watched their romance blossom over the last 2 and a half years. Their infatuation had become a full fledged affair.
Lily was his. Not Snape's! Well he would take what was his. Of course Lily would have to be punished first for her infidelity. But their relationship should continue smoothly. He would have to do something about Snape of course. His face twisted into a maniacal grin as he imagined what he would do to Severus.
Bastard he thought.
His attention turned back to Lily.
The bed curtains were drawn around his four-poster. He turned to the dozens of pictures hanging on them. Pictures of her. Lily his angel. He choose a particularly sexy one and pressed his mouth fiercely onto hers. Hands lovingly stroking the photograph.
"Ah-Lily" he groaned when he had finished caressing the picture. "Why do you do this to me..."
He flopped onto is bed and closed his eyes. A small smile flitted onto his face as he began his nightly routine of mentally undressing lily. He moaned softly as her breast came into view, he moved further down...
The smile widened yes he would take her from snape-take her virginity he felt a tightening in his loins at the thought. Then frowned unless Snape had already-he felt rage growing in his stomach.
He would take her-and break that bastard's soul in the process.
He'll have nothing and I'll have everything-hesmiled full of self satisfaction and slept. Dreams full of exactly what he would do to Lily. Soon, very soon, I can make her mine.
K I've realized that the prologue was unnecessary, and im sorry for repeating. So it starts slow! Please keep reading, it gets really good.
Next chapter: A little Lucius tidbit, and Remus..poor Remus. Yeah um, really mainly Remus, he has some interaction with Sirius and Severus, and, the stage is set for the end, there will be about 6 or 7 chapters and hopefully a meaningful epilogue. OK, I admit the PROLOGUE was a MISTAKE!
Yeah but once we get out of the "repetition phase" it is a good story...R&R
