Just my mind and me


The author's intro: I'll start writing short stories to get my mind straight on the main ones or just to unwind. If someone out there actually wants me to continue one of them... I can always try...

Note that each chapter is not necessarily connected to the previous. If any of them are supposed to go together, I will put them together and warn you to read them collectively.


Inspired from chapter 4 (Breakfast), of New Look, New life

If Ray was a forceful lover and Kai… just let him…

With feline steps the raven-haired boy walked in the bedroom to check on his captain, the only one still in bed. Max had woken up half an hour ago already and it was very unusual for Kai not to be the first one up. It was ten o'clock past and Ray had grown concerned; he stayed behind while the others went downstairs to get breakfast.

He smiled when he stood in front of her; she had her arms wrapped around her pillow and she had curled up slightly, cold since the covers reached only up to her knees. He was about to pull them over her, but he stopped short as soon as he got his hand close. Ray felt his stomach do a flip when he noticed her pyjama pants had slid down and he saw her bare hips. He gulped; her skin seemed so smooth he had to fight the urge to caress it. Trying to calm down, his gaze fell on her once more and he took some time to examine her carefully, taking in every graceful curve and beautiful feature. Suddenly, the previous urge took the better of him and he just had to touch her…

He sat on the bed without making a spring sound up and softly rested his hand on her uncovered hip; he shivered as he made contact, his hand on her soft skin. He smiled, loving the sensation under his fingers; gently, he began sliding higher up on her side, then down her arm. That's when he wished he could hold her tight against his chest, to feel her delicate shape, to pass his fingers through her silky hair and… conquer her lips, looking so tender and luscious…

Without realizing it, he found himself leaning down, his face looming over hers, a sense of hunger and need stirring in his stomach. He decided to take action, whether she wanted it or not…

He got off the bed, went over the door and gently closed it, locking it with a muffled click. Carefully, he climbed onto the bed, but before doing so, he turned her on her back and took away her pillow; she gave a groan, but continued sleeping. With the greatest of care, he swung his leg over her so he was now on all four with her right under him, her hips between his knees. He dropped to his elbows and his face was just a couple of inches above hers; his heart quickened its pace and remaining calm was hard to do.

"Kai…" He called softly, "Ready or not… here I come…"

He rested a gentle kiss on her lips and smiled, watching her with love as the first signs of her awakening showed. Slowly but surely, her eyes opened half way, but widened once she recognized the figure over her.

"Ray!" She exclaimed, "Wha… What are you…?"

But the rest of her sentence was cut off by another kiss. She tried to push him off but he took her wrists and pinned them down over her head without even breaking the kiss. Finally, he came up for breath and smirked maliciously, gazing down at his prey with glee; she continued struggling to get away, her eyes filled with disgust as she glared at him defiantly. That's when Ray noticed that by stretching her arms above her head, her chest seemed… better, fuller in a way…

"You have five seconds to get off me before I scream…" Growled the two-tone haired girl, "And I swear you'll pay for…"

Her words were once again cut off, but Ray decided that this time, he would go for the neck. He passed his nose on the whole length, the proceeded to kissing it a few times, taking his time between each one. With each kiss, Kai shuddered and gave a soft, suffering lament, increasing Ray's pleasure. She tried to turn her head away, run from him but he moved one hand to hold her chin, holding both her wrists with the other. She could have tried to escape, but his grip was strong. Suddenly, she gave a gasp; the raven-haired boy had just passed the side on his fang on her neck and just then did she feel the real power of her feline companion. His will was too much for her to resist and she slowly gave in to him; her body relaxed and she let out a half moan, half sigh. He raised his head and looked at her then smirked again, pleased of his power over her. He decided to let go of her wrists and waited to see what her next move would be; if she tried to break away from him, he would pin her down again. Seeing as she did nothing but stare back at him, he went back to her neck and kissed it a couple of times before considering her lips.

"Ray…" She muttered, "Why… why are you doing this?"

He raised his head and gazed right into her grey orbs; they seemed tired, but anxious. He gave a chuckle and passed his fingers lightly on her cheek.

"Why?" He purred, "Perhaps because… the devil came over me."

"If so then why me?" She shivered, expecting a physical answer, "Why not Max?"

He closed his eyes and smiled, resting his forehead against hers before answering.

"Max… wouldn't suit me. She would be too frightened and therefore useless." He opened his eyes, now filled with a devious expression, "And besides, you look so much better, you're so much more… attractive."

He caught her lips in a passionate kiss and passed one arm over her head so that his chest and hers came into contact, sending shivers up the girl's back; she could feel with her bosoms his well-built chest pressing down on her. She needed to push him back, she couldn't breathe; she put her hands on his shoulder but found them… his build was so soothing and protective, she almost didn't want to get away anymore. Instead, she unconsciously let her arms pass around his neck and closed her eyes as Ray prolonged their kiss. Finally, he separated and left her gasping for air.

"Tell me something…" He murmured to her, "Are you enjoying this?"

She gave a gasp and tried to push him away, tried to dive off the bed but he caught her, stopping her dead in her tracks. Like him she was on her knees, but he just held her in his embrace, keeping her face in his chest with his hand behind her head. Kai closed her eyes and gripped his shirt, feeling fearful and confused; he on the other hand smiled, delighted.

