Title: Unexpected Feelings
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own InuYasha, nor would I want to because I simply love being a fan of it! And having the choice to create fan fictions of it!
Warning: This story does contain YAOI, male-male love/relationships. You have been warned!
Chapter Three: An unexpected surprise.
The sound of the street cars and murmers of the people who were still out talking about things. The smell in the air of the city was the smell of the remains of another day gone by, Miroku always noticed details such as those. He liked to take in everything he could, as if he counted this to be his last day of living. He continued to walk to his destination, the temperature of the air began to drop a lot, his body instantly was cooled. Although many people were around him, he couldn't help, but feel like he was being followed. This tenstion grew and he was starting to panic slightly. He turned quickly into an alley, that led to the back of some old apartments. Miroku held the collar of his coat together and he shuddered.
When he turned around he had let out a gasp. His eyes became wide and he took a step back. "I-It's you...you were in the club...what are you doing here?" Could this be the feeling he was getting? Was this caused by this man following him? If so, where did he come from? He seemed to just came out of nowhere. And why would he be there with him? Was he going to rob him?
The man that stood before Miroku was atleast a couple inches taller, his eyes were a soft shade of red and his hair covered his neck, it was feathered up, showing to be shorter in the front and fell more full in the back. Strands of bangs covered the man's left eye. His hair was the color of that of a violet, it looked so shiney, so soft. The man's complextion was very manly and toned, but he was slender. He looked as if he could be a star. The man did not reply to Miroku's question. This made Miroku worry and he took a few more steps back, before he could move any more, the man had taken hold of Miroku's wrist and pushed him up against the wall of the aged buildings. The man grew close to Miroku and he still had a hold of his wrist.
"What do you want with me? I have no money on me..." Miroku said.
"I do not want money..." The man said in a low masculine tone. Miroku pushed the man away, but was once again forced into the wall.
"Eh, stop it! Are you some sort of pervert!" Miroku wailed.
"No..." The man replied calmly.
"Well, then wha-" Before Miroku could even think about finishing his thought, the man had pressed his lips against the shakened, violet eyed man. Miroku turned his head and broke the kiss. He grabbed his wrist back and he was speechless as he got away from the man who had given him one upon the lips. "Leave me alone! I am not like that alright? Just because I dance, does not mean I am gay!" The man casted his eyes upon Miroku, it is as if he knew he was not gay, but that did not stop him. "Please! Leave me alone! What do you want from me!" Miroku was very shaken.
"First off, let me start by giving you my name...I am Kato Tsugurama, I was watching you dance in the club, you are quite good...I've never seen any male get so much fun out of dancing...and even though it was with women, you were doing it for yourself."
Miroku gave a look of confusion. "So then why did you kiss me?"
"Because, I got a strong reaction from you when we met eyes, you might have not felt it, but I did...it just gave me a sort of pleasure when I looked at you."
Miroku looked away, for he knew what Kato was talking about, he had felt slightly the same way when they had made eye contact. Kato once again pushed Miroku up against the wall and he held his wrists above him. Miroku squirmed, but Kato was far stronger, but that gave no means for Miroku to give up. Kato grinned and started to peck at Miroku's neck. 'I am not gay! Can't this man get that into his head? I am not! I am in love with Sango! I am into women...not...men...' Miroku thought as he continued to fail of getting away from Kato.
Kato was not one to be...nice...he was very aggressive. He was now kissing him on the lips once again.
Miroku tried to get away, but he was growing tired because his efforts were not even working. Miroku slowly started to give in, he wasn't gay and yet he was being kissed by a guy. His thoughts pondered on that and he began to squirm a lot once more. He couldn't give in, not to this, it wasn't right! Especially after what he and Sango did. Even if he were to turn gay, he wouldn't because he did not like being pushed around, well not a lot anyways.
