Title: Alone
Author: Puss No Boots (Sammy)
Rating: T, Pg 13
Disclamer: I only own the plot. The song 'Alone' Is owned by the late great Heart. Scott and Jean are owned by Marvel (duh)
Summary: ScottJean (Sadly) Confessing your true feelings can't be that hard... can it? She wants to tell him, but she dosen't want him to take it the wrong way
Note:Don't get used to me writing JeanScott It just seemed right at the time. It's a bit Au. They both just turned 20 and have been at the school since they both were 16. The rest shoudl explain itself.
This is the version Carrie Underwood did on American Idol. The original is too long for me to write a fic to. Carrie's is the right length. Heart fans, Don't you get mad at me either. I am a fellow Heart fan so it wouldn't be nice at all to flame a fellow fan.
On to the fic!
My Love for you is still unknown. Alone...
You don't know how long i have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You dont know how long i have waited
And i was gonna tell you tonight
It's been four years. Four long years with him by my side, not in the way that i want him by me, though. It all started as a simple crush, but it grew to something more. We hated eachother to start with. But then we got to know eachother and we saw that we had more in common than we though. Maybe it's just me, but i don't think he's acting anymore. He can't be. I mean, he has Storm but he's told me, their just friends. No more, No less. If only... If only he knew what i was feeling. If only he knew what he did to me. Maybe, then he would understand why i squirn when he speaks. Why im woozy after he speaks. Why i always glance at him. Maybe he would understand... That i think i love him.
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone
But he can't love me back. He just can't. He dosen't belive in love. That's how it sounds to me, at least. But... Maybe... I can make him see. See that love can be found and you don't have to get hurt in the process. Love is more than sex. It's more than meets the eye. Love is when you want to spend your life with the person next to you. When you would do anything to heal their wounds. When you would do anything for them. Wether it be holding their hand while they lay, barely alive in a hospital or If their afraid and you reassure them that everything's okay.
Until now i always got by on my own
I never really cared until i met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do i get you alone?
Scott, How can i make you see that all the yellow flowers were from me. All the glances, they were real. Tell me that you don't love me. I know you don't. Just tell me. I can take it. It's happened before. Im a strong woman, i can take whatever you throw at me. I know you don't love me. As much as i want you to see me, you don't. Your just playfully flirting. It's all fun for you. Your never going to stand in front of me, hand holding mine, and mutter 'I do.' But I do, Scott. I do love you. Maybe, someday you'll see. Maybe you can listen to what i have to say, hear me out. You might like what you hear. But, maybe not.
Until now i always got by on my own
I never really cared until i met you
How do i get you alone?
I need a straight answer, Scott. Do you love me, or do you want me to go away? I knwo you love me, as a friend at least, but would you be willing to spend your life with me? Would you be willing to give me a kiss every reamining day of our lives? Tell me, Do you love me.
"I do."
How do i get you alone?
You don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight...
Hope you liked, now, off to homework land.. joy...
