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Funny how someone's feelings can quickly change throughout the time you've known somebody. You're getting to know someone and slowly start developing a friendship with them, you slowly start trusting , caring and loving that person. Throughout the months you're with them, you can't picture you're life without you're best friend. As years pass by, that love you have for your friend turns into something completely different. You can't stop thinking about them, you dream about them every night, you get jealous when you see them with someone else or when they are dating someone you know isn't right for them. I have that feeling and it's killing me. I never knew that this feeling is so powerful and so heart aching. Even though their by my side it still hurts me. I wish I had the courage to tell them my feelings but something is holding back. They could never feel the same way about me. Unfortunately, I have to deal with it and move on. It'll hurt but it's the only thing I could do, I can never tell them the truth.. no not now, not ever. Til' then I'll lay on bed ,dream about them... til then.

Trish shuts her journal close. She shuts her eyes tightly to hold the tears back but couldn't. The tears flow down her cheek like a water running down a stream. Trish takes a deep breath and quickly wipes her tears away. " Til' then.." She mumbles to herself, still trying to hold back the new tears. Again, unable to hold back the tears run down her cheeks, she grabs a tissue and wipes her eyes. Trish slightly jumps of her sit when her cell phone rings. She grabs her phone and checks the caller ID.

Shit! It's.. its... fuck.. Okay control yourself Trish. Just answer the phone and talk to them like you usually talk to them. Trish said loudly to herself.

She takes a deep breath and flips the phone open, placing the ear place on top of her ear.

Hello?

Hey!

Hi..

Hunnie, were you crying?

No.. no.. I wasn't. She lied.

Don't lie to me Trish! I know you damn well! Now, tell me why were you crying ?

Fine.. I was just watching a Ladder 49. You know how that movie makes me cry. She lied again.

:chuckles: Oh okay. Hey, do want to go out and have dinner and just talk ?

Honestly, I'm really tired and I really just want to relax tonight. Trish smoothly got herself out of the dinner "date".

Okay sweetie. I understand. Then, I'll talk to you tomorrow then. Okay?

Yeah, til' then...

Are you sure your okay sweetie? You seem pretty sad.. tell me what's ---

Trish quickly cut them off before they were able to finish their sentence. No no.. I'm fine really. It's just the movie, that's all. I'm fine. I promise..

Okay sweetie.. I'm gonna let you go then.

Wait...

What? What's wrong?

I ... I ... Trish takes a deep breath...I love you.

I love you too sweetie.. You are my best friend.

Right.. Good-night.

Night hun! Bye!

Bye.

Trish flips the phone off and throws it across the room.

" Shit! Why do I have to be sooooooo fucking stupid! I had the chance to be with... I had the FUCKING CHANCE! "

Trish falls of the chair and breaks down crying. Her knee accidentally hits the desk causing a picture frame to fall to the floor. Trish grabs picture frame and looks at it, bringing back great memories causing her cry even harder. Getting more upset with herself, she throws the picture frameacross the room, hitting into the wall.

Trish crawls to the corner and brings her knees up to the chest and wraps herself tight, letting her tears out.

Til then... she softly mumble.

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