"Hold still now..." Kato said as he knelt down to unbutton Miroku's pants. Miroku put his hands on Kato's shoulders and tried to push him away. Kato ignored Miroku and pulled down his pants, he figured Miroku would calm down after awhile. This was not the case, Miroku began to hit Kato in the head and shoulders, trying everything to get him away. Miroku's eyes were filled with fear and uncertainty, his hits to Kato became more violent. Kato stood back up and grabbed Miroku's arms and held them to his sides. He was getting quite frustrated with Miroku, he has never had so much trouble with a guy before, even if he was straight. "Stop that...stop hitting me...I know how you feel deep down inside...I sensed it...why do you deny yourself? Is it because of what society has said? Well, they aren't the law, they are only a bunch of followers that have nothing else better to do and so they criticize everyone and everything, even their own kind. They are a bunch of pigs!" With that being said he released Miroku and knelt back down. Miroku was speechless, he didn't know what to do.
He was confused with himself, he was having pleasure with a guy and he had gotten hard. He just couldn't understand. This was his main case for trying to push Kato away, he didn't want to know that this was exciting him, even if it was obvious. It was to late though, Kato, when he resumed, had pulled down Miroku's underware and he smiled. "Now, you just ponder on what I said alright? Then you might just change your mind..." He then had slipped Miroku's member into his mouth.
This made Miroku gasp and he made Kato move away from him. "What the fuck! You just think you can do that to any guy you meet? Well guess what! You can't! Now stay away from me! I don't want you to even come near, or better yet, touch me! I know how society is! And I don't give a shit okay? I don't care what they think! It's what I think that I care about, I know that I feel uncomfortable with you doing this, regaurdless of what you say!" Miroku was very shaken by what Kato had done to him, why would anyone do anything like that to him?
Kato looked up at Miroku with his eyes, he looked him straight into his pupils. He looked so deep that Miroku couldn't look away. Did he have some sort of power control on him? How in the world is he doing this?
'Eh, I can't move...at all, I wan't to...but it's like...I'm to afraid to even budge...is he trying to see right through me?' Miroku thought to himself. Before he knew it Kato had placed his mouth over Miroku's member again, this time though, Miroku did nothing, how could he? He was still in a trance from Kato looking so deeply into him. Miroku placed his hands on Kato's shoulders and he gripped them tightly, he tilted his head back revealing his neck. Kato put more of the heated flesh into his mouth and his tounge teased poor Miroku. Miroku's look was serene, he never had anyone look at him that way, no girl could ever look at him that way, so how could this man do so? It was like he read his whole life with a single look and then accepted it for what it was.
Miroku dug his fingers into Kato's shoulders now, he was trying to contain himself the best he could. "Oh God! " He moaned out as Kato continued to please the young man as he began to bob his head and sucking till he was satisfied or until Miroku was through. Kato was on a roll, he hastened the pace and Miroku was totally out of it, though he was feeling very built up. After some time and Miroku not resisting as much anymore, Kato had now found his contentment. Miroku went unyielding as he arched his back and thrust his hips into Kato one last time along with a rather loud and pleasurable moan, before it was all over. Kato grinned and swallowed contently. He always, always got his way. Miroku's orgasim had subsided and Kato smiled. He stood up and started to kiss Miroku's neck, which led to him sucking on it. Miroku was relaxed now, the built up he felt was gone. He looked innocently at Kato. His fingers tangled up in Kato's soft hair. Miroku had never felt this way before, not with a woman anyways. He had sighed softly as he was taking in on what had just happened and how he allowed it to happen. He just leaned against the wall and let out another sigh.
"Follow me." Kato said and Miroku pulled up his underware and pants and then he lead the relaxed man before him up into the apartments, he had gotten to his room and he opened the door. Miroku closed it slowly behind him. Kato led him to the bedroom, Miroku took off his coat, he also knew what was going to happen, was there anyway to prevent it? Most likely not. Kato advanced Miroku to his bed, he then laid on top of him, his body warmth pressed against Miroku's body. He pulled Miroku's pants off again and then his underwear. He sat up and took off his own clothing and smiled. He tore Miroku's shrit off and then their lips locked and they were feeling eachother inside. Thier tounges meeting often.
