Chapter 4 and a half I do not own Dirty Dancing or any of its characters...

Johnny sat me down and looked straight in the eye, with such a seriousness that I had never seen, other then with his dancing. Something was on his mind. The only thing that came to mind was asking what it was, so I did.

"Johnny, tell me what is going on in that head of your's?"

"Baby there is more things going on in my head that you would not be able to understand." He looked at me strange, I had a erie feeling that he was mad.

"Baby, I have just found out that I have a daughter and I am mad at myself for not trying harder to find you, I mean come on, I could have if I wanted to but I didn't try hard enough. Now I sit here in front of you and see that you could have had a way better life if I had just tried a little harder."

"Johnny, listen to me, it was not your fault, if it is anyones it is mine. I was the one that picked such a horrible man, you would have no control over that."

"Thats true, but if I had been there, maby you might think, that we would have been together and that little girl of our's would not had to live the life that she has."

"It's my fault Johnny."

"Damit Baby, listen to what I am trying to tell you. I love you , Hell I never in this world would have thought that someone like me would end up with such a wonderful person." I felt the tears sting my face, was he telling the truth? Did he really love me this much?

"That is a lot of the reason why I never came looking for you, I knew that I was not good enough for you, Hell Baby, I wanted you to be happy and live an easy life and see where that got you."

"It is not your fault Johnny, listen to me, I love you to I always have. You are the reason that I am here right now. Shawn hated the fact that when he lay in the bed with me and was having sex with me, I was thinking about you not him."

"Baby, I would have always been there, wether you were married or not, no man would have gotten in my way. "

" I am glad that you would have been there for me, but I am not your responsibility, yes I grant you, now Sarah is, that is if you want to be her father." My body was trembling with fear and that fear had taken over for I feel to my knee's and shuddered.

"Baby please don't cry anymore, you have lived way to long for you to be this way with me, you know that I want to be Sarah's father, she needs one now more than ever." Johnny walked slowly over to where I was on my knees, and bent down and said. "Baby this is now our chance, I want you in every sense of the word , love, hurt, sickness, health, body , mind , soul, I want you, it is now all up to you to make the choice.

" Oh God Johnny, you have no idea what you do to me, whenever I am around you I feel like a teenager again, my heart races, my body get's hot, I get all so giddy. I want to attack you right then and there. All I want is for you to be there."

"I am here now, can you see that, I am here. All you have to do is take me, take my hand and lead me to where ever you want me to be." I looked up at Johnny, he took my hand and I pulled him to the bedroom. "Now this is right where I want you right now, now I am here for the taking. Dance with me."

"What here." He said with a smile and I smiled back.

"Here." I walked over to him and ran my hand up his chest and around his neck as he lowered me into a dip. I was back up in a flash, then was swung me around , pulled me back to him, and picked me up high above his head. It was just like the last night a Kellerman's . It was as if he was putting me up above everyone and everything in his life. He put me down far enough to where I could put my legs around his body to make more contact. The heat was building and he was breathing heavy. I didn't know how much more I could last. He had one last thing to say" Is this really what you want?"

"More then you will ever know." He laid me on the bed , reach back behind my neck and unlatched the back of my dress, He pulled the dress down ever so gentle, exposing my sun kissed body. I could see the look in his eyes as he still remembered what I looked like, like the shapes of my body was forever sketched in his mind. "Baby you are more beautiful than I remember." My heart and heat became more than I could bare, from the compliment. I threw my hands up and around his back, where I pulled the loose fitting tee shirt up over his head. I felt the shivers come off his body when I touched him in places that were a lot m3umore bold that I would have done when I was 17. He body was rubbing against mine in a motion that could never be explained, it was only Johnny that could move like that. I have never experienced this feeling, with anyone other then Johnny. His dancing came into motion, while he was making love. The grinding of his hips into mine and the easiness that put into me, the gentleness of his caresses and kisses. His body in perfect rhythm of my pelvis against him. He lowered his lips to my breast, nibbling on the nipple, intimidating easiness with every bite. He ran his hands under the back of my neck , pulling the back of my hair, making me moan and pant. The more I moaned the harder her thrusted his body inside mine, slow and gentle , but hard and intense with passion. The kind of passion that is only between a man and woman that truly , madly, deeply in love and lust. The faster her got ,my mind went into another land, a land that on one has seen before. A land of lust, temptation, and deep sexual frustration that had been waiting to come out and play. All at once there was an explosion, my body trembled , my heart raced, my mind went wild. I held on to his sweating body until he fell on top of me with exhaustion. This was the best night of my life, mentally, physically, emotionally, and over all erotically. Johnny Castle was once more mine...