Title: Taking Care Of Me
Author: Katie, OompaLoompa1212@aol.com
Story Summary: Starts at Teach Me tonight and goes from there
Spoilers: Up to and including "Teach Me Tonight"
Pairing: Rory and Jess
Authors Note: This is my very first fanfiction so PLEASE send me Feedback. Good or bad!
Distribution: Please . . .if you want to put it somewhere do, all I ask is that you send me the URL to wherever you put it. Thanks
Disclaimer: I don't own anything Gilmore Girls. I wish I did though.
Chapter: Twenty-one, I'm So Sorry
Josh led them to Jess's old friend's house, Robert. He was having a party. They walked inside and Jess protectively wrapped his arms around Rory's waist. He kissed her forehead softly, "You okay?" He asked her in a whisper.
"Yeah" She said with a small nod. It looked as if the party hadn't been going on long but the line for the rest room was almost half way through the house and you could see a few guys drunk and still standing by the keg. You could also see girls crying and people being crazy. Well, it seemed crazy to Rory but to anyone who wasn't from Star's Hollow it probably wouldn't.
Josh led Jess and Rory to a group of Jess's old friends. One girl that had previously dated Jess glared at Rory, who was now standing in the background, before hugging Jess who after a quick moment pulled away. After a moment Rory's cell phone started ringing. "I'll be right back" She said to Jess and walked into a back hallway that no one was in.
"Hello?" She asked into the phone.
"Hey, Rory" Lane said into the phone. "Your mom told me where you were, how are you?"
"I'm okay" Rory answered. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was going it just all happened kind of quickly"
"It's not a problem" Lane answered, "When are you coming home?" She asked.
"Soon, a day or two I think" Rory said with a small nod. "Hey, I'll call you back later, okay"
"Yeah" Lane said and hung up the phone.
Rory turned around to go back out to the party but Josh was standing behind her. Rory gasped softly not aware he was there. He took a step toward her and she took a step back. Something about the look in his eyes was scaring her. She tried to look past him but couldn't. He kept walking toward her and she kept walking back.
"So you've been with Jess a while now, right" He finally spoke.
"Yeah, I have" She decided just to answer him.
"Have you ever had sex with him?" He asked in a crass way.
Rory shook her head slightly and Josh took a step toward her and Rory attentively took a step back. Her back hit a harshly cool wall and she let out a small scream.
"We could have some fun you know" Josh said and closed the distance between them. He put his hands on her hips and let them slide to the button of her jeans.
Rory tried to push him away but couldn't. She screamed for Jess but knew he couldn't hear her over the music. She felt Josh harshly grab her face and force his lips over hers. Rory turned her head as quickly as possible tears now running down her face. Josh grabbed her wrists tightly in his hands he squeezed tightly and Rory gasped in pain, "Stop . . . please" She begged the tears flowing freely now. Josh moved both his hands to her waist and held her tightly harshly pushing her back against the wall he unzipped her jeans. "Jess" She screamed. She almost couldn't believe that this was happening to her.
Jess thought he heard Rory and looked around for her. When he didn't see her he walked in the direction he had seen her go and saw Josh and his girlfriend in the hallway. "Fuck" He said and ran over to them. He pulled josh away from Rory who was now sobbing and fell to the floor as soon as Josh was away from her. Jess hit Josh Square in the mouth then in the eye. Josh fell down before muttering something and running.
Rory was sitting, crumpled on the floor, sobbing, her jeans unzipped. Jess's mind jumped to the worst possible conclusion. Jess went over to her and sat beside her. She automatically wrapped her arms around his neck. "I'm so sorry" Jess whispered into her ear. He closed his eyes pulling her closer to him. She was now sitting on his lap, crying uncontrollably. "God, I'm sorry, Rory . . . I can't believe I let this happen . . . I am so, so sorry." Jess repeated over and over again.
Rory sat in her boyfriends lap trying desperately to get her crying and shaking under control. She leaned her forehead against Jess's shoulder. She listened to him apologize over and over again and wrapped her arms tighter around him.
