-------------------AUTHOR'S NOTE------------------
Hey! Friendly friends! Good day to all of you! WAHHHH! Sembreak has come!!!! And thanks for your wonderful reviews! –sob- -sob- -sob- I'm really happy that you liked the last chapter! –grins widely- I'm really nervous that you won't like it for there's no SS in it! Hehehe, but I was wrong!
First of all, I want to apologize for not updating so soon… you see, it's our finals, thus, I need to study very hard. Just to prove to you that what I'm saying is true. Here's what we had in the exams.
On the first day, we had Literature and Pediatrics. Our Literature exam is about the book of Iliad, the movie 'Troy' and tons of fill-in-the-blanks poems. Heck! He even asked us the nationality of each authors! –nod- -nod- I know, I know, my teacher in literature really is one hell of a monster! (Hahaha! But I must admit! I love Iliad that I've 1st read it when I was 9 years old! I LOVE LITERATURE!) However, I didn't have any problems in our Pedia exam. (Though, I hope my answers were right.)
On our second day, had we pharmacology, which was composed of 14 chapters! (Would you believe that?!? 14 CHAPTERS of DRUGS?!?… My God! And I bet, that all of us would be drug addicts by the time we finish the whole book!) –nod- -nod- -nod- (and guess what? I've gotten my score and I'm not happy about it! It's my lowest score for my whole college stay! –sob- -sob- -sob- I'm really depressed –sniff-sniff-) But I think that our sociology is also difficult! I barely answer the questions for its really head-bursting! It's an objective type of exams with questions like: 'What are the virtuous ways to use the Internet?' Or, 'Give some solutions for the violations of human rights in EPZ's.
See how hard it was?!?
And lastly, on our last day, we had Medical-Surgical and Skills Lab, which were both REALLY HARD!!! (gotta believe that one! –nod- -nod-) it's all about Cardiology, Neurology and Hematology while on our skills, the exam was about Catheterization, Colostomy, Ileostomy, jejunostomy, (all kinds of ostomy!) bowel and bladder irrigation, blah-blah, blah-blah, etc.
Hehehe, sorry for my blabbing… –bow- I know you don't want to hear all of it, but I just couldn't help broadcasting how hard it is! Okay, Okay, I'll stop now…
I think, this time it'll be mushier! (I think?) But oh well… it's up to you if you'll like this one! There's like a behind-the-scenes of the other characters, and of course, Syaoran and Sakura!! :)
NOTE: since I'm not posting for so long, I decided to give you two chapters in one! (hehehe, do you understand?) Well… it's like I-couldn't-cut-this-chappy-for-it-will-ruin-the-ambiance-thingy… so I'm just asking if you could give me two reviews for this chappy. (Quite demanding, ne?) I just want to know what do you think about the first and the second part… if you know what I mean.
And about the spacing… hehehe, I'm very sorry but I couldn't do it, for the electric editor in keep on deleting the first part for no reason, that's why, I have to put a big space, and to balanced it… I also put another space at the end. I'm really sorry! –bow-
Again… the thank you part!
Serenity's Blaim
Thank you very much!
Jersey-11Hahaha! People always have that expression when they knew I'm a filipina. :) madami naman kcing nagbabasa ditto sa na mga Filipino eh! Thanks anyways! And yung languages… hehehe, marunong nga ako, pero ndi naman fluent, so ganun din, parang wala din akong alam… and kc ginagamit yan ng family ko kaya medyo may alam ako. Thank you rin ha? Kc, feeling ko talaga OOC na yung mga characters ko… I hope pagkatapos mong basahin to eh ganun pa rin yung tingin mo sa kanila. :)
Wow! You're also a nursing student?! Okay yun! Hahaha! In demand kc eh, noh? Pero as you've said nga SOBRANG TOXIC! I couldn't believe I'm in 3rd year since sobrang hirap talaga… hah! Duduguin ka talga ng sobra-sobra!
