Smemily: Heya! I'm rully rully sorry that the last one was so short I'm sure it was agonizing! Lol I don't know but for me it was agonizing lol, now I really need to write more for my lovely readers. Honestly what would I do without reviews? I mean I've only gotten six reviews( happy ones mind you) and I am feeling like a fricking celebrity! Wooot have fans! I'm hyper right now because I love this chapter. Don't ask me why I just do , but for now I'll tell you about my day, today I got...
Kuhu: ON WITH IT WOMAN I DON'T HAVE ALL DAY
Smemily: Oh shut up you have all eternity.
Kuhu: Regardless, ON WITH IT .
Smemily: OK OK Gods, Stupid, vampire angel THING,
Kuhu: Yeah yeah,
Koya's thoughts
Yuki's thoughts
flashback-
Chapter the Seventh
Stupid stupid STUPIDOS. Gods I am such and idiot I feel like a total jerk, poor Yuki... But... he did kiss me first and he wasn't complaining. I wonder if... nah he was probably just surprised and didn't know what to do, he didn't want to hurt my feelings, he' s such a great guy. But that felt so... NO BAD WRONG BAD AND WRONG BADWRONG! He's your best friend! He's a rat-like thing. HE'S A HE!
Koya sat on his mattress on the floor in his room, pondering. After the impromptu kiss, kisses rather. He had shared with Yuki he had stared at him for a few moment and them mumbling another apology he ran out the door and all the way to his house. The whole time remembering the feel of those warm lips on his own.
So here he was a total wreck, just remembering that he had left his back pack at Yuki's house and he would have to go get it later made him feel excited and scared at the same time. He would go back and get it sometime, just no right no, and so he sat there thinking about the violet eyed boy who had surprised him once again.
He's always got something surprising up his sleeve, there's the fact that he turns into a rat every time a girl hugs him, not to mention the anything-but-ordinary way I met him. The guy was trying to commit suicide. There is so much I have learned about him and..I want to learn so much more.
He immediately forced himself to stop thinking. It was weird how he could just turn off his brain like that, he assumed it was just because he was stupid and didn't need to waste what little brain power he had. This was too much to think about all at once. He only allowed himself two thoughts before he drifted off into dreamland.
I wonder what Yuki is thinking right now,
...being one of them and the other was the vision of the said boy, visions rather. It was like a Yuki slide show in his mind.
Here we see Yuki lying on a beach soaking wet and not breathing, slide, here is Yuki blushing right after he stopped yelling at Hatsuharu, slide, this is where he transformed into his rat form; so cute, slide, this is where he transformed out of his rat form, look he's naked. Slide, hey look it's the same picture, slide, same picture, slide, same picture, slide, Koya you have a dirty mind.
Sleep.
Gods Yuki you are such an Idiot, how could you do that to him! Put him on the spot like that. I feel so dumb he must be having a good laugh right now. But when I thought he was gonna die I just... panicked I needed him to be as close to me as possible he really is the first real friend I've ever had, the only one who came close was Tohru, and look how that ended up. I became attracted to her and had my heart broken. Wait what am I saying, I am attracted to him? Oh gods no, I refuse to be like my family! Haru and Ayame and Shigure... no I am NOT gay.
Besides even If I was they wouldn't respect me any more, I would be a hypocrite having spent so much time trying to convince them they are nothing like me to turn around and have them realize I am like them.. No it won't happen. I won't let it, but what about Koya? He left his bag here, he'll have to come back and get it. Wow will that ever be awkward.
As Yuki paced around his rom thinking furiously about what had happened he heard people talking down stairs but payed them no mind he was too busy thinking about his own problems to get caught up in theirs once again, he knew it sounded selfish but that was usually how it went, some one else's problem he had to deal with and fix, but this time it was his problem and he needed someone else to deal with it and fix it. Make it better.
But that wasn't going to happen any time soon, he was confused, scared, sad, and amongst all these feelings he could feel something else welling up inside him that he couldn't ignore, it was excitement. He tried to push it away from him ,make it so that he couldn't think that way but he couldn't help it, something about being with Koya being near him, kissing him was just thrilling. He immediately forced himself to stop thinking. If he stopped thinking he would be able to rest and not have to deal with his growing attraction to his best friend. His MALE best friend.
Gods shut up Yuki, Just shut up and fall asleep.
So Yuki fell asleep and he was thankfully free of much content in his dreams, it was a gift he had had since he was about 7 he could decide what he dreamed most of the time but now he just wanted to be thoughtless, mindless, hell if he could some how rid himself of all emotion that would work too. But one thing he couldn't keep from slipping through the barriers of his mind. A soft low voice speaking to him.
