Disclaimer: I don't own it. Wish I did, but I don't. But I will someday, I promise you. Well probably not, but hey I can hope can't I?

Authors Note: This is my first fic, well the first one I've ever submitted. I was reading a Lily/James fic the other day and I was just like wouldn't it be cool if this happened, so here you go. But remember it's my first, so no flames please. r&r

She loves me, She loves me not

Lily's POV

"Will you go out with me, Lily?"

"Of course," I answered, happier than I'd been in weeks. I'd had a terrible summer. I had to spend the whole summer with my stupid sister and her new husband. I don't even know why Mom and Dad made me go. 5 weeks in an old smelly cabin in the middle of nowhere with Petunia and Vernon. Oh what joy! If I thought Petunia was bad well Vernon is worse. He's as fat as not only 1 pig but like 6. And he's the meanest person on earth, Petunia and him deserve each other.

The only thing I could look forward to was coming back to Hogwarts. Being a 7th year feels great, it makes you feel so powerful. And now one of the cutest boys in school asks me out. I could jump for joy. Literally!

"That's great cause there's a Hogsmede trip next week. How bout we meet up for there?"

"Ok, meet you at 9:00." I smiled at him one last time and ran off to find Mary and Allison.

(AN: They never say what Lily's friends are called, do they? If they do, please tell.)

They were sitting in the common room doing whatever you do in the common room. I ran up to them.

"You'll never guess who just asked me out."

"Let me see, James Potter." Mary answered, knowing full well that he did.

"Of course, he asks me out everyday. I meant besides him."

(AN: Hahahaha you thought she had said yes to James, didn't you? I laugh at your stupidity.)

"Ok, we give up. Who?" Allison always wanted full details on anybody's love life. I think that's all she lives for.

"Bryan Myers!"

"No way!" Allison squealed.

"I can't believe it! He's the hottest guy in school!" Mary almost screamed.

"Well, except for them, but they're untouchable." Said a 5th year sitting near us.

Mary, Allison and I jumped, we hadn't realized she'd been listening.

"Who? The Marauders? Eww." I said. (AN: you notice she says eww, but then she knows exactly who the girl says are the hottest guys in school anyway.) (Sorry I promise not to interrupt so much anymore)

"Yeah" the girl said dreamingly, not noticing the Mary was gagging.

Ok, I'll admit that the Marauders do have the looks, well 3 of them do. But they're the most annoying guys on earth. Peter is just, well Peter, it's like gross. Remus isn't that bad, I guess, but as long as he hangs out with them, my friends'll never like him.And plus everyone knows he has some secret that he won't tell anyone. It kills people that he knows someething they don't. Sirius knows he's hott and it's affected his brain, making him the big-headed, big shot that he is. And James, don't get me started on James. He's the same as Sirius, a big- headed, stuck-up git. They parade around school, like they own the world. The BMOC's, Big Men On Campus, never once caring for people less BOC than they are. And what's more, James has had a crush on me forever. No matter how many times I refuse, he just won't get the point that there's one girl at this school who won't date him.

"Girl, you'll stay away from them, if you know what's good for you." Mary told her.

"Yeah, they're nothing but trouble. They'll promise that they'll love you forever then drop you on your butt." Allison continued.

"Never get involved with someone like that." Mary finished.

The girl looked as if she hadn't heard a word they'd said. She just went on gazing at the Marauders across the room.

We left her like that, going up to our dormitory.

I fell asleep happy that night, relieved that things were looking up this year.

I had a weird dream. It was one of those hippy-high-on-crack weird dreams. You know what I'm talking about?

Well, I was sitting by the lake, when Bryan appears out of know where. He starts kissing me, ok? When all of a sudden this giant whale pops out of the lake and eats him. I'm screaming and crying and begging for the whale to eat me too. So he says, "Your wish is my command," and gobbles me up as well. But instead of ending up in the whale's stomach, I'm in this long dark corridor. I can't see a thing and someone's screaming at the top of their lungs. Then there are thousands of people in the corridor. I'm running as fast as I can, bumping into people and knocking them over, trying to find someone important, but I can't exactly remember what they look like. Then I fall off this cliff and into the arms of none other than James Potter. And he holds me tight as he can and says he'll never let them kill me. Though I have know idea who them is, I just wish for him to keep holding me and never let go, despite the fact that he's James. I wish to just be able to stand there forever, being slightly squished by someone who loves me. Then James picks me up and sprouts wings. And we fly off into the clouds, where we're hit by green lightning, falling to our deaths.

I woke up the next morning, feeling strange and confused. Not understanding my dream. (AN: though you probably don't either, or maybe you do...Think hard about everything you know about Lily and James; it makes sense in a freaky kinda way.)

