Chapter 4
Tidus came back about a week ago. I had the hardest time looking him in the eyes. I had betrayed him, several times, letting Shuyin pleasure me countless occasions. We had broken off the engagement upon Tidus's return, and the sudden appearance of Lenne. I felt used now, especially since I was expecting the worse news ever.
"Yunie…" Rikku groaned. I looked at the pregnancy test and frowned.
"I'm pregnant…."
"OH YUNIE! This is terrific!"
"No it isn't Rikku! It's not Tidus's kid, it's Shuyin's! I'm about to go meet Tidus, and I have to tell him that I didn't wait, I had sex with a guy who looked like him!" I shouted. Rikku looked at me terrified and left my room.
I heard the door open and started to cry silently, hoping it wasn't true. How could this have happened to me?
"Yuna?" Tidus called. He placed a hand on my shoulder and turned me around. "What's up? We haven't even kissed since my return I've been waiting for you for so long now-"
"Oh, sorry-" I mumbled, wiping away my tears.
"Don't apologize, just kiss me, before I explode," I felt his lips hit mine and I pulled away. "Yuna, what's wrong?"
"Nothing, I just-Well I haven't-"
"What happened, you seem different-" The words flew to my lips, and I felt like crying again.
"Shuyin and I had a relationship." He was silent, so I continued. "I didn't mean to, he just felt so good, kissing me and touching me and-"
"Well, I was missing for a few years, I guess it is natural-"
"I'm pregnant with his baby-"
"Yuna, you did it with-"
"Tidus-"
"I-How-What were you thinking? All of that time I spent with Lenne, all I could think about was you. But never did I touch her or let her touch me. I wanted you, and only you."
"I-I'm sorry."
"I gotta go."
"Shit, Tidus! Come back!" I chased him to the door and grabbed his shoulder, I practically shoved my lips onto his, tears flowing down my cheeks. I didn't want to lose him again. I wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his chest. "Please don't go, please…" I sobbed. I felt his arms around my body and I cried harder.
"Yuna…I'm sorry I left you, I didn't mean to lead you on-"
"Don't let go,"
"Yuna…I don't think I can do this, knowing you have his baby in you…"
"Don't let go."
"It isn't right. I need to go."
"Don't let go."
"Yuna, I'm sorry:"
"I don't care anymore, just don't let go of me. I wanted you to hold me so many times, I needed your touch so bad, and I didn't mean for Shuyin to…I didn't want him to, he just forced it…."
"Yuna, calm down, it's okay. I love you. I just can't handle the idea of a baby you had when I wasn't here."
"I'll get rid of it. Just don't leave me again…I don't know what I was thinking! I love you, and only you, and I didn't mean to get pregnant and lose you!"
"Yuna, I love you and there is nothing bad enough you can do to lose me."
"I love you too," I placed my lips on his again and ran my fingers through his hair. don't let go….don't let go…. He kissed me back and began to undo my clothing. We rushed through the process. We had waited too long. All I wanted was him inside of me, and then that one moment where we fall asleep together. I could see it in my head still, and I didn't want it to go away, and for some reason I knew it never would.
Yeah, that's it. Hope you like it. First fan fic REVIEWS pleeez!
