Innocence

Chapter 13 Daja vouz

AN: okay I've prob spelt that wrong but you all know what I mean! Thanks to lil jake for reviewing, sorry it's so confusing! Oh and it gets so much more complicated bear with me and if u really can't understand what I'm saying e-mail or review and I'll explain it! I think there are three more chapters to come and then that's the end! I've written two and I know how it's gonna end so stay tuned! I'm not sure if I'm doing a sequel. I'll see how this one goes and what sort of feedback I get! Okay hope you enjoy it!

It had been so long since I last stood in a church.
It was the day all this started, the day of my first vision. I was a different person back then so innocent my faith was all I had. I was broken all alone in the cruel, harsh world.
Now look at me the most powerful being in existence more powerful being in existence more powerful than God than Satan... More powerful than both put together!
I took a deep breath kneeling at the familiar crucifix mounted on the plain white walls.
"In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti, Amen" I said slowly making the sign of the cross.
Daja Vouz. I remember kneeling in this exact spot not long ago terrified crying out for help.
That's how I felt now. If ever, this was the one time I needed God. I needed his comfort.
I had been a good catholic all my life. Sure I was Satan's spawn but what did that matter!
"Pater noster, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen"
The our father I knew it off by heart, had said it often. It was my way to get God's attention and now I knew I had it I could get to the point.
"You know why I'm here... I need your help I can't be responsible for the end of everything. I can't be responsible for the torture of every soul in existence. I can not be responsible for the downfall of heaven!" I sobbed.
I wanted to go back to normal, my normal. I was fed up with all the dilemmas I just wanted a moment to think, a second to catch my breath.
"Father I'm asking for forgiveness! What ever sins I have committed I repent, but I don't have the luxury or choosing my parents. You can't condemn me for there sins"
I stopped I knew he was there before he spoke.
"Murphy. You lied to me." I said slowly without turning.
"Nah Luceria you didn't ask, I would have told you in an instant if you'd asked"
"Why are you here"
"Why am I always here? You've never noticed before... Maybe you're controlling your powers better"
"That doesn't answer my question"
"Coz it's my job." He whispered softly just inches from my ear. I felt his hot breath, could practically hear his heartbeat... Did he even have a heart?
"You can't fight it! Sooner or later you will turn back"
"OK Murphy fine but what I don't get..." I said rising my full length, turning gracefully to stare into those evil tinted eyes.
"Is why he got rid of me if he knew what I could do"
"That's a story for anotha' time." He said hurriedly turning to walk away.
I caught him by the arm forbidding him to take one more step.
I could feel him grow tense it was strange having control over such a strong man.
"Murphy I want the truth"
"I need a drink first come on."

Murphy was drinking whiskey's by the bottle, it seemed he'd gone through Midnite's entire stock.
A familiar tune pounded in the background while half breeds went about doing what they always did. If we didn't bother them, they wouldn't bother us.
"Well well well, who have we got here, Murphy and..." The half breed stopped recognition clouding his eyes.
"Luceria?" He spat bitterly obviously outraged by my presence.
"That's right and you are?" I said with a fake cheeriness.
The man was tall he was okay looking, not my type. He wore a pinstriped suit, his hair slicked back.
"Balthazar." Murphy filled in spilling half his drink on the bar.
"Oh... John's told me a lot about you, asshole." I smiled mischievously.
The look on this guys face it was priceless.
"Wish I had a Polaroid, the look on your face is hilarious"
Balthazar sneered at me taking a sip from his martini.
"How's Johnny-boy doing these days? I heard he sold his soul to save the world"
I blinked oblivious to what this half breed piece of shit was babbling about.
"Didn't he tell you, oh too bad. He's going down! Lucifer WILL be happy"
"You liar!" I screamed getting to my feet.
Murphy grabbed my arm stopping me from turning this guy to dust.
"Sticks and stones darling, sticks and stones"
I'd had enough how could this guy be walking here on earth. How many times had be violated the balance? I didn't give a fuck.
I turned away reaching into my pocket. He had no idea what was coming making me enjoy it all the more.
Everything happened so quickly. The strobe lights got faster and the music got louder.
The small bottle flew from my hand hitting it's target with a sickening crunch.
For a second he didn't react then the acidic liquid began burning through his face, eating away his flesh, revealing his true features.
"Holy water!" He screamed in agony.
"Serves you fucking right"
Big mistake Gaia. The place was filled with half breeds a fair share of them demons. They didn't look too lightly on a fellow demons face being burnt off.
"Luceria." The voice boomed over me.
"Shit." I grabbed Murphy quickly making for the door.
"You dare in my house"
"Midnite"
I ran faster dragging the drunken form of Murphy behind me. I needed out of this place and fast.
"How dare you"
I felt myself being pulled by some unknown force being drawn backwards but I fought it. Letting go of Murphy I turned to face the VERY pissed off witch doctor head on.
"I'm sorry Midnite, I lost my temper I'm leaving"
"You are NOT!" He cried in his heavy accent.
I sighed pushing my eyes shut tightly, blocking out my surroundings.
It was taking all I had to stop myself doing something to harm him.
My eyes snapped open no longer blue but a deep empty black.
"DO NOT PUSH ME." I said gritting my teeth.
This was not who I was and I wouldn't surcome to evil not ever.
"If you ever set foot in this bar again not even I can stop 'them' from tearing you apart." He spat indicating the angry mob quickly surrounding me.
"Now get out"
I nodded, who was I to argue. I know I had crossed the line in fact I was so far over the line it was a tiny dot!
"Murphy move"
I hadn't got my answer's yet and I wouldn't stop until I did but now I had a heavier weight to bear, had John really sold his soul? Was this the end?

This is just the our father in Latin I'll give you the english verson incase you don't know it.!

OUR FATHER, Who art in heaven hallowed be Thy name. Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil. Amen

Don't say i'm not good to you!