A/n: Okay...lets see... I almost never see CloudCid fics, and I really like the pairing. I mean...it would work just as well as any other mentally challenged pair out there. ()
Slight chance of OOC for the all characters but Cid and Cloud, but I dunno. It depends on how you can veiw the characters. . Please R/R, and if you do...I might make more CidCloud fics. Ah...yes...and LANGUAGE warning. Heh.

Disclamier: I don't own FFVII. But I wish I owned Cid. I love Cid. I adore him. I WANT...Ahem...

Abuse of Everyone
By: NicoChan

Cid couldn't say he didn't enjoy it. It was good, in all honesty.
Cloud was a good fuck. He was hot as hell, and usually ready for more.
Cloud, in general, was a good guy too. (Albeit a dork and somewhat a klutz.)

Cid also couldn't argue that just because Cloud came to him for 'love', mainly because of his massive confusions and deluded self-awareness issues, that he would get sex.
Cid also couldn't call it rape, just because he wasn't always sure he wanted it half-way through.

Cid also knew that Cloud went to the others. He couldn't say he was bothered by it; Cloud was just one of his buddies to help get his rocks off.
I mean...who cared if half the Highwind crew had him on a regular basis?

So Cloud was the equivalent of a slut, so what? If Cloud didn't mind, and the others didn't mind, why should he?
It was Cloud's life, after all. It was his choice, and he made it.

Cid also couldn't say that he did feel slightly annoyed when he could hear Barret's rancorous moans, or Tifa's softer sounds right down the hall.
Or even Red XIII's panting in the kitchen, or Vincent's bed springs squeaking with activity. It was natural to be a little peeved, I mean, he was trying to sleep after all!

It wasn't rape, or molest, or any other negative term people used for sex.
Cloud seemed to initiate the sessions, end them, and all that shit.
Cloud may have had some weird schizophrenic spilt personality disorder, or whatever, but he was a grown man and could say no.

Cid was sure of that.
Of course, he'd be lying if he said that he trusted Cloud to say 'No' on any account.

Everyone used Cloud. It wasn't a biggie. It was normal...Right?
It wasn't abuse, or humiliation. They weren't hurting anyone, were they?

Maybe they were.

Maybe they hurt Cloud.

Cid tried to dismiss those thoughts, allowing himself to climax in Cloud's mouth.
The younger blonde stood, and gave a soft smile. "Thanks Cid."
Cid tried to smile but felt a hint of guilt.
He knew he couldn't deny his disgust.

Disgust for being like the others and hurting a broken man.

-it's ending...one cut at a time...-