They weren't happy about the battle. They lost to a fellow member. Sango was heart broken while miroku was badly injured, so was kagome. Inuyasha pissed off. Shippo was quiet. They where now staying a hut once more. The were sitting there, they were all quite. Sango couldn't stop shedding tears. It was late, the sun was setting.


"Im...going out." Sango said softly as she got up and walked out.

Kagome, inuyasha, and miroku just sat there quietly.

Inuyasha punched his fist into the floor. "Damn it. I could have sensed kirara was one naraku's side. Damn." Inuyasha said, his eyes seemed on fire with anger.


Sango was in her battle outfit. She started having flash backs, with her dad and kohaku. Even kirara. Like the one day kohaku injured his hand from his weapon. Even his first battle which was his last. Sango was crying. She was walking toward a river. Through the forest, past many rocks. She stood in front of the stream.

"I hope to be as good as you one day sister." Kohaku said in sango's thoughts.

Sango drew her sword. She held it up to her neck. The blade was shiny, and cleaned.

In sango's reflections in the water you could see her crying.

"I have NOTHING to live for." She thought.

She squeezed her sword and closed her eyes. But some kind of a feeling grew that made her open her eyes. She could see her father, kohaku, and kirara by her. Her fathers hand on her shoulder, kohaku looking at her and smiling. They were mere images of the imagination. It felt real for her, the warmness, of his hand felt so real. Sango was shocked.

"You've done well Sango." Sango's father said.

"Yeah sis!" Kohaku replied.

Sango closed her eyes again from her tears. But when she opened them they were gone.

Sango looked at her reflection and she put her sword away. She started walking back.

Miroku was leaning on a stick to walk. It took a lot of strength. Sango saw him.

"Lord Miroku!" Sango yelled as miroku fell. She ran toward him.

She held him and embraced him miroku's head against her breast. Sango was very weak still. But she managed. She tried to lift him. But she couldn't.

"If you wanted to die you could have asked." Inuyasha muttered.

"Walking out alone when you're weak. It's a deaf trap" Inuyasha muttered again. He held miroku on his back and Sango was walking right by him.

Kagome was preparing dinner. She heard them coming so she ran up to the door. They were about a couple of yards by the house. "Ramen!" Kagome shouted.

"Finally! Something descent." Inuyasha softly replied.

Miroku and Sango sighed.

They sat down at the table. There were 6 cups of ramen. But kagome hid the other one since kirara wasn't with them anyone. They all ate quietly expect inuyasha.

Sango looked at her food. "Is even kirara alive?"

They all paused from eating.

"I don't…know…" Kagome replied softly.

Sango had an angry face, when she started thinking about Naraku.


Merry christmas .; Bad news: Im going to Europe for 3 weeks on dec. 18th. Sorry! So no updates for a while. The friday before i leave I'll make 1-3 stories.