I woke the next morning with soft breathing on my neck, It was with Johnny. I blinked my eye's shut hoping that he would still be there and when I opened my eyes, he was. What a relief...I nuzzled my head a little closer to his neck, gave him a little squeeze, with a lite kiss on the lips. That aroused him, he opened his eyes and smiled. "How long have you been awake?"
"Not long."
"Well then missy, would you like to lay here a while longer or do you want to get up and let me fix you some breakfasts?"
"I would like to stay here for a while longer, its not often that I get to wake up with you , you know." Johnny looked at me and smiled.
"Ofcourse I know, I am glad that you have got to wake up to me." Johnny laughed a little and give me a long kiss on the lips.
"Johnny if you keep this up, we will be here for a while longer and plus there is somewhere that we both need to be." Johnny looked confused.
"You know a certain little girl by the name of Sarah Elizabeth Castle." Johnny slowly looked up into my eyes. Shock was still evident in his face.
"Yea your right, I do want to go and meet her as soon as possible. I bet she is beautiful."
"She is, because she looks like you." My heart was filled with so much love right now that nothing was going to ruin this day. Johnny and I are together and happy to just be in each others arms.
"Baby, does she know where you went last night, I mean did you tell her who you was going to meet?"
"Yes she knows, she is a very smart little girl, she is waiting on us now." There was something that had just accrued to me. Johnny and I had unprotected sex last night, what if I have gotten pregnant. It is a chance and what will I do if this does not work out. Oh how I get myself into these messes? It was eating at me, I have to say something. "Johnny, did it occur to you that we had unprotected sex last night?" Johnny looked at me shocked.
"Yes it did."
"Well how do you feel about that?"
"I don't know Baby, I just don't know."
"What if I become pregnant again, would you want this baby to?" I was beginning to feel sick, what had I done? I mean there was never a time that Shawn and I went and not used anything, but in one night I gave myself to Johnny and didn't think twice about it. I would not mind having another baby, but not this quick. This troubled me a great deal, I needed to get this worry off my mind. Johnny looked back at me and had a reassuring smile.
"Baby come on, don't worry, it's to early in the morning to be worrying." I knew that he was trying to brighten the mood and it was working. " Thanks Johhny, I feel better now, I am really sorry."
"No problem, besides look what you have been through with a kid of mine already." I could feel the rumbling of his laugh in his chest. It seemed to me that he knew what he was doing last night, like he had known that this was an possibility. Maby he thought that I wanted another baby, from the conversation that we had, had earlier. We will just have to wait and find out. I mean hell I got pregnant that last time and I had only slept with him 3 times. What would make this time any different. I looked over at Johnny and said. "Hey you, you wanna get up and get ready so we can go and get Sarah, I am sure that she is driving Mamma crazy, asking for me?" Johnny stretched and got out of bed, raising his hands high above his head.
"Hey beautiful , I bet I could beat you ass to the shower." I jumped out of the bed and ran. I realized something, I didn't know where the shower was.
"Hey Johnny you ass, that's not fair, I don't even know where the shower is." He peeked his head around the corner of the door and said.
"That's not my problem, but if you don't make it in time, I won't let you have any fun in the SHOWER." Johnny sure did put a lot into the word shower. Wonder what he is up to, boy he has not changed one bit. I bolted around the door and was caught by the strong arm's that had held me to the bed the night before. Johnny was going to make sure that I was going to be able to have my fun at his expense. He carried me into the bathroom and sat me down. I didn't have not one stitch of cloths on except a pair of smurf panties. He looked down at my little girlie panties and said."Can I take those off or do you want to?" I smiled devilishly.
" I want you to bend down and take them off with your teeth." I could not help but burst out laughing, the look on his face was priceless. I shook my head and said. " I was joking but you can take them off if you want, I won't mind ." Johnny bent down and with one finger, hooked his finger on my panties and slowly pulled them off me and threw them in the floor. I started to shudder, he raised back up and grabbed me on each side of each thigh and raised me to his pelvis. Johnny walked over to the shower and stepped in, with me in toe. In one cool second he put himself inside of me, not fearing the consequences. He had me against the shower wall , making love to me with intense motion's. He brought his mouth up to mine and inserting his tongue into my mouth. I had never seen him so erotic and passionate. Johnny was making sure that I would be his forever with every stoke into my body. The burning between us like a strike of lighting and raging wind, all in one. We were once again exploding together in such preciseness, that neither of us had experienced with any other person. This was the heaven that we both had wanted before but never got the chance to have. Johnny Castle was the man of my dreams, now and forever. The shower was the haven that I needed this morning and all the mornings for the rest of my life. Making love to Johnny was like a extremely cold glass of iced tea, on a hot , sweaty , summer day. It was purely and honestly great and exciting. You never know what is going to happen .