'How did it get to this? How! First I was afraid to death, but now...I feel as if I need him!...as if I want to taste every bit of Kato. Why would I feel like this? Especially after just one incident! I am still into women though, has he opened the door for me to expierence new things?...perhaps I am bi...this feels so wierd though, it is a man! I am attracted to this sort of feeling...I want to embrace it so...but what about Sango? What if she finds out? How will she react? I do not want to end what I have tried so hard to start, but I do not want to lose this either!' He had thought to himself, his mind was racing. They continued to make out with eachother, Kato didn't want to be deprived of his fun and Miroku knew that.
They broke their lips away from eachother and since Miroku was new to this Kato would lead this time, he took out the lubricant and put some onto his fingers, he rubbed it all over his two, for starters, which were his index and middle fingers. Miroku was nervous as hell, this of course should have made him nervous for being straight all his life. Miroku sat up. "I am sorry I can't do this...you're moving to fast...I'm not use to this...it doesn't feel right to me..." Miroku was open to a lot of things, but this wasn't one of them.
Kato simply smiled. "You need not worry so much...just relax..." He had Miroku lay back down on the bed and he leaned in to kiss his neck. Miroku let him, so he began to kiss him down. He left his neck and traveled down to his nipple and he softly nipped at it. Miroku let out a soft moan and he smiled. Kato then kissed down to his waist and he licked his stomach as he went lower Miroku grew more relaxed and filled with a sensational feeling. Kato carried on now, he started to work his fingers in. Miroku let out another moan, he was tight at first, but quickly loosened up. Kato worked his fingers in deeper, it was deep enough now to were he had struck Miroku's g-spot. Miroku let out a sound that made Kato grin, Miroku felt electrifying, his heart was racing, not only with nervousness, but also with excitement.
Kato drew his fingers out once he felt Miroku was loosened up enough, he then lifted up Miroku's legs so he could have access. Miroku looked at Kato. "Mm.." He thought he was going to fast again, butthe mandid not care. He had reached down to position himself. Miroku closed his eyes as soon as he felt the tip of Kato. The man started to push himself in, once he was inside of Miroku, he started to shift his hips slowly at first, but gradually he picked up the speed.
Miroku then held Kato and he arched upwards and let out a gasp, his hips moving involuntarily. They continued for some time, when they did stop, Kato was resting on Miroku. his eyes were soft and calm. Kato kissed Miroku on the neck and then softly bit his ear. Miroku let a smile escape him. His thought's had been racing again, they were always racing. He again thought about Sango and then he thought about the amn who was laying on top of him. He didn't know what to do, what could he do? It's not as if he planned this.
He let out a soft sigh and he had his hand on Kato's head, his fingers through his hair. Kato gave a small smile, this had been a first in a long timesince he had, had sex. He could feel the beats of Miroku's heart, it was slow compared to earlier. He was taking in every moment with Miroku, his earsdrifted off to the sounds of Miroku's heart. He let out a soft low laugh and he rubbed Miroku's cheek with his hand. "You were great for a first timer...hmhm..." Kato said softly.
Miroku smiled and he kissed Kato on the cheek. "Thank you...it was interesting heh." They both chuckled and rested more, enjoying eachother's company. Even if they had just met or not, they knew that this would turn out well. Miroku being introduced to this new feeling, smiled, he smiled contently. He sat up and he knew he should be leaving, for Sango would be worried sick about him. Kato insisted that he stayed by laying him back and then placing his lips on Miroku's and he gave him soft pecks. He wanted to kiss Miroku all over, but he figured that this was good for a first night. Then Miroku was kissing Kato back, more intemitly. He softly would place his tounge into Kato's delicious mouth, feeling every little nook and crany. Miroku was not so much worried about this, he figured he could like both genders. He could have the best of both worlds, the thing is would Sango accept him?
'I do not want to deny that I enjoy this, but Sango means to much to me, for me to just leave her. If only she could just automatically know what I am thinking and feeling... I have so many emotions surging through me right now, I wouldn't be able to talk to her, even if I could...maybe I should wait awhile before I tell her. Perhaps that would be the right choice...' He thought to himself.
'Tis be the end of this chapter! I hope you like it and so sorry for the wait! Please review after and tell me what you think and if I should change anything or whatever you want to say! Thank you!