After a few moments she stopped shaking and got her crying under control. She hesitated before looking up at Jess. She finally unwrapped her arms from around Jess and looked up at him. Her scared eyes meeting his concerned ones. "I'm so sorry," Jess said to her lightly tucking a lock of hair behind her ear.
"I don't blame you, Jess" She said, "It's not your fault." She said and slowly stood up.
Jess didn't answer her, but still felt guiltier about this than he had ever felt in his entire life. After she stood he stood up next to her. He slowly reached out and zipped then buttoned her jeans. He shrugged off his jacked and wrapped it around Rory. She slowly put her arms through the overly large jacket. It was so big on her but it made her feel safe. Jess made her feel safe. She leaned into him as he put his arm around her shoulders. He walked them back to Liz's apartment building. They stood outside neither wanting to explain this to Luke. "I'll talk to him." Jess offered
"Thank you." She said with a small nod before they got up and entered the apt. They didn't see Luke right away but saw a not on the counter saying he was going to get a pizza and would be back soon. "I'm going to take a quick shower" She whispered and grabbed a set of nightclothes and went into the bathroom.
Jess heard the water come on and sighed softly. He never should have went with Josh, he never should have taken Rory there. He knew Rory wasn't anything like them. He hit the wall angrily. Jess went into his room and changed his clothes. He wondered why Rory wasn't more upset with him. She had every right to be furious with him, but she wasn't, or didn't seem to be. Maybe she was mad. Maybe she hated him. His stomach twisted as he thought about the night's events. He sat down in his bed as he heard the water turn off. Rory walked into his room. She sat down next to him without a word. Jess glanced over at her, he had no idea what to say to her. "Rory . . . " He said with no idea how to continue.
Rory was still shaking slightly and Jess lightly ran his hand down her arm to her hand and intertwined their fingers. Rory smiled slightly surprised at the amount of comfort that provided her. She winced slightly in pain as his hand lightly touched her hip. Her mind momentarily flashed back to Josh grabbing her hips and hitting her against the wall. "What is it?" Jess asked when Rory winced. Rory slightly gestured to her hip. "Can I see?" He asked and Rory nodded, Jess lightly pulled her pants down over the forming bruise so he could see it. He looked on the opposite hip to see one there as well. Jess took in a sharp breath as he saw it.
Rory bit her lip. She felt slightly ashamed. She wished she had been strong enough to push him away. Jess looked up at her. Their eyes met and they held each other gaze for a moment before Jess closed his eyes and lightly brushed his lips over Rory's forehead. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked her. Rory lay down on the bed and Jess lay next to her. Rory told Jess everything that had happened.
Jess couldn't believe what he was hearing. He couldn't believe that he had let this happen to Rory . . . to his Rory. He was pulled back to reality by Rory's words.
"The weird part is that the whole time I was thinking about you." She said looking at his chest instead of his eyes. "I was thinking that I knew you would protect me, that you wouldn't let anything happen to me, that you were supposed to be my first, that I loved you" She finished and finally looked up at him.
"I'm not going to let anything happen to you Rory, not ever" He promised her.
"Are you here?" They heard Luke ask as he opened the front door.
"Yeah" Jess answered. "Do you want to stay in here while I tell him?" Jess asked his girlfriend.
Rory timidly shook her head yes. "I'll come out in a minute" She promised.
"You don't have to come out until your ready." Jess answered and wanted to kiss her but wasn't sure if she would want him to. "Can I?" He asked her.
"Yes" She answered him without hesitation. She kissed him lightly closing her eyes. Jess left and went to talk to Luke.
Rory sat up in the bed and looked around Jess's room. She remembered something Jess had said back in that diner. That 'he had been just like them'. Did that mean that he had done something like that? No, Jess wasn't like that. He would never do that. Rory hated that she thought, even for a moment that he would.
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A/N: As much as I would love to write more tonight I'm tired and this is my longest chapter EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, so the person who suggested a party-thanks. Also, please review!! I need you to. Everyone who already reviewed, thank you so much, you are truly amazing. Especially those long detailed reviews, I love those!