It was not long before we had finished getting ready and was out the door. Sarah was waiting and the both of us was ready to see our daughter. Johnny was nervous , I could tell by the way that he was biting his lower lip. All I wanted to do was reassure him. I know that it must be very stressful meeting your daughter for the first time and the child being 7 year's old. Sarah would be a delight for Johnny, someone that's like him and wants nothing from him , other than being a father. Johnny is going to be a great father, Sarah is going to be the happiest child around. I just hope that my parents will be as happy and I am for Sarah. This is just what they both need and that is each other..
Johnny and I pull into the parking lot of his dance studio and get out. I gave him a kiss on the mouth and said."Just follow me to my parents house and get Sarah. We both got into our cars and took off down the little 2 lane road to our future. It was about another hour before we get there and I want to clear my head, the events of the last night was still running on through my head. I decided to turn on the radio and listen to some music. The song that was playing way Stay. Oh how that brings back a lot of memories. I never in this world thought that I would be riding down the highway, with Johnnt behind me starting a new life. This is the life that I am suppose to have, this is the life that I want to have. I have Johnny and Sarah both. What more can anyone ask for. Many woman have the love of a man that is great, seemly a lot of the time they don't care or they plainly want more. Then there are women like me that have had a husband like Shawn, the meaninglessness of it all is very irritating. Some women would never know what to do with the love from a man like Johnny. So now I can say proudly that I am that woman that will have the greatest love of all and from the best man that I could possibly have it from. Johhny was the link to my happiness and I am going to make the best of it , even if it kills me.
Before I even realized it, I had driven right to my parents home. I didn't even remember driving just thinking. I was now pulling into the drive and turning off the car. Johnny was parked beside the curb and standing by the car. I walked down to the sidewalk and grabbed his hand. We walked hand and hand to the porch where I told him. "You stand right here Dad, I want to surprise her, I will be back in just a sec." Johnny nodded and leaned against the garage wall that was connected to the porch. I walked into the house and called for mother. "Mom, I am home where is Sarah?" Mom walked out of the kitched wiping her hands on her apron. "Well Baby, how did it go with Johnny?" I looked at her and my eyes got as big as saucers.
"Mom it was great, you would not believe it if I told ya." Then here came the little pitter patter that I had come to find , it was my baby, or shall I say our baby. "Hi honey, come give Mom a hug." Sarah came running and jumped into my arms.
"Mommy, Mommy, did you bring him with you?"
"Yes young lady I did , he is waiting on the porch to see you." Sarah wiggled out of my arms and took off running in route to the front door. I took off behind her, but she was just far to fast for me to catch. The door flew open and Sarah jumped straight into the arm's of her awaiting father. "Well hello precious, how are you this fine morning?" Sarah giggled and looked at me.
"Mommy, he does look like me." Sarah had all her full attentions on Johnny. "Are you my Daddy?" Sarah asked. Sarah was looking attentively into Johnny's eyes's, her eyes. Johnny make a great big grin and said.
"Yes I believe , I am." Johnny's happiness was so beautiful. He had someone that was his and there was not a string attached anywhere.
"Well Daddy, my name is Sarah, what is your real name?"
"My name is Johnny, Johnny Castle."
"Hey you got the same name that I do." Sarah seemed to be pretty happy about that. She finally knew someone that had the same name that she did. She was now not alone, she now had a Mommy and a Daddy that would lover her equally. Johnny sat down and put his daughter on his lap."So little one, would you like to go and get some breakfast with Mommy and I?"
"Oh yea that would be fun."
"Well then, why don't we go and get in the car and go get some then."
"Baby is that ok with you?"
"That's fine with me, just let me go and tell Mom that we will be back later." I walked into the house , Mother was standing in the window. She had been watching the events play out . She had a smile on her face , she knew that I had made the right decision. "Mom we are going to go and get some breakfast, we will be back a little later."
"Ok dear, have fun." I was out the door and Johnny and Sarah was already in the car and ready. This was going to be a day that I will never forget...