"...told me it would make me feel better... you, don't want to lose me?...you are a true friend Yuki."-
And that was all he heard for all the hours he slept. And when he could not longer stand it he forced himself to open his eyes.
Awaken.
Koya fiddled with his fingers as he walked down the dirt road towards Yuki's house it was 7:30 in the morning on a Tuesday. He had to get him bag and finish his homework. He was wondering what in the hell he was going to say.
"Yeah, hey Yuki I know we like, made out yesterday but, I kinda need my book back and I don;t wanna talk about it, in fact I'd rather we just forget about it." Yeah right, as much as he wanted to froget about it, part of his brain was telling him he didn't want to He was conflicted beyond any way he had ever been before and it was giving him a headache.
"Idiots weren't meant to think this much." He said out loud as he walked up to the front door of Yuki's house. He was about to knock on the door when.
"I doubt you are an Idiot Koya you just don't like to use your mind. Maybe you are afraid of what it might reveal to you?" Koya turned around and was surprised to be met by a more albino Yuki with Yellower eyes and stranger clothes.
"I-I'm sorry I don't believe we've met." Koya stammered.
"Oh no of course you don't know me do you? No I imagine Yuki wouldn't talk much about me, we aren't really close, in fact I think he still hates me but, Oh well, I so try. Anyway my name is Ayame Sohma. I am Yuki's older and, if I may say so, more attractive brother." The man said in a strangely confident voice.
"Well that is debatable" Koya mumbled.
"I'm sorry what was that?" Ayame asked
"Oh nothing."
"Oh dear boy, don't worry about such trivial things like that, I already know about your little crush on my little brother. I saw you two yesterday getting pretty comfortable. I must say he picked much better this time, that Tohru girl was nice but she was just not for him, you seem more his..." Ayame stopped.
"Gender?" Koya offered.
"Type." Ayame frowned as did Koya.
"Ok wait, time out. Ok ok , 1.) I do not have a crush on your brother. 2.) He does not have a crush on me, and 3.) YOU WERE SPYING ON US?" Koya asked angrily.
"Oh, you musn't blame me I couldn't help myself! You two were just radiating passion and heat I needed to see for myself, I could feel it all the way from the kitchen. Oh but don't worry, Shigure didn't notice anything so It's our little secret, oh silly me you must be here to see Yuki, terribly sorry to keep you here. Now where could your boyfriend be?" He put a finger to his chin and thought. Koya made a mental note that he didn't like this guy.
"He is not my..."
"Boyfriend?" He heard from behind him as Yuki stepped out of the door. HE looked confused and then he saw Koya and he turned red, it was a strange look he wore and Koya made a mental note to memorize it.
Scratch that, the mental note is, NO MEMORIZING YUKI'S FACES!
"Oh delightful. Well I must be going I have to talk to Shigure. You two love birds keep out of trouble and don't do anything I would do." He laughed haughtily as he walked away, shoving Yuki in Koya's direction as he walked through the door.
"I hate him so much, that damned snake! Gods dammit!" Yuki mumbled into the thing that had broken his fall before realizing it had been Koya's chest. He looked up and stared into the clear blue eyes. Just noticing their intensity. HE pulled back in wonder sill staring at his eyes and this time he didn't even blush. He knew something was going on and he needed to sort it out befroe his brain exploded. He needed to make it better. He continued to stare at the taller boy before grabbing him by the shirt and dragging him into the house.
"School be damned, we need to talk."
Smemily: I love this chapter, I told you! It's longer than the others and I just love confused Yuki and demanding Yuki there is also the fact that Ayame is in it and I LOFF HIM SOOOOO MUCH! He's my favourite character other than Yuki It goes, Yuki, Ayame, Ritsu, Momiji, Hana, Hatori, Uo Shigure Kisa, Haru, Kyou, Tohru, Akito, Hiro, Kagura, and I don't know if I forgot any important ones. But hey I don't care IM CAREFREE.
Kuhu: Did you know that's a brand of panty-liners.
Smemily: No... did you?"
Kuhu: Ahem, of course not .
Smemily: Ooooooook well, thats chapter 7 done, review me and tell me what you think so I can feel celebritie-like, I FEEL PRETTY. WOOT like I said, HYPER. . I'm happy, so what do you think Yuki has to talk to him about, its pretty obvious unless you are seriously dumb, (no offense to anyone who is.) I really want them to work things out and I think they will, I dunno It depends on my mood at the time I'm writing it. But don't worry about it I refuse to do any fictiosn with character death unless the character is really minor and I hate her...THEM I mean.. Yeah. Shutting up now.
So tune in next time on abandoned realities where Yuki and Koya will be fianlly talking about their feeling and crap comme ca.
Unless next time STAY FRUITY!
