Disclaimer: yea same as first 1 chapters

A/N: Last chapter's song was Black Balloon by the Goo Goo Dolls, this chapter's song is Bent by Matchbox 20. Enjoy.

Chapter 3

Bent

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
And If I get to tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk

So, here I am following you again. You looked really determined all day, Ginny, what are you planning? There was something strange in your eyes when you look at me today. I hate watching you from the shadows, Gin. I have too though, because I love you and no one can know that. My life's too messed up, I've made to many enemies already. I know you love me too, but I can't hurt you, so you'll never know I love you. So, I'll just have to keep watching you from the shadows and hope that one day I can tell you.

If I need some other love
Give me more than I can stand
And when my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again

Why are you heading towards the dungeons? The Gryffindor Common Room is on the seventh floor. You really confuse me, Gin. I really want you to know I love you though, because I know it's killing you to see me flirt with other girls. And you know what, I actually hate it, because they're not you. I just hope that you will wait for me, Gin, because I love you and only you. I can't wait until I can tell you.

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again

Where are you going? You look like you're looking for some one. Good thing I brought my invisibility clock. Why couldn't I just be normal, and have a normal life, but then would you still love me? I know you would, I'm not being arrogant, I just know that we're meant to be together. If I had been a normal guy I would be holding you right now, Gin, instead of secretly following you. Merlin, if you knew you'd think I was stalking you, but then I'd just tell you that I love you, but it's not going to happen so I should just stop dreaming.

Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together
You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

Ginny, who could you possibly be looking for in the dungeons? Only Slytherins come down here. This is driving me insane! I want to tell you so bad that I love you. But, then I'm also scared that I'll never get to tell you. I won't tell you until Voldemort is defeated, but what if he kills me first? Then I'll have died with out you knowing that I love you. And you'll live the rest of your life not knowing, and I don't think I could die happy with that knowledge, not that I'd die happy if he killed me and I had told you because then I'd be leaving you. I could tell you now, but then you could become a target for Voldemort like Sirius was. Ginny, I don't know what to do.

If I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot

But, if I told you then, I would want to be with you all the time and I would be. And if that happened then I'd tell you everything that's on my mind, because I trust more than anyone else. But that would be too much for you or anyone else to handle. Sometimes I can't deal with all my thoughts, I'd get a pensive, but those can be stolen and someone would see al my memories and hand it over to Voldemort. Merlin, life is unfair. I want to tell you so bad.

I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just phoning it in
Just breaking the skin

Why are you waiting outside the Slytherin Common Room, now that's just weird, I'm half tempted to take off my invisibility clock and ask, but then you'd know I'm following you. But I still want to know. Are you waiting for someone? There's still so much I need to know about you, and now you're just making me ask more questions. But then, I'm sure there's a lot you don't know about me, like the fact that I love you, and that I never wanted to hide it from you. I'm sorry if you never know but I never wanted to make a mortal enemy at the age of one, I'm sorry.

Start bending me
It's never enough
I feel all your pieces
Start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in

Some one's coming out of the Slytherin Common Room alone. Oh, no it's Malfoy. He looks really deep in thought, ha who would have known, Malfoy actually does have two active brain cells! He doesn't seem to notice Ginny; he's heading in the opposite way. He's walking kind of fast and wait why the hell is Gin following him. Ginny what are you doing, he'll hex you. She's catching up to him.
"I love you, Draco." What the hell did she just say? He's turning around. But, Gin, I love you.

Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again