Author Note: O.k. here's some more of the story. I'm kind of making this up as I go along so I hope it's alright. So I've killed of Yuna (never thought I'd do that) and now … well read on.

The journey back, silence, no one dared to talk. Glancing over at Rikku from time to time, no one knew what to say. What could they say? Just anything to break the silence. Rikku herself was staring down at her hands, not moving, not making a sound. She couldn't believe that her cousin's dead body was in the same airship as her, that she had to break the news to everyone in Spira and then the funeral. What Rikku couldn't accept was that Yuna had done so many dangerous things and never had been harmed. All her life she had done good deeds for Spira and now she had been murdered. But, she thought to herself, every other time Yuna had done these dangerous things her friends had been there to help her out. Why hadn't she been there for her cousin? Maybe she could have stopped this from happening but now it was too late.

"Rikku," Brother said softly sitting besides her. "We should go to Luca and tell Spira what has happened. They should know."

Sighing Rikku stood up, avoiding anyone's eye contact, she paced around the control room. "No," she replied finally. "Not yet. I need to accept it myself before everyone knows. Just give me a day or so please, if everyone knows it will all be too real." Brother nodded and walked away.

Later that night when they arrived back at Kilika, everything became more difficult to bear. Everyone questioned the whereabouts of Yuna but Rikku only told Gippal. He had tried to comfort her though she couldn't stand it. Only she knew how she felt. Yuna was the closest family she had ever had they had been through so much together.

Sitting on the beach at the exact spot where Gippal had proposed to her Rikku tried to get her head round things. Rage burned inside her though. Twenty two was way too young to die and how could anyone kill the woman who had sacrificed so much for Spira. Reaching inside her pocket, she pulled out five grenades and threw them at the ocean. Like fireworks they exploded disturbing the peace.

"YOU WAIT!" she screamed. "I'LL KILL YOU! Whoever killed her I'll kill you if it's the last thing I do." She went to throw another grenade but someone was holding her wrist. She turned round to Gippal was staring at her.

"You've got to stop this Rikku you can't help what happened."

"Yes I can it was my fault. I'll kill all Guado for Yuna."