I told Mary and Allison about my dream. Mary said I need serious therapy. And Allison asked if I had a crush on James, since I was dreaming about him. That's when Mary asked her if she was on drugs and I told her that she needed serious therapy. she thought for a second about what she had said then agreed that she did need therapy. We laughed it off, not giving it a second thought, since it was so ridiculous.

We were still laughing as we walked to our first class, until I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Hey, Gorgeous"

"Hi, James" I said in a bored voice, knowing it was him without even turning around.

"Will you go out with me?"

"What did I tell you yesterday and the day before that and the day before that and everyday for the past 3 years?"

"But today might be different."

"It's not."

He walked around to face me, "Why not?"

"Because..." I had a full excuse ready, but seeing James set Mary, Allison and me off into a sea of giggles again. We ran off the class, laughing as hard as we could, leaving James to wonder what the hell he'd said that was so funny.

James' POV

"What just happened there?" I asked my best friend.

"Lily turned you down, for the 4th time this week." Sirius said kinda bored with the subject.

"Good just making sure you didn't see it any different than I did."

"You should really get over her by now." My other friend Remus said.

"Yeah, she's not worth all this." Sirius agreed.

"She's every bit worth it. I would die for that girl." I argued.

"That goes nicely as she would probably be the one to do it, if you don't stop bothering her." Sirius argued back.

"She just doesn't know that she loves me yet. I'll suffer with her rejection until then 'cause I'm not going to miss it when she figures that out."

"You ever thought that maybe she just doesn't like you."

"Give it up, Sirius, he's the most stubborn guy on earth." Remus said, probably to stop Sirius from yelling.

"He's my best friend. I just don't want him crushed."

"Are you crazy? Nothing ever hurts James. Everything just bounces off him. How else would he be able to survive the girl he loves rejecting him everyday."

"Hey, we're late for class." Peter spoke up. It was the first thing he'd said all morning.

We all ran for the potions class.

"Sorry, Professor Burns. We got side-tracked." (I'm watching the Simpsons, can't you tell?)

"Don't go making up one of your excuses. They're never true. Just sit down. 5 points from Gryffindor for each of you."

The whole class groaned as the Marauders had already lost them enough points this month as it is.

"We will be learning a very important potion that will be on your NEWTS. I want everyone to pair up." Burns went on ignoring the groan.

I automatically moved toward Sirius, but Burns had something different in mind.

"No, no you 4 have caused enough trouble today. We'll just have to split you up. How about Mr. Potter with Ms. Evans,"

On the other side of the room Lily was banging her head on her desk.

"Mr. Black with Ms. Adams(Mary), Mr. Lupin with Ms. Green(Allison) and Mr. Pettigrew with..." (AN: Wormtail is not worth the time it would take me to find him a partner.)

(AN: As you can probably tell I'm not that good at names, Mary Adams, Allison Green, Bryan Myers. Just live with it!)

"Everyone else is free to find their own partner."

The 3 girls glared at him.You could tell they thought this was the most unfair thing in the world.

Lily's POV

James had the biggest smile on his face as he walked over to me.

Why me? Why couldn't Burns have put him with somebody else? Anybody? Why me?

"Hello, Gorgeous"

"James, please don't call me that."

"Why not? You're the most gorgeous girl in school."

I felt a blush creeping into my cheeks. Why am I blushing? It's only James. He says things like that almost everyday. I can not have a crush on James. Although he is kinda cute with his messy black hair and hazel eyes. WAIT! What am I thinking? This is James, you can't stand him, remember.

James' POV

She's blushing, that's good, right? Does she always blush when I pay her a complement? I've never noticed before. I'll have to watch more often.

Lily's POV

I tried to pay attention to what Burns was saying, but I couldn't concentrate. James wouldn't stop staring at me. No, think about the report, pay attention, Lily.

"This will be a 12 foot report." The whole class groaned again. "Don't worry you will have a full week to complete it." A whole week of James, I don't think I'll be able to stand it. "It will be on the most important ingredients you put in these potions." He wrote some potions on the board. "Where you get them, why you use them, what's their purpose, what they look like and anything else you can find on them."

"Will you stop that?" I hissed to James.

"Stop what?"

"Looking at me. Look at something else, do the report, anything, just stop looking at me."

And of course he doesn't. I can't stand him sometimes.

At the end of class, I could tell this was going to be a long week. And we were getting nowhere with the report. I looked over at Mary. At least I was having better luck than her.

"I swear if you say just one word to me, Sirius, you are going to be in the hospital wing for the rest of the year." Mary said through gritted teeth.

Sirius backed away and I didn't blame him. Even I was afraid of Mary when her eyes were blazing like that. Mary was the violent one; me and Allison always called her to do the dirty work.

Allison and Remus were both staring at the table, trying to ignore each other.

AN: How's that? You like? And sorry about the dream; it was a spur of the moment kinda thing, ya know? Please reveiw!