Disclaimer: Don't try to sue me JKR, I own nothing
A/N: Hey. I'm so sorry it took this long to update. Same scenerio, writer's block. But, hopefully you'll find this chapter to your liking. Reviews will be taken with open arms and constructive (meaning if you don't like it, then be nice about it) is nice to have as well. :) hope you enjoy..
I want to talk to Granger again...but I really shouldn't. You know what it's like don't you? Wanting...uh, well, desiring something you can't have. Which I really shouldn't be feeling, I can have everything in the world, except her.
UGH! I need to focus on other things. Like her perfect hair...
Bloddy hell! Ok well, I'm sick of arguing with myself. 48 hours of a non-stop battle inside me is getting quite old. I'll just admit to myself that I find Granger attractive, and surely that's not a crime. It's just not something I wanna brag about. Yeah...that's it. Nothing huge, just an attraction.
But this wanting to be near her and to keep her safe is considered attraction right? Oh crap, I hate doing this! Last night I thought was insane and now I find that I am even more mad. There's nothing I can do about this. I just have to move on. Nothing is gonna happen, and if it did wouldn't last 2 days. Draco, don't do this to yourself. Save the sorrow and move on.
Although, she does like me a lot. It's not like Hermione's feelings are going to just dissapear. Crap, did I just use her real name? Geez, I need to snap out of this.
What if I don't want to though. I mean, there is a chance that something good can come from this. But, it could just be a big freaking waste of my time, and not to mention hers. I hate wasting time, and enough of it was already spent on trying to figure out feelings and whatnot. It's an insult to the Malfoy name. And not that hurting her is a, uh, big concern or anything but it's more than likely that I will. No girl is going to change me completely....no one can turn Draco Malfoy into a sensitive, "heal the world" whimp. And that is fact. Sure, if I could be with her, I'd treat her right and love her completely...but she can't change the fact that humiliating people is my hobby.
The thing is...
How do I tell her all of this?
A/N: Hey. I'm so sorry it took this long to update. Same scenerio, writer's block. But, hopefully you'll find this chapter to your liking. Reviews will be taken with open arms and constructive (meaning if you don't like it, then be nice about it) is nice to have as well. :) hope you enjoy..
I want to talk to Granger again...but I really shouldn't. You know what it's like don't you? Wanting...uh, well, desiring something you can't have. Which I really shouldn't be feeling, I can have everything in the world, except her.
UGH! I need to focus on other things. Like her perfect hair...
Bloddy hell! Ok well, I'm sick of arguing with myself. 48 hours of a non-stop battle inside me is getting quite old. I'll just admit to myself that I find Granger attractive, and surely that's not a crime. It's just not something I wanna brag about. Yeah...that's it. Nothing huge, just an attraction.
But this wanting to be near her and to keep her safe is considered attraction right? Oh crap, I hate doing this! Last night I thought was insane and now I find that I am even more mad. There's nothing I can do about this. I just have to move on. Nothing is gonna happen, and if it did wouldn't last 2 days. Draco, don't do this to yourself. Save the sorrow and move on.
Although, she does like me a lot. It's not like Hermione's feelings are going to just dissapear. Crap, did I just use her real name? Geez, I need to snap out of this.
What if I don't want to though. I mean, there is a chance that something good can come from this. But, it could just be a big freaking waste of my time, and not to mention hers. I hate wasting time, and enough of it was already spent on trying to figure out feelings and whatnot. It's an insult to the Malfoy name. And not that hurting her is a, uh, big concern or anything but it's more than likely that I will. No girl is going to change me completely....no one can turn Draco Malfoy into a sensitive, "heal the world" whimp. And that is fact. Sure, if I could be with her, I'd treat her right and love her completely...but she can't change the fact that humiliating people is my hobby.
The thing is...
How do I tell her all of this?