Author: Katie, OompaLoompa1212@aol.com
Story Summary: Starts at Teach Me tonight and goes from there
Spoilers: Up to and including "Teach Me Tonight"
Pairing: Rory and Jess
Authors Note: This is my very first fanfiction so PLEASE send me Feedback. Good or bad!
Distribution: Please . . .if you want to put it somewhere do, all I ask is that you send me the URL to wherever you put it. Thanks
Disclaimer: I don't own anything Gilmore Girls. I wish I did though.
Chapter: Twenty-one, I'm So Sorry
Josh led them to Jess's old friend's house, Robert. He was having a party. They walked inside and Jess protectively wrapped his arms around Rory's waist. He kissed her forehead softly, "You okay?" He asked her in a whisper.
"Yeah" She said with a small nod. It looked as if the party hadn't been going on long but the line for the rest room was almost half way through the house and you could see a few guys drunk and still standing by the keg. You could also see girls crying and people being crazy. Well, it seemed crazy to Rory but to anyone who wasn't from Star's Hollow it probably wouldn't.
Josh led Jess and Rory to a group of Jess's old friends. One girl that had previously dated Jess glared at Rory, who was now standing in the background, before hugging Jess who after a quick moment pulled away. After a moment Rory's cell phone started ringing. "I'll be right back" She said to Jess and walked into a back hallway that no one was in.
"Hello?" She asked into the phone.
"Hey, Rory" Lane said into the phone. "Your mom told me where you were, how are you?"
"I'm okay" Rory answered. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was going it just all happened kind of quickly"
"It's not a problem" Lane answered, "When are you coming home?" She asked.
"Soon, a day or two I think" Rory said with a small nod. "Hey, I'll call you back later, okay"
"Yeah" Lane said and hung up the phone.
Rory turned around to go back out to the party but Josh was standing behind her. Rory gasped softly not aware he was there. He took a step toward her and she took a step back. Something about the look in his eyes was scaring her. She tried to look past him but couldn't. He kept walking toward her and she kept walking back.
"So you've been with Jess a while now, right" He finally spoke.
"Yeah, I have" She decided just to answer him.
"Have you ever had sex with him?" He asked in a crass way.
Rory shook her head slightly and Josh took a step toward her and Rory attentively took a step back. Her back hit a harshly cool wall and she let out a small scream.
"We could have some fun you know" Josh said and closed the distance between them. He put his hands on her hips and let them slide to the button of her jeans.
Rory tried to push him away but couldn't. She screamed for Jess but knew he couldn't hear her over the music. She felt Josh harshly grab her face and force his lips over hers. Rory turned her head as quickly as possible tears now running down her face. Josh grabbed her wrists tightly in his hands he squeezed tightly and Rory gasped in pain, "Stop . . . please" She begged the tears flowing freely now. Josh moved both his hands to her waist and held her tightly harshly pushing her back against the wall he unzipped her jeans. "Jess" She screamed. She almost couldn't believe that this was happening to her.
Jess thought he heard Rory and looked around for her. When he didn't see her he walked in the direction he had seen her go and saw Josh and his girlfriend in the hallway. "Fuck" He said and ran over to them. He pulled josh away from Rory who was now sobbing and fell to the floor as soon as Josh was away from her. Jess hit Josh Square in the mouth then in the eye. Josh fell down before muttering something and running.
Rory was sitting, crumpled on the floor, sobbing, her jeans unzipped. Jess's mind jumped to the worst possible conclusion. Jess went over to her and sat beside her. She automatically wrapped her arms around his neck. "I'm so sorry" Jess whispered into her ear. He closed his eyes pulling her closer to him. She was now sitting on his lap, crying uncontrollably. "God, I'm sorry, Rory . . . I can't believe I let this happen . . . I am so, so sorry." Jess repeated over and over again.
Rory sat in her boyfriends lap trying desperately to get her crying and shaking under control. She leaned her forehead against Jess's shoulder. She listened to him apologize over and over again and wrapped her arms tighter around him.
