A/N: Hello thanks for the reviews, I've only had one so far so if anyone else has read it please review.

Tears dripped from my eyes on my walk to the drug store. I was trying to not get myself noticed. I didn't feel like communicating to the outside world. I picked out the pregnancy test and walked home again.

I followed the directions and after fifteen minutes I looked at the stick. Just as I thought, positive.

So many thoughts were rushing through my mind, I couldn't concentrate, my head was spinning and that was all I could remember.

"Emma, hey I think she's coming around!"

I looked up and saw my older half brother Ben, looking down at me. Mum and dad were there and although I was half scared to see them I was mildly happy. I grinned at Ben,

"Ben, what happened?" I pondered

"You passed out and I came by and found you lying still on the ground. Emma the doctors did some tests on you and well"

He paused, like there was something he couldn't spit out.

"I know".

I couldn't believe he knew, did mum and dad know?

"Do they know" I asked him as I pointed to my mum and dad who were talking to a doctor.

"Yes, they do".

Oh no, it didn't seem like reality. I was sweet little tweedy pie who people loved. I was no dirty, sluty whore. They came over to talk to me after most people had left.

"Darling, when did this happen?" mum asked.

"I'm so sorry, what should I do, I don't want to kill my baby.

"Honey, it's your body, your baby, only you get to decide.

Ill keep it, was my decision. I was half conscious when I said that. I just wish I would have thought about it more. Maybe if I had decided to terminate it.

It wouldn't have hurt so much in my heart.