Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was
it something I did?
Was it something you said?
"What's
wrong Kagome?" InuYasha asked. His tough muscular figure
outlined in a brilliant red and orange sunrise.
"You went out
with Kikyo again! I'm sick of it!" Kagome yelled angrily. She
had lines on her face from dried tears.
Don't leave me hanging
In
a city so dead,
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread,
"I
thought you were done with her. Don't you understand? She's dead"
"If
you can't except it I'll collect the jewel shards myself. Your
service's are no longer needed here human," InuYasha said
coldly.
"But...but...She only wants you to become human! So
she doesn't need to guard that stupid jewel. I like you for being
yourself!" she yelled hurt. InuYasha ignored her and walked off.
"I don't need her or anyone else!" he told himself.
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be supposed to be but we lost it
All our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending
As InuYasha stomped off Kagome just stood there stunned. "I thought you loved me. You were the only person I'd ever loved. I thought you loved me back," Kagome said a steady flow of tears going down her face. "I'll go home. I don't need him, I think... he...I thought he loved me back," she said shaking her head. She went up through the well.
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult But so are they
They don't know me
Do
then even know you?
All the things you hide from me?
All the
shit that you do
"Kikyo always was saying I was weak wasn't she. Well you can just go to hell with her. Then you'll be happy right?" Kagome said/thought. She was mentally cursing InuYasha. "Does Kikyo even know my name? Has she ever tried to learn who I am. Hell no. But she'd insult me all she wanted."
You were all the things I thought I knew,
And I thought we could be,
You were everything, everything,
That I wanted,
We were meant to be, supposed to be,
But we lost it,
All of our memories so close to me,
Just fade away,
All
this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
"Why did you pretend? I loved you so much InuYasha. You were my everything. You were everything I ever wanted and you gave it up for a woman who killed you and was already dead. Why?" she said crying. Without InuYasha she felt she had no purpose.
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were everything, everything
That I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it All our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
She hurt so much. There was only one was out that she could see. He'd pretended to be there. He'd betrayed her. She felt it was her fault. She went into the room that had belonged to her father and from a drawer pulled out a small gun. She walked back to her room and put the small gun to her heart. A shot rang out shattering the midday peace. Then there was a small clattering noise as the gun fell from Kagome's hand to the floor. "I love you InuYasha," she said before she died.
InuYasha went through the well to check on Kagome. He bought a paper. On the second page there was a picture of Kagome and a heading saying suicide.
It
was just another story,
Printed on the second page,
Underneath the tigers football score,
They said he was only 18,
A boy about my age,
They found him face down on his bedroom floor.
"K...Kagome? Why?" then he remembered how many times he spoke meanly to her. How many times he'd compared her to Kikyo.
There'll
be services on friday,
At the Laurence funeral home And then on
danvers highway They lay him neath a stone
"It's all my...my fault... because of me she's dead. What have I done?" he asked tears in eyes.
How
do you get that lonely,
How do you hurt that much?
To make you
make the call That haven no life at all Is better then the life that
you had?
How do you feel that empty You wanna let it all go?
How
do you get that lonely?
And nobody knows.
He finally realized what all his verbal abuse had done to Kagome and then finally leaving her for a dead preistess.
Did
his girlfriend break up with him?
Did he buy or steal that
gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alchohol?
Did his mom or
daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on
the wall?
InuYasha went to Kagome's house. He was crying. He and Kagome's family watched as watched the young Miko be buried. He'd have to tell Sango and Miroku when he got back. It was all his fault.
Now I'm not blamin' anybody
We all do the best we can I've got 20/20 vision
But I still don't understand
How
do you get that lonely?
How do you hurt that bad?
To make you
make the call
That haven no life at all Is better then the life that you had.
How
do you feel that empty,
You wanna let it all go.
How do you get
that lonely,
And nobody knows.
Kagome's mother handed InuYasha a folded piece of paper. It was a note in Kagome's neat hand writing.
InuYasha
I love you. But I want you to be happy. Go with Kikyo. You don't have
to worry about me anymore. I'm in a better place. Tell Shippo and the
others I'm sorry Love,
Hirugashi Kagome
It was just
another story.
Printed on the second page,
Underneath the
tigers football score
