I finish putting my make up on and I look in the mirror at the finished result, I look good, the foundation blended perfectly with my skin and the eyeliner perfectly drawn on my face. I am ready for another night of a crazy high school party with my best friend Brooke. We go to a different one ever night, everytime Brooke ditches me to hang out with her boyfriend Lucas, and I am left to get wasted all by myself. I still go everytime there is a party because I have to, as a cheerleader I am obligated to go to these parties, they are my life.
I don't really give it much thought as I cover up my true self with enough makeup to cover and elephant, it is just my routine. Everyone that goes to these parties are the same, they have rich parents and hook up with a new person everytime, and as I look into the mirror I realize that that is who I am too, I have enough money to last 3 lifetimes and I am constantly making out with a new guy every night, I am still a virgin however, I promised myself a long time ago that I would be in love when I had sex, and I plan on keeping that promise.
Walking into the party with Brooke by my side, I don't think about anything but getting to the keg. After my fifth beer, I let some boy lead me upstairs, halfway thorough ripping each others clothes off I realize what's happening and I run into the bathroom and lock the door. I look in the mirror at who I am and can't help but let the tears slide down my face, each black tear removing some of the makeup and uncovering that I, Haley James, really am.
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