After a few moments she stopped shaking and got her crying under control. She hesitated before looking up at Jess. She finally unwrapped her arms from around Jess and looked up at him. Her scared eyes meeting his concerned ones. "I'm so sorry," Jess said to her lightly tucking a lock of hair behind her ear.
"I don't blame you, Jess" She said, "It's not your fault." She said and slowly stood up.
Jess didn't answer her, but still felt guiltier about this than he had ever felt in his entire life. After she stood he stood up next to her. He slowly reached out and zipped then buttoned her jeans. He shrugged off his jacked and wrapped it around Rory. She slowly put her arms through the overly large jacket. It was so big on her but it made her feel safe. Jess made her feel safe. She leaned into him as he put his arm around her shoulders. He walked them back to Liz's apartment building. They stood outside neither wanting to explain this to Luke. "I'll talk to him." Jess offered
"Thank you." She said with a small nod before they got up and entered the apt. They didn't see Luke right away but saw a not on the counter saying he was going to get a pizza and would be back soon. "I'm going to take a quick shower" She whispered and grabbed a set of nightclothes and went into the bathroom.
Jess heard the water come on and sighed softly. He never should have went with Josh, he never should have taken Rory there. He knew Rory wasn't anything like them. He hit the wall angrily. Jess went into his room and changed his clothes. He wondered why Rory wasn't more upset with him. She had every right to be furious with him, but she wasn't, or didn't seem to be. Maybe she was mad. Maybe she hated him. His stomach twisted as he thought about the night's events. He sat down in his bed as he heard the water turn off. Rory walked into his room. She sat down next to him without a word. Jess glanced over at her, he had no idea what to say to her. "Rory . . . " He said with no idea how to continue.
Rory was still shaking slightly and Jess lightly ran his hand down her arm to her hand and intertwined their fingers. Rory smiled slightly surprised at the amount of comfort that provided her. She winced slightly in pain as his hand lightly touched her hip. Her mind momentarily flashed back to Josh grabbing her hips and hitting her against the wall. "What is it?" Jess asked when Rory winced. Rory slightly gestured to her hip. "Can I see?" He asked and Rory nodded, Jess lightly pulled her pants down over the forming bruise so he could see it. He looked on the opposite hip to see one there as well. Jess took in a sharp breath as he saw it.
Rory bit her lip. She felt slightly ashamed. She wished she had been strong enough to push him away. Jess looked up at her. Their eyes met and they held each other gaze for a moment before Jess closed his eyes and lightly brushed his lips over Rory's forehead. "Do you want to talk about it?" He asked her. Rory lay down on the bed and Jess lay next to her. Rory told Jess everything that had happened.
Jess couldn't believe what he was hearing. He couldn't believe that he had let this happen to Rory . . . to his Rory. He was pulled back to reality by Rory's words.
"The weird part is that the whole time I was thinking about you." She said looking at his chest instead of his eyes. "I was thinking that I knew you would protect me, that you wouldn't let anything happen to me, that you were supposed to be my first, that I loved you" She finished and finally looked up at him.
"I'm not going to let anything happen to you Rory, not ever" He promised her.
"Are you here?" They heard Luke ask as he opened the front door.
"Yeah" Jess answered. "Do you want to stay in here while I tell him?" Jess asked his girlfriend.
Rory timidly shook her head yes. "I'll come out in a minute" She promised.
"You don't have to come out until your ready." Jess answered and wanted to kiss her but wasn't sure if she would want him to. "Can I?" He asked her.
"Yes" She answered him without hesitation. She kissed him lightly closing her eyes. Jess left and went to talk to Luke.
Rory sat up in the bed and looked around Jess's room. She remembered something Jess had said back in that diner. That 'he had been just like them'. Did that mean that he had done something like that? No, Jess wasn't like that. He would never do that. Rory hated that she thought, even for a moment that he would.
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A/N: As much as I would love to write more tonight I'm tired and this is my longest chapter EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, so the person who suggested a party-thanks. Also, please review!! I need you to. Everyone who already reviewed, thank you so much, you are truly amazing. Especially those long detailed reviews, I love those!
