Chapter 6-Thinking of You
As they sat on the bench, snow threatened to consume them, but neither seemed to notice. They were too wrapped up in thoughts and just being there together.
'What am I doing? This is wrong. Is it? I mean, he is human and I love him. What's wrong with me wanting to be with him? But, what would Piper think? I don't care. It's my life, not hers. I'm an adult. But do I want to be with him? Yes. That's always been the answer. No matter what has happened, I've always wanted to be with him. That settles it. I'll stay with him. Forget what anyone else says. I'll live my own life'
These thoughts ran through Pheobe's head, confusing her yet making things seem more clear. She realized what she really wanted now and no one would stop her.
'Should I kiss her? Does she still love me? What if she does? What does that mean now? How would we be together? She lives on the other side of the country. What will happen when she goes back to San Francisco? Will she want me to come or will she end it? Will she want me in her life? What if she does? Will Piper accept me?'
Cole was caught up in his thoughts. He felt insecure now, like a teenager, waiting to be dumped knowing that it was inevitable. He knew that he needed to talk to her about these things, but he couldn't make the words come out. Maybe it was the fact that he was freezing and covered with snow or maybe it was that he was afraid of her answer, afraid that she would leave him and return to her life leaving him behind, broken.
They finally realized that snow was covering them and that they were freezing and that pulled them out of their thoughts.
They stood up brushing the snow off and began to walk back to where Cole's limo was waiting. Cole held Pheobe close to him, trying to keep her warm. They got into the limo and the driver started to drive off.
I know it was really short but better some than none. Right (nervous chuckle) Anyways I promise to write a longer chapter soon. School is killing me.
