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My Sin is Loving you

2° Chapter: "If you look at me, you will know I love you"

I am trying to put every little detail, every thing we lived, every feeling, in the best way, in a way you feel you are reading my mind and not this letter, because I want you to remember everything. A log time a go I read in a book that if you want to remember a thing you have to describe it as if you were describing it to a blind person, so I am doing this to both of us, for you to have this letter and can read it every time you want and for me to never forget.

I was proud of myself because I think I was intelligent not like those who suffer of love but now I don't know where all my intelligence went, because look at me I am dying of love and I can't understand if you are not the one for me why can't I just let you go?, if our love is a mistake why life put us together?, if it is so wrong why it feels so good?.

After that night, I arrived home with a new light, illusions can be the best make up a woman could ask for and this illusion had done wonders with me. Neither you and neither do I discussed what had happened, although it's our custom to argue of everything, that night we both learn to speak with our eyes instead with our mouths. I didn't know what was going to happen but to me the most important had happened, you kissed me and you said "I love you" and I just kissed you back and said "I love you too" but I can assure you that you already knew it.

The next morning I arrived at work at the editorial in a way a long time ago I didn't do, with a smile in my face.. When I entered my office I found 24 roses and a note: "These roses represent the hours I am going to think about you and I if you feel alone remember that someone loves you. With all my love R" and after reading this I had a bigger smile. That day you just not gave me roses you gave me butterflies in my stomach, smiles in my face and a reason to love.

After that, we began a new tradition, we had our night, just the two of us, our "Monday's Night". It was the best day for us because you don't have quiditch practice and you could tell Susan you have it and Richard prepared all the work for the rest of the week and he spend a lot of time at the Minister, so we could take our time to enjoy every minute, every second of each other company.

Do you remember how our encounters were? At the beginning they were innocent, just lunch, conversation and kisses, but one day our love needed more, needed to be total, we needed just to be one person. The clothes began to obstruct us, and our skins asked for each other and we gave in to the desire, although I was naked, I didn't feel that way because I felt covered by love. Since that day all my heart, body and soul belong to you.

Our meetings were at the muggle London, we needed a place where nobody knew us and didn't care about us, a place where there was no need to be hidden, where we could be just a normal couple, where our love didn't need to be secret, a place where we could hold hands and kiss each other, a place where we could escape of our reality and dreamed with a different life.

When we were with other people we acted as good friends, but we tried not to look at each other because sometimes the looks said more than words. I remember a reunion at Harry and Gabrielle's house, I came early because you know how crazy Richard can be about the punctuality, when you entered the house with Susan, I have to confess that I was jealous. I have never been jealous of Richard although he is handsome and many women are at his feet I didn't feel jealous not even a 10 of what I felt with you, my heart was beating so hard that I could hardly hear what Gabrielle and Richard were talking about. I tried to act naturally and tried to be nice to Susan but within my heart there was jut envy, she has you for complete time and I just a day per week, she can kiss you whenever she wants and in front of any body and I just can kiss you in hidden places when nobody can saw us, for you, Susan is your wife, for you I am the other, the love hidden, the one you cannot introduce as the one you love, for the world she is Mrs. Weasley, and for the world I am Mrs. Blair

Life doesn't give you everything, you have to choose and I chose following my heart. Since the beginning I knew the rules of the game, I knew the part I would play in your life and it didn't care because I prefer ten minutes with you than a complete life without you.

Till next chapter

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