And about dun sa bears… hehehe, so, pareho pala tau… well… those bears sa other chappy were my favorites. (demo, I hope I have the money to buy them –sob- -sob-)
Oh! And sorry about that—using your name. I didn't mean too… hehehe, you see I'm kinda fond of that name, so I include it. (but as antagonist) and of course! I'll e-mail you! Demo, I think you forgot what ISP you're using. :)
Again… thank you very much!!!! Keep on reading and reviewing!
thanks so much…
chleimel
hahaha! You know… writing a real book is one of my dreams! Don't worry, I'll inform you if I did have one! (hehehe, just joking!) and thank you for pointing out some grammatical errors… you see English is only my second language so I'm still trying hard to study it. (now I'm really regretting as to why I didn't seriously taken up my English subjects when I'm still in elementary and highschool. –nod- -nod-)
so, here's what you've been waiting for! (I guess?) hope you'll like this one!)
sprout-angel
Thanks! Here's another one for you to read and review!
blissful trinity
Thank! Hehehe, I find it really cute when Sakura and Syaoran were bantering like that! I think its more romantic that way, rather than really kissing as if there's no tomorrow. (hehehe, I'm so weird eh?) so this is another chappy for you to review… I hope you'll like it just like the past chapters! Honestly, it's not my original idea when Syaoran had his speech… well, my fist impulse were to punch Mr. Wai but my friend (tomo-kun) he said that it'll be better if I just made Syaoran a gentleman than war-freak-on-impulse. (hehehe, just have to give my friend the credit of that idea.) so, duzzit! Read on!
mycherrywolf
Why… thank you very much!!!! I hope you'll also like this one… demo, I think it'll bore you since it's so long… oh well… keep on reviewing! And I'm happy you find my story beautiful! –bow-
Paper ErikaThanks!
FanficPixieWell… eto na naman tau! :) hehehe, sorry about the last chappy hah? Kc I'm in a rush nung ina-update ko yung story kaya nakalimutan ko yung mga reponse…hehehe…
Just like you, medyo kinilabutan din ako kapag iniicip ko na matanda na talaga c touya para ky meiling… pero since crush ko c touya, ok lang! (pero mas guapo pa rin c Syaoran) and of course, who would forget about Zheng! Every story needs a clown and a playboy! Kaya naman ginawa ko ciang ganun! :)
So, eto na yung panibagong chappy, hope basahin mo ha? I'm looking forward to your response!
bLaCk heAveNs
Arigatou! Well… I hope this story will make you happy! Although it's abit long, I hope you'll not get bored and sleep on me. And I think it's very emotional this time… so! Read and review, k?
SSloverI think it'll be really hard for me to update fast just like when I'm still starting this fic. Nursing is really hard, so I couldn't really focus on writing this one… demo, I'll try! Thanks anyways! I hope you'll love this one. And it's ok if you haven't reviewed my other chapters. at least you did this time! :) read on!
Cherry JadeThank you! Thank you! Hahaha! I really need to excel in my class! (I'm your typical sleepy-head in the classroom, eh!) so , I'm really grateful! I hope you'll also like this one! Read and review!!
RubyMstarThanks! Here's another story!
khail-18
Wow! I wish I could go ther too… you see, I'm very busy with my studies kaya ndi na mi nakakapunta overseas, demo, my family were planning to go there and in Thailand before Christmas. (I can't wait!) I'm glad na you find Touya and meiling pairing beautiful… hope you'll also like this one… medyo emotional eh, pero okay lang!
angelstar
Yup! I'm a Filipina! Thank you for reviewing, ha? I really do hope nga na hindi na lang na-rape c sakura pero… um… hehehe, everything has it's own purpose, so just keep on reading!
CherryBlossomLittleWolfThank you! Arigatou gozaimasu!
BluesakuramonWell… read on!
Carmela-chanIt's okay! I'm also sorry for the late update! :) wow! You're in Florida… hmmm, I would like to go there sometime… you see we also have a house in NY but I haven't visited it… my parents go there, but not me… I prefer living here in the Philippines. –nod- -nod-
And of course, Syaoran is really attractive! And hot too! Hehehe! I'm kinda wondering what's everybody's perception of Syaoran… since we only saw him when he's 10 and years old… and of course in tsubasa reservoir… but not as a 21 year-old businessman guy!
