CHAPTER FIVE – THE DAY WE DIED

Yukito has just arrived home when Touya knocked the door. Yukito rushed by the feeling that could be something important. When he opened the door he sees Touya standing there breathless and soaking wet. He wide his amber eyes then hided them under his grey hair.

"Come in To-ya…"

Touya stepped in, making the ground wet, he took of his shoes and went to the living room, without looking into Yukito's eyes. Silence. Yukito silently took his suit leaving just his school blouse. Touya was wearing a social blouse with some black jeans pants. He had some bandages around his thorax. Yukito closed the door behind them and came in front of Touya without saying a word. Leaning close to the taller boy, Yukito touched his face for the first time. Touya had some red marks on his cheeks and a cut on his low lip. Yukito starred at it. He walked in circles around Touya, hugging him, feeling the coldness of rain entering his clothes and heart. Both of them were wet now. Touya broke the hug because his cut chest hurted. Coming close again to Touya and trying not to cry, Yukito spoke in a silent and painful voice

"What happened to you To-ya?"

"Yuki…"

Yukito stopped him and started to cry. Two drops could be seen in each side of his cheeks. He put his head on Touya's neck while he unbuttoned Touya's blouse slowly. The letter couldn't do anything. He loved Yuki and the feeling of his hands opening slowly his blouse made him close his eyes in pleasure. He opened the whole blouse. Touya was wet, cold, and with a lot of bandages around him. Yukito passed his fingers lightly over them.

"To-ya…"

"I'm sorry Yuki, I only cause you problem. I'm so sorry…"

"Shhhhhh…don't say anything…to-ya …just…just be close to me…please…"

Slowly Yukito took the bandages so he could see his wounds. He had a huge cut on his chest and some light cuts on his back and near his waist. Yukito cried hard now. Touched the wounds lightly and with passion. He kissed gently the big cut on Touya and this one moaned a little in a mix of pain and pleasure. Yukito started kissing every wound in Touya's body until he was face-to-face with his love. Put his hand on Touya's face and starred at the cut in his lip. Kissed it too. They were kissing. Touya was getting warm with this feeling. They couldn't take it anymore. There were so many feelings and so many unsaid words between them that they just couldn't take it. Touya ignored the pain and hugged Yukito as the time seemed to stop.

"Yukito…"

"To-ya? Why? What happened? What are those wounds? Why? You should…you should have told me! What-"

Touya kissed Yukito's lips once more and a little desperately. Yukito allowed him to put his soft and warm tongue inside his mouth so they could be more connected. That's what they waited and wanted for a long time. Touya's hands came down to Yukito's waist as they deepened the kiss. No words were needed now. They were lost in each one own world yet the same reality. Both of them were warm and Touya was unbuttoning Yukito's school blouse. The smaller boy's skin was white as snow and soft as silk. Touya's hands got up and down, grabbing every part, running fingers to every warm spot. Yukito was getting on with the entire caress when Touya started to work with his fingers on a hard nipple. Touya kissed very slowly and lovingly the other's neck, collarbone and finally the nipples, sucking it lightly and giving little bites.

"To-ya…wait…"

Yukito conduced Touya to the futon that was on the floor. On his knees, Yukito unzipped Touya's pants allowing him to see that there was another cut in his right leg. Yukito ran his fingers along the cut and kissed it. Touya laid Yuki down, cold water drops coming from his hair. Touya took Yukito's pants off and got totally on top of the smaller boy's body. He cupped Yukito's chin with his hand and whispered in his ear:

"Yuki…I love you…"

That was it. Yukito started to cry silently while Touya kissed his belly running his fingers along Yukito's sensible area. Leaning down a little, Touya kissed Yuki's hot area, a long time awakened. It was unbelievable! The feeling, the hot flesh in his mouth and Yukito's moans were driving Touya insane. Letting go of Yuki hardness he used his hand to gently stroke his lover while he could kiss him until Yuki got his orgasm.

"Yuki…I love you…do…do you want me to do something? I just want you so much…"

"To-ya, I just…I just want to be like this…just be here and never go away again…be with me…"

Touya was resting beside Yuki, touching his hair and his bare skin. Yuki came close and they were kissing again. Everything happened so fast and so full of passion, so full of love. Touya couldn't be over Yuki for a long time because of his wounds.

"Yuki…come here…"

Touya managed to put Yukito on him in a sitting position. Yuki could feel what Touya wanted and got a little scared

Y"uki, don't be afraid. If you don't want it's ok…I wont hurt you…never"

"To-ya…I…I…I want, I know you'll never hurt me and I trust you, but I'm still wondering how you got these wounds… I got-"

"Shhhhhhhhh…after we talk…"

Yukito close his eyes and started to sit on Touya's . To both of them it was something new. It hurted a little but, come on, it was Touya, it would never be different, it was fate, they were meant to be together. It would never hurt…he trusted Touya more than everyone, more than anyone…he wanted to be like this forever. They were together and they were one now. Closed eyes and light moans. Soft pleasured screams. Names out. And the rain kept falling down…eternally.