Chapter 3

It's been over three years. No Tidus, more Shuyin. We were engaged a few months ago, after I finally realized Tidus was gone. Lenne is gone too, so Shuyin and I decided to get married, since we needed each other.

Half the Besaid village disagreed with me and Shuyin as a couple. He was too much like Tidus, in his looks, but acted totally different. I didn't care though, because when we were kissing or touching, I felt better. But not good enough to give up the feeling I felt when Tidus and I connected.

Shuyin wanted to be connected to me. I wasn't ready, I was okay with kissing, and hugging and cuddling, but not with connection before marriage. It seemed wrong.

"Yuna!" called Shuyin form the hut door. I turned to face him, blushing madly because of how I was picturing Tidus in my head. "Come here!" I walked over to him and he kissed me, feeling everywhere. He pulled me into the house and cupped my breast in his hand, still kissing me.

"Shuyin!" I cried, pulling away. "What are you-"

"What are you waiting for Yuna? An invitation? An okay from Tidus?"

"I'm not in the mood-"

"I know what is wrong. You don't feel right. Tidus isn't here Yuna. It's okay."

"Shuyin, listen. I'm not ready to give up my feelings I felt. I want-" He wrapped his arms around me again and kissed me, stoking my cheek. He placed his hand on my spot and I moaned, feeling the tingles rush up my spine. I felt his tongue enter my mouth as he began to push up my shirt. mmmm…

"Shuyin…" I moaned. No, I can't do it, I can't….