Innocence
Chapter 11 Destiny
AN: Hey thank you to YukeBaby for reviewing I thought everyone had given up on me! To answer your question no it's not finished! Sorry bout the grammar mistakes guys I'm thinking there's gonna be a few in this one soz please bear with my unprofessional writing!
Enter John Constantine walking in like he owns the place (well he does really but that is NOT the point) Walking in like he didn't walk away leaving Chas in a heap on the floor unconscious!
"Hey kid, how's it going"
"John, Jo-hn! You can't just leave me bleeding on the floor then waltz in here like nothing happened"
"I got the girl didn't I?" John replied smugly.
Gaia walked in nervously behind him staring deeply into his eyes.
God she was beautiful.
"Jesus Gaia! Why did you walk out like that? I told you it was dangerous anything could have hap…" Chas was cut off.
Gaia had moved forward taking Chas's hand and softly placed a gentle kiss of his quivering lips.
After 10 seconds Chas responded, he put his arm around Gaia's slim waist pulling her closer while deepening their kiss. The passion built until both were gasping for breath.
"Oh please get a room!" John spat disgusted at this sudden display of affection.
He grabbed a cigarette lit it quickly and began taking slow savouring puffs.
Gaia pulled away biting gently on her lip never once removing her eyes from Chas's two innocent big brown ones.
"Sorry" She whispered softly more to Chas than John.
I finally tore my eyes from Chas focusing on John.
"Go on then explain everything." I said taking a seat on the worn couch.
John shook his head sighing.
He poured three large whiskeys distributing thembetween us.
"You're gonna need it"
I took a deep breath was I really ready for this? I had been feeling so much hatred lately I was worried, what if I was evil?
"Ready"
I nodded taking another deep breath.
"You know Murphy's your body guard he was appointed by Lucifer to watch over you, protect you from good to stop you turning good"
John paused taking another long drag from his fag and a large gulp of the fiery liquid in his hand.
"He played stupid with you, Gaia, acting like he didn't know who you were… He's been watching you from the day you were born, following you from place to place. Why do you think you were moved so much? Your foster parents blamed it on events you had no idea about it was Murphy. Your father wanted you fucked up Gaia, messed up beyond all repair. If you were broken he could control you easier. You think You're powerful Gaia you don't have a clue! You have the capability to destroy this world and every other world in existence. You have the ability to posses, to control demons, to control hell AND…"
John took another long puff and drained his glass.
"This is a good time for you to drink that." John choked indicating my glass.
I did, in one long gulp. I felt the back of my throat burning but I didn't give a shit!
"Go." I said huskily.
"You can take over heaven… Gaia you are the ultimate violation of the balance it's your destiny"
My eyes widened. Fuck this can not be happening!
"Bullshit! John that's bullshit I can't do any of that I can't even make fucking toast without burning it! There is no way I can do any of that"
I closed my eyes resting my head on my knee's. Shit.
"What do I do"
"Nothing there's nothing you can do…"
John shook his head he knew how serious the situation was but didn't know what to do he was helpless.
"When you die you're going to hell, Lucifer will get what he wants and you will ultimately destroy the universe. The only way we'll be safe is for you to go to heaven. If you ever turn evil you'll be unstoppable"
Great this was just fabulous!
"There are a lot of people wishing for you to turn evil…" John sighed lighting another cigarette.
"Okay how do I know? How do I find out whether or not I'm going to heaven"
"Gaia you're the daughter of Lucifer. God doesn't want you he knows Satan will stop at nothing to keep you from that place. You're gonna have to turn into a saint to get there"
I rubbed my eyes I was so tired what had my life turned into.
Everything was blurry, just a swirling mass of hundreds and thousands of colours. I felt so light like I could be floating.
After a while of blinking away the haziness covering my eyes Chas finally came into view. His chestnut curls a mass of heavenly beauty framing his pale face.
He sighed heavily as he pulled me towards him engaging in a long passionate kiss.
"Chas…" I moaned tracing his jaw, stroking every part of his soft delicate skin.
It was heaven. I felt so content so at peace with the world but something changed.
The blur of swirling colours became clearer. I was in the middle of hell surrounded by flames. The heat was so intense I felt the sweat forming between my own body and his. I smelt the familiar sulphur but it didn't churn my stomach instead it soothed me giving me a sick sort or pleasure.
I dug my nails harder and harder into Chas drawing blood savouring the slight tang of metal mingled with sweat.
Chas's once soft curls were a tangled wet mop the heat turning him from pale white to an angry red. I bit down on his lip feeling the skin break enjoying the feeling, enjoying the pain I was causing.
"You're mine!" I cried my breathing coming in short heavy bursts.
I saw the chains of fire bind him to the bed, heard the screams of pain I grinned, just as I liked it.
I woke screaming in a cold sweat drenched through and through. Chas jumped hurriedly from his spot on the floor trying to soothe me. I pulled back jumping quickly to my feet. I couldn't breathe I still felt his skin beneath my fingers, could still taste the familiar metallic tang of blood.
"Oh god…"
I closed my eyes hearing over and over the screams of pain I had inflicted. I could still see the look of complete pain on his face, the terror in his eyes.
"Chas… Help me."
