I'm sorry for the Horrendous grammer in chapt. 2. Something happened and i used an unedited version. This chapt. has rape but not all chapt. do so don't worry i don'trepeat myself that much.

i don like this chapter...but u might, please R&R (it seems bland to me...o well )

Chapter 2: Plots and Secrets

Remus staggered into his dormitory yawning, his vision blurry. All he wanted to do was to curl up in bed and sleep...

"Hello love" Remus' head shot up. Sirius. Lounging on Remus' bed eyes sparkling. James and Peter were at James' quidditch practice that wouldn't end for hours despite the late time. Remus felt a tremor run down his back.

"Sirius-" The boy in question hopped lightly of the bed and approached the werewolf, wrapping his arms around Remus' waist. He bent down and kissed the smaller boy tenderly, feeling a stab of hurt at the lack of response.

Remus gently pushed his lover away.

"Please Sirius, not tonight, I'm so tired, it's so close to the full moon-I can't handle.."

Feeling his anger rising Sirius grabbed Remus' wrist, twisting it as he pulled the brunette closer. Why is he refusing me? I'll make him love me!

Remus let out a whimper of pain. His face was less then an inch away from Sirius'.

"How dare you reject me" Sirius snarled through gritted teeth "No one else wants a filthy monster. I love you, never-turn-me-away" He twisted the delicate wrist further as he said the last words.

"B-but Sirius" Remus stuttered, eyes wild with fear.

Sirius' rage overrode all other emotions, tenderness, caring. Ignoring Remus' fear he shouted "DON'T YOU LOVE ME?" tossing the other boy onto the bed and jumping on top.

"P-please" Remus cried, tears streaming down his face. That was the final straw. He grabbed the petit boy slamming his head against the head board again and again.

"God-Damn-You" he cried between hits "No-ONE-Else-Gives-A-Shit-About -You-Now-Give-ME-What-I-Want!"

Bloodflowed from his head, tears from his eyes, the dazed werewolf put up no fight as his assailant ripped away his clothes and penetrated, moaning in pleasure.

They pain was excruciating.

I'm just an animal. Thrust. Thrust. He cried. He put all his pain and fear into the scream torn from his lips.

"No!"

Endless pain. Thrust. Thrust.Hands roaming his body. Mouth on his manhood sucking. Thrust. Thrust.Sirius moaned as he reached his peak and then collapsed his sweat soaked bodyon top of the smaller boy. Crushing him. Grinding his hips against Remus'.His eyes glassy, unfocused he kissed Remus fiercely. Licked his lips, chest, nipples,and organ, back to his lips in another kiss.."Thanks Remi" he said in a cold voice, not at all like his normally warm one. He got up dressed gave the naked boy one last stroke,and bounded down to the common room.

The dazed brunette crying weakly found himself in a pool of his own blood. Crying weakly he slid gingerly off the bed and slipped carefully into fresh clothes. He teetered precariously. It always feels like the first time. He fell grabbing James' bed curtains hitting the ground lost inside the red velvety material.

Opening his golden eyes the boy glanced tearily around and let his jaw drop in horror. Every square inch of the space was taken up with pictures. Pictures of her. The lovely red head waved, laughed, cried, and smiled down at him from every directions.

Whimpering he glanced down. He saw a plain black book on the bed. James' diary. Feeling guilty for invading Remus picked it up and opened it.

I will make love to her. Kiss her breasts. Suck on her nipples. Caress. Make her mine. Take out the whips. She will be my lovely flower. My Lily. Snape will watch. He will watch me take her. He will suffer. I will cast a spell so his physical pain matches his emotional. I've read Crucirtis will work. Yes. And she will love me...

He dropped the book. Mouth open in horror. Severus his love. And Lily, the sweetest girl he had ever met. He planned to...to...This was his friend. And yet he wasn't all bad, he had excepted him, Remus, werewolf. But this was just..evil.

Remus bit his lip and walked shakily out of the dormitory, beyond tears. In a daze, not sure of were he was going. He bumped into Lily crossing the common room.

Her face was flushed. Eyes sparkling.

"Oh, hello Remus" she said cheerfully with a sweet smile. He ducked his head. He couldn't face her. He headed towards the fat lady. Not sure of anything anymore.

