Disclaimer: I no own invader zimmy, vasquez dude does, and if i did i wouldn't be wasting my time writing FANfics. i'd be squishing people's heads because i invented zim, but i didn't so everyone's head is safe.
Notes: i think its longer. and i hope it is good.
I walked inside the house and was greeted by Dib.
"Have fun with your BOYFRIEND?"
Dib said sarcastically as he glared at me from across the room.
"He's not my boyfriend!"
I screamed. I could feel my face get hot as i started to blush.
"He's just my friend, but you wouldn't know the meaning of the word..."
I hissed at him. Dib's smirk faded off of his face and he looked straight into my eyes. His eyes grew smaller and i could see the tears begin to form in them.
"no, no I guess I wouldn't..."
Dib's lower lip quivered and he ran upstairs to his room. I felt a brief twinge of compassion for him. I was in shock. How could I feel anything but hatred towards Dib? Why should I feel guilty?
I walked up the stairs and headed towards my room. He was the one who started the fight, he should feel guilty not me! As I walked by his room I thought i heard Dib crying. My eye twitched as i closed my door.
Dib's voice echoed in my mind.
BBBBOOOOOOOYYYYYYYFFFFFFFRRRRRRRIIIIIEEEEEEEENNNNNNDDDDDD!
I felt the hotness of the blush return to my cheeks and jumped on my bed where i buried my face into a pillow.
"NO NO NO!"
I screamed. Why couldn't I gain control of my body? I sat up into my bed and rocked back and forth, clutching the pillow to my chest. I breathed deeply and closed my eyes trying to regain my self control. My face grew cool and i opened my eyes again.
"There is NO way I could like Zim that way." I whispered to myself. "After all we're just friends..."
I remembered the way he had looked at me tonight. He wanted to say something, but then stopped. What was he going to say?
I grabbed my diary, thinking that it had to have some proof that i couldn't like Zim in any way other than a friend. I opened up my diary to the first entry.
'Dib was talking to himself again, I wanted to crush every bone in his body! His voice fills me with a terrible rage. Dad said that i can't beat him up in the house anymore so I have to think of another way to get back at him. I know, Dib is always saying how he wil save the world, but what if Zim gets his 'plans' before Dib can attack him? insert evil laugh Its sure to piss Dib off.'
I smiled after reading the entry. It definently pissed him off.
After giving Zim the plans Zim built the exact machine that Dib was making. Dib arrived at school the next morning to see Zim with Dib's invention. What really made Dib angry was that Zim plastered the Irken symbol all over it.
Dib accused Zim of reading his mind to take his plans, but Zim told him that I gave the plans away. Dib freaked out and smashed his own device. Zim and I laughed so hard at my brother's anger. I revelled in my glory and I actually enjoyed laughing with Zim, after all we have a common enemy.
Shortly after Zim realized that it was easier to get Dib's plans from me than trying to sneak around. I gladly gave Zim whatever I could dig up, but Zim still had trouble with world domination.
No matter how 'intelligent' Zim claimed to be he had no real knowledge of the world let alone our country. So I gave him access to government information as well. I attached a link to my dad's computer which allowed Zim access to any information he could possibly want. I thought that as stupid as he is, he could use some help.
He told me that I had proved usefull to his mission and when the armade came, I would be spared from the enslavement of the human race. At first i just gave Zim information to spite Dib, but I started to want to help him out. I wanted to be valuable to him.
And the destruction of the earth was a prospect I wouldn't mind.
I sat back against my wall. Why did I blush when Dib said boyfriend? If I did like Zim, THAT WAY, its not really that bad. After all we've been friends for a while now. I sighed and lay back down on my bed.
Zim is my friend, and I didn't want to ruin that by telling him my feelings for him. I wasn't even sure of my feelings, or if I was even capable of them.
I needed to know how he felt. I sat up instantly as the lightbulb in my brain turned on. Dad has a device that can let people read minds! If I use it then i can find out exactly how Zim feels about me! Then I'll know exactly where to go from there.
I ran downstairs into Dad's lab. Getting in was no problem for me. He had installed a bio-scan in the doorway. He still had a grudge against Dib for raising the dead, so he would be electrocuted if he tried to enter. I was allowed to enter and could simply walk in. The device was right on the counter, perfectly convenient.
The device looked like an I-Pod. You entered the person's name whom you wnated to read and you heard thier thoughts through headphones. It was the perfect way to learn what Zim thought about me. The only problem was that you had to be within 50 feet of the person, so it had to wait until tomorrow at school.
I was looking forward to school for the first time in my life.