"You are…" He chuckled, "You are enjoying this, but you just don't want to say it." He pulled her head back by her hair, making her groan, "Well… I want you to say it. Admit you're enjoying this!"

Helpless in his hold, Kai had to give up and follow his will. She didn't know why, but it didn't feel like rape… Was it perhaps because she was a… half-willing partner?

Still waiting for her answer, Ray decided to influence her words with a little… help. He pulled her head back a little more and continuously licked her neck, right on her throat, making her burst in a series of short, breathless moans. He pulled back and shook his head, realizing this wouldn't work at all; he decided to take another approach to things. He made her head come back upright as his went down, aiming for her chest. Gently, he rested his forehead down, his nose right in her cleavage, closed his eyes and smiled calmly as he rested his hands on her hips and waited… The eyes of the two-tone haired girl widened in surprise at his doing but she did nothing to push him away, instead, she smiled, liking the feeling that was overcoming her. Hesitantly, she placed one hand behind his head and waited, not knowing what to expect; when nothing happened, she smiled again and passed the other hand around his shoulders. In that instant, everything was still, time seemed to have stopped, and a thick silence invaded the room, killing all sound…

His eyes still closed, he smirked and gave a chuckle; he nudged her cleavage with his nose and she just held him tighter against her. But then, he snapped his head back and grabbed her around her waist, towering her by standing up on his knees; with a swift motion, he caught her lips, sweeping her away with fierce passion. When he let her go, she rested her head down on his chest, gripping his shoulders; she found herself wishing for more, so much more…

"Kai-chan…" Purred Ray, "Had enou…?"

But his words were cut off as the girl jumped on him, pushing him down on his back and looking back at him, her breath considerably panting. The raven-haired boy didn't say anything, astonished by her sudden act, though no traces of that astonishment could be detected on his calm face. He observed her as she stared right back at him; her eyelids were dropping down on her still vivid silver gaze, her breath was short but her lips faintly apart as the air came in and out with quick gasps, strands of her silky hair streamed down and shivered with every intake and exhale…

Slowly, once she caught her breath, she came down and locked lips with him. It was short-lived; surprised of finding herself doing this willingly, she pulled back with a gasp. He noticed her eyes shook as confusion settled in and he gave her a warm smile; at that, Kai got off him and moved away from the bed, holding her reddening face. Ray sat up and looked at her; suddenly, his warm smile vanished and was replaced by a feline grin. Without a sound, he got off the bed and went over to her, startling her when he passed his arms around her waist and pulled her closer to him, when he rested his forehead against the back of her neck.

"Come back… Back in the bed…" He whispered to her, "Now that you feel so… Now that the feeling is mutual, you need to come back…" He tightened his grip to make a point, "Let me show you what I can do…"

He rubbed his nose against her neck and waited for an answer or a sign of authorization, of her stamp of approval; not that he needed one, he would still get what he wanted, it would just take longer to get.

The two-tone haired girl heaved a sigh and placed her hands on his; she had given him her consent and her trust, not to mention her love, with one little gesture…

The raven-haired boy let her go and climbed back on her bed, gesturing her to join him; still a little uncertain, she followed him and came facing him on her knees. He passed a hand on her brow and smiled, caressing a few strands of hair from her face, making her give a small, shy smile. With a last gentle caress he rested his forehead against hers and brought her closer to him, so close to make their chests come into contact; closing his eyes, he sighed happily when he felt her rounded bosoms and tightened his hug. Unexpectedly, she passed her hand through his hair, compelling him to reopen his eyes and pull back to stare at her. She smiled and rested a gentle kiss on the yin-yang on his headband; her intentions clear, he exchanged her smile and nodded. He let her go and removed his headband, letting his bangs fall down on his brow, then turned his attention back to her.

"That's better…" She murmured, "Wouldn't you agree?"

He replied with a prolonged kiss, but suddenly, Kai cocked her head to the side and her lips faintly came apart, turning the ordinary kiss into another. Ray pulled back and laughed softly, pleased of her change of mind.

"I know what you're trying to do…" He said, passing a finger on her lower lip, "Would you like me to assist you?"

She gave a nod and closed her eyes as he locked lips with her again, giving her what she had attempted to accomplish before. At first, her mouth remained closed, but when she felt him trying to force his way in, she gave in, followed by a muffled moan; the raven-haired boy touched her tongue with his and proceeded to stroking her palate roughly. When he pulled apart, he settled down on the bed, resting back against the head of the bed; slowly, she crawled on top of him and kissed again. Once she did that, she sat on his groin and spread her knees apart then, little by little, she unbuttoned her top, letting the silken shirt slide down her back.

Ray's eyes widened as he watched her open her shirt and as it fell down from her sleek shoulders, unveiling her chest. She was beautiful… Far more beautiful than he had imagined…

Perfect…


Author's Note: Muahaha! I've always wanted to see/write Ray being more than he is: gentle. It can kinda get annoying after a while, but now, it's his turn to be a bad boy! -