"Remus" he heard his name called softly and a gentle pressure on his wrist.

"Yes" he said listlessly. Turning slowly around. Sirius. Fear shone in the brilliant gold of his eyes.

Seeing that fear nearly killed Sirius. I've hurt him. He is afraid of me.

"Sirius, please-let me go!" rising panic in his voice as he struggled to break free.

"Remus! I-I won't hurt you, I promise" Sirius pleaded, inwardly cursing himself for hurting this lovely boy. "I just want to talk"

Sirius was all remorse and tenderness now. He had such raw desperation. Reluctantly Remus nodded not trusting himself to speak. He followed Sirius to a isolated corner of the near deserted common room.

"Listen Remus" he began tentatively. "The thing is, I'm sorry, I-I never meant to hurt you, I Don't know what happened. I really do love you, you know that right? I'd never hurt you, I'm so sorry, Love tell me you'll forgive me!" Sirius pleaded, sinking to one knee. Holdong his lovers hand in his.


Sirius had stumbled down the stairs in a stupor. Plunking down in a chair he relived his night with Remus, and saw instead of two lovers embracing each other., a rapist and a terrified boy. Putting his hands in his head. What've you done? Hating himself. Why have you done this, your the monster not him. He is so lovely and you defyled him, you piece of shit! go apologize!


Remus looked down at the boy who loved him and excepted him. I love Severus, not you. He sighed. But Severus would not have him. And here they were Sirius promising never to do it again. Of course he had broken this promise to may times to count. Sirius loved him and would have him.

"I forgive you" he muttered quietly.

"I'll never do it again Remi" said Sirius splitting into a grin as he rose and drew Remus to him in a soft huge. Tilting his chin up to plant a long, loving kiss on his lips.

"AW! Sirius and his boyfriend!" the loud voice came from the entrance to the common room. The boys looked up and saw James entering, robes muddy from Quidditch a teasing grin on his face. Remus felt himself go cold. I can't stay here with him.

"I've gotta go" he mumbled, pulling away from Sirius and brushing past James leaving the room before the bespeckled boy had even opened his mouth. What can I do, their my saviors, but...Help me someone.


In the shadowy grave yard a tall figure garbed in a long flowing cloak stood alone. One pale hand gripping a grave stone. Another figure appeared, out of no where, before him. He to was clothed in a long black robe. A white mask hide his face.

The newcomer knelt before the other and moved forward kissing the hem of his robe. The leader motioned him up. Slowly they began a trek around the graves.

"Remove your mask and let me see your beautiful face Lucius" said the original figure. His voice deep and smooth.

"Yes my lord" the other said quietly, ever the faithful servant. He reached up and removed the mask revealing an angelic face, pale, perfectly chiseled features, shiny blond hair framing the handsome face. Eyes the color of storm clouds.

"Good.." murmured theolder man. Behind his hood he was also very handsome. Pale with thick raven hair and high cheek bones. Bright green eyes tinted the color of blood... he Ran a spidery finger down his servant's cheek. Tenderly.

"Now tell me of the new recruit, will he come?"

"Yes my lord, he will come"

"He would be a valuable asset, skilled, very skilled, intelligent, cunning, he is also a brilliant potions student? I am in need of someone to brew me poisons Lucius, he has much anger and power...yes you will bring him to me Lucius, your reward will be too great to imagine."

"Yes my lord, I-uh, was..acquainted with him at school"

"I see, intimately?"

"Yes my lord"

"And you will bring him"

"Of course my lord, whatever you ask"

"And if he refuses?"

An evil grin transformed the blond mans face. "I will take him by force"

"That's my Lucius" said the lord with an evil smirk. "Oh-try and convince him first, he will be more trusting in me that way-oh and Lucius, I am placing my trust on you, do not fail me. You may go"

"Yes my lord" Lucius whispered submissively brushing his lips against the cool skin of his masters hand before disapperating.

The dark lord grinned. He is mine. Welcome to the dark side Severus Snape.


um, i added a few..things..i don't think it sounds right o well

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im not sure what im going to put in the next chapter yet...just a basic layout..o well