Rain

A/N My first fan fic so please be nice and R & R

Disclaimer: I do not own any part of The O.C, if I did I would be an extremely rich and hated woman!


Just a few of Ryan's thoughts of being lonely Set after 'The Rainy Day Women'

Ryan doesn't like the rain anymore

It reminds him of Lindsay leaving

Another one abandoning him

Another one he loved

It reminds him of Marissa comforting him

It used to be the other way around

Ryan comforting Marissa

He preferred that

This pain was too raw

How come she's happy now?

With Alex?

I should be happy

With Lindsay

Don't I deserve to be happy?

Don't I deserve to smile once in a while?

To laugh at nothing

Just to feel something in my heart for once

Instead of feeling numb

Ryan doesn't like the rain anymore

He never liked the sun much after his mum left that morning

She loved the sun

Always had her shades propped on her head of long blonde hair

Whatever the weather

They were near

But after the other night on the pier

The rain pouring down

My mind blank

No thoughts

No cares

Why?

Because no one cares about me

If they did

Why'd they leave?

It doesn't rain very often in Newport

But when it does again

Ryan will remember only too well

The pain

After all who could forget being abandoned?

Again!