And I agree with you about the family tree thingy… hehehe, it just include two family, the Li's (including Eriol since her mother is a Li) and The Kinomoto's
And about going back… well… I'm still thinking if I will or not, but who knows? Maybe I'll send her back to make it more suspense.and here's another long chappy for you! Hope you like it!
Pika 569Thanks!
Akai-AkegataArigatou!
SophiaThanks! Demo, I'm sorry to break your heart since I couldn't update early from now on… -sob- -sob- my course is hard and I couldn't do anything about it.
sai-chan
Hahaha, thanks for informing me that one! I forgot to change sakura's name to shun. (thanks!) keep on reading!
Pookyber-bow- thanks!
xfLiPx
Xie-xie! (thanks!)
miyako-chan
I hope so too! Well… don't worry, the story is S and S anyway, so it'll end well! Keep on reading!:)
meyojojo
Thanks!
luckyducky7too
I've updated! Read on!
ChibiYuffie1Heres another chappy!
daddynaz
hahaha… you really have such great imagination! Demo, I hope you like this one kahit medyo malayo dun sa suggestion mo. :) thank you!
heavensangel
Thank you for reminding! Hehehe! Maybe I'm assuming things again… don't worry, I'll try to translate everything I put in my story… I've written some words below and I hope it'll help you! –bow- I'm really sorry about that.
km
-sweatdrop- I hope you'll say the same for my lateness this time. :) thanks for your wonderful review! Hehehe, and I hope you'll like this one since it has the thing you're waiting for (if I'm right) so I really want to know what you think about this, this time. I've posted what happens every chapter below, so I hope it'll help you somehow.
seSshOu
I'm really sorry! –bow- yeah, I agree with you that I'm really taking Sakura and Syaoran to have romantic story… hehehe, I'm really sorry about that one. –bow- I hope this chapter will make you happy… keep on reviewing!:)
katana-hime
Thanks!
girl.of.the.hour
Thank you! Wow! I'm really glad that you love my story! –wipes tears- and about those pervert-bald-men! I totally agree with you! They should be tortured! Bwahahaha!
Anyways! Thank you for the long review… I hope my new chapter will meet your expectation! Read on, ok? Don't forget to review! S and S for you!
AnimeObsessionFantasyHehehe… thanks for reviewing!
sakura.cherryblossom.kinomoto
I've updated! Here's another chapter!!!!
Angel971Thanks!
smart4life55
Arigatou!
Crystalz TearzYou see,, I've think about it really… don't worry… I'm still thinking about your idea… thank you again!
anime-lavuh
Sakura's okay… (I guess?) and here's another chappy!
LunaThank you! I hope you'll also like this one! (your review really makes me smile)
Lady-CherryThank you!
villainrage
Kero?!? Hehehe, I'm planning to include him… demo I don't know where'll I put him… I'm still thinking about it. Read on!
Vi3t BaBiII hope I'lll make you smile after you read this new chapter!
baka-devil
Thanks! I'm back! Oh, and about the reporters… well… like what Syaoran said… he had given a memorandum about that one… thus, there's no paparazzi. :) but don't worry… I'm thinking about that idea… so who knows? :) read and review!
SweetBabyGurlYay! You finally updated :D I loved this chapter and try to update whenever you can because I can't wait to see what happens next. Sakura is finally beginning to realize her feelings too Grins Hopefully you can get some SS fluff in there as well ;) Well, hope to hear from you soon! Thanks a lot in advance and ja ne!
Crazy-cherryThanks! Here's another chapter!
kawaii neko
Thanks! You've said realize something, right…? Well… this chapter's for you to read! Hope you like this one!
Cherry Princess SakuraI hope this meets your demands!:) hehehe, read on, ok? And about the pictures… wel… maybe you'll find it out here in this chapter! Thank you again!
LilWolf4ever7
Arigatou gozaimashita!
