Back after such a horrible event, I'm still so sorry I had to write that part but it will be better in the end don't worry about that. Now on to the review Corner.
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Sesshy-chansbestpal: I Know! freaks out HE will get her. Orders Sesshy
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Rin held tightly to her covers as her dreams haunted her since the night of the tornado, seeing Sesshomaru's face so concerned then in disbelief. Was he shocked because she found him out? Rin had no idea but she always wondered if he was in as much pain as she.
'He just used you,' a voice inside her head cooed, Rin then hid her head under her pillow; I don't want to hear it she thought back. She had strong feelings for the jerk she knew she shouldn't have but the way he was so romantic with her... She sighed as another tear ran down her face.
If only Sesshomaru really loved me she thought as she gasped as her throat felt parched from all the crying. Burying her head in her pillow she cried herself to sleep.
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Sesshomaru could find no escape in his house; every little thing brought back the thought of Rin. From all the bed rooms she helped decorate to his own bedroom, he could hardly sleep without smelling her scent. In his dreams her smile would haunt him and then her tears would bath him with guilt.
He felt so empty without her, but what could he had done? She was practically yelling at him. 'You could've stayed, made her listen to you,' a voice stated as he growled. He knew he should've made her listen but the way she wanted him gone...He would've done anything for her, if she wanted him gone he would leave.
But it felt so wrong; every step he took that night away from her he felt his conscious telling him to turn back. Even his horse was a little resistant to leave as if trying to make him stop as well.
As his head rested against the pillow he had another vision of Rin lying beside him fast asleep. He stretched out his hand as his fingers grazed her soft skin, it felt so real but just as he moved in to kiss her she disappeared. Even his mind was against him, tormenting him with pictures of Rin, and the best images at that, her smile, her touch, her lips, her. He turned so he wasn't looking at the empty space next to him as he tried to sleep, but he found no rest that night.
At midnight a thought hit him as his eyes opened fully, their color turned from white to red. A deceiving woman entered his mind, her hair was up in a bun and her eyes were red, Kaugra. His eyes now were glowing with anger, she was the reason he was like this, and she will pay. He stood then and threw on a shirt and pants, as he walked out the door full and ready to make the woman pay. His price wasn't cheap either, it may just cost her life, at that a smirk played across his lips as he entered his work building. Kaugra never left unless she was needed urgently which was hardly ever.
As if on cue once he reached the elevator and the doors opened Kaugra stood there with a half smirk half frown upon her face. When her eyes laid on him she smiled sweetly, Sesshomaru almost threw up. "Sesshomaru, what are you doing here?" she asked, her voice matter of fact as if she didn't mind him there so late. Sesshomaru stepped into the elevator and pressed the up button, then the emergency stop button so they stopped.
Kaugra grinned at this, obviously getting the wrong idea as Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed, "Well Sesshomaru, I thought you would get back to your senses soon enough. I think it was good that that girl is out of your life," she commented stepping closer so their bodies almost touched.
"Well Kaugra that girl you speak of is out of my life because of you," he answered as his hand found her throat. She gasped as he lifted her up from the ground, "You ruined everything for me and then you expect me to fall for you now that Rin is gone?" he asked his voice rising with every word. He really was out of control, Kaugra's red eyes finally filled with fear as his grip tightened.
"What...This wasn't... supposed to... happen," she stated between gasped breathes as Sesshomaru looked back at her with impassive eyes. "Why? Why...do you...love that girl...over me?" she asked as Sesshomaru kept her in the air. Her body seemed to get limp with every sentence she said, good thing she was a big talker.
"Because she has been the only girl who has loved me over my money," he answered as Kaugra gave an unladylike snort. "How do...you know...that?" she asked as Sesshomaru answered within a heartbeat. "Because she has shown me a side of her she has hidden her whole life. And when we met I never gave her my real name and even when I did she didn't react to it," Kaugra looked into his eyes, he saw the pleading look in those pathetic red eyes but he did not falter on his hold to her throat.
Soon her eyes began to close as she went completely limp, letting her fall onto the ground she did not cough or gasp for air. Her chest did not even move as she lay there, "It is what you deserve for taking away what was most dear," he whispered as he pressed the down button as the elevator moved. Once he reached the lobby he walked out with out even a glance at the woman on the ground. He decided to leave her to the staff to dispose of, if anyone saw him leave no one would speak for Kaugra or they would be in the line of fire from him.
Once he returned to his bedroom he tried to sleep again but Rin still never left him, he rested then without dreams as he knew that he had to get back, get back to her. If he didn't he would be plagued with her in his thoughts for the rest of his life.
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Rin sat down on the pail as she clutched her stomach, for some reason it seemed to turn every time she tried to eat. Also her period was two weeks late, she worried for the worst but thought maybe she was getting her period now. Mika looked down at her with sad eyes as the horse bucked and neighed, Rin patted the horse as she kept one arm around her stomach.
She needed to check for any signs though, even though she was afraid for the results, kicking her thoughts away she got one pregnancy test box from her kitchen cabinet. Going to the bathroom she checked and looked at the directions, 'Hmm...if it is blue it means I'm not pregnant but if it is green that means I am,' she sighed as she checked.
After a few seconds the little box on the tip of the test turned green as Rin fell back onto the sink in surprise. Then she covered her face with her hands as a few tears escaped her eyes, she was having Sesshomaru's child.
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I'm sorry that this chapter is really short but the story is almost at its end so I want to make at least one more chapter end with suspense! Ok until next time.
