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Fall into my arms1. Conclusions
"Robin!" Starfire's cried echoed through the night.
"I'm coming Starfire!" Robin shouted, although, he could not see, there were shadows surrounding him, he ran through them, but it was still dark, and he could still hear only the girl's screams and the ocean roaring.
He finally came to a dark pit in the middle of the violet wasteland.
Starfire was holding helplessly onto the crumbling edge.
Robin grabbed her hand and pulled her up. She fell into his arms, her head lay on his chest, he started to feel funny again, he could feel his head starting to fuzz over again, his legs where she sat were starting to shake.
She started to sob, Robin wrapped his arms around her so carefully, and laid his head on top of hers, he could smell the jasmine in her hair.
"Starfire," he whispered.
She looked at him.
"I…love you," he said.
Starfire did not say anything, then her eyes narrowed at him, she picked up her hand and slapped it across his face so hard and sharp, and then she picked herself up and ran away, leaving him sitting alone.
Robin's Point Of ViewI woke up. Damn it, I was angry. Why the hell ahd I been having these dreams all the time. They were more frequent now than ever before, I just dream of Starfire each night and then wake up. It was starting to get on my nerves.
I sighed. This had to stop. I really needed to tell Starfire all these feeling bottled up inside me. But, what if she didn't feel the same way, I know she cares about me, but does she care for me, in a way I do for her. What if she rejected me completely? Slapped me and looked at me in utter disgust as she did in the dream? She might, I'm no way as good enough for her. She's a princess for god's sake.
But keeping things to myself isn't doing me any good either.
I need a sign.
Damn it.
I needed to tell her. Now.
Although she probably won't feel the same way.
That doesn't matter, she needs to know right?
What if she laughs at you…?
No way, she wouldn't do that, not Starfire.
This is so dumb! I argue with myself about whether or not to confess my love to her.
That's it. My minds made up. I'm telling her everything, I'm going to open my heart to her and pour out every single feeling and thought. Maybe not every thought.
Or maybe I should write it down…?
No! I'm telling her! Tomorrow!
Or maybe the day after that…
I tried to sleep. It was impossibility. I needed to walk. Walking helped get things out of my system. So I walked, all the way to the top of Titans' Tower where I first saw Star arrive, she floated down onto the roof and she was so very much like an angel as she was now.
I sighed; I seemed to be getting good at that. Why was this breaking me inside? It was driving me crazy, how can I fight all these criminals and monsters with so much confidence and bravery and then I get one small smile out of a girl and I'm so weak I could die right there on the spot.
The sun was almost risen, I had watched that sky almost the whole night and still not come to any conclusions about myself or my feelings.
Then it was day, and day was the time I could see her. See her properly and worship her from afar. Not these visions haunting my dreams, and no matter how much it pains me to admit it, I can't focus without her by my side now. If she was to leave tomorrow, I couldn't fight anyone or anything else ever again, as she is my one. I guess, this is what it feels like when you finally fall in love.