SanaOh… I hope you'll forgive me for the long update! Nursing is one heck of a course, that's why it's hard for me to update fast… so, where's you friend? I hope I could also here from her/him soon! Keep on reading!
AtruyaiOh no! where's touya, now? :) thanks anyways!
akai no tenshi
I think so, too… demo, I still have some tricks on my sleeves. So just watch out! :) thanks!
scarletskies
Thanks!
flightless
Hehehe, I hope you'll also read this all the way since it's long. :) thanks for reviewing!
(Asterisks)
Here's another story! Thanks!
AscI've updated! Hope you like it!
kura52
wow! You're playing tennis? Well, I'm playing too but I focused myself on soccer na lang.:) hehehe, I'm really happy that you understand my dillema (about being late in updating) but I hope you'd still find time to read and review this. :) thank you ulit ha?
Little Silver KittenHere's the new chappy! Thanks for reviewing!
MimiHahaha… I really suck at describing hair… heheh, but maybe, imagine what you want to… it's a free world afterall! –wink- -wink- keep on reviewing!
dreamergalz
I can't do that… for keeps on erasing my work if I don't use any spacing… I hope you understand… thanky for reviewing!
SS43v3rI've updated! Here's the chappy… read on!
chikichiki
hahaha… another cute vocabulary, eh? Thanks for reviewing! Hope you like this!
lil-asian-gurl
Thanks!
Wolf JadeHere's the chapter! Keep on reading! Hope you'll like it!
Bex DrakeThanks! –bow- I'm really happy that you're still reading this! :) thanks for your wonderful reviews!
I would like to also thank to those people who reviewed chapter 12… I'm very sorry if I hadn't answered your questions… I was kinda rush that time.
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And about some Japanese words…. I'll try to write the meaning, but here's some of the words, I've used, earlier in the story which I haven't or forgotten to give their meanings:
Mou – geez / gees
Doushite – why
Iie – no
Hai - yes
Ne – right? (Affirmation)
Arigatou – thank you
Baka – idiot!
Daijoubu – is everything ok? / Are you alright?
Okaasan – mother
Otousan – father
Oniichan – brother
Nani – what
Demo – but
Onegai – please
Matte - wait
Gomen nasai / gomen ne – I'm sorry
Gomen – sorry
So, that's basically it! :) I hope I didn't miss anything! –shrugs shoulders- I'm really sorry for this one…(I mean the Japanese words which weren't translated) hehehe, I forgot that I shouldn't assume things. hahaha! So that's it! Read on now!
Syaoran: Ehem!
Kami-chan: O-Oh! I'm sorry! (bow) (bow) I forgot to introduce to you my assistant for today… presenting… Syaoran!!!!! (clap) (clap(clap)
Syaoran: (nod) Wu an.
Kami-chan: hey! Greeting our readers in Chinese is very rude! Bie zhe yang!
Syaoran: Gee, look who's talking. (rolling his eyes)
Kami-chan: (raising the arms) Okay, let's stop this nonsense and just go on with the story! Gomen dear readers for I have some errands to do. (bow) so, I brought Syaoran with me in here because he'll be taking my place to tell you what happened in the past few chapters…
Syaoran: Believe me, this was forcefully done.
Kami-chan: Hey! I said I'm sorry! And besides, it's not my fault that you wounded yourself with your sword!
Syaoran: Well, maybe someone gave an ear-piercing scream that time. God! You're like Meiling!
Kami-chan: Yeah, right! (looks at the window) oh! I really gotta go! (grabs the bag) bye Li-kun! I hope you do your work well! Sayonara! BLAG! (closes the door)
Syaoran: (looking straight your eyes) (blink) (blink) so it's gonna be just you and me, ne…? so here's what we've got in the past chapters:
Prologue – Nakamura Shun goes overseas. He and I met in Hong Kong and there, we've become housemates. Believe me when I say I'm a bit annoyed by him, since I don't want strangers living in the same condo with me. (nod) (nod)
I've also introduced to you the love of my life…angel. It is a picture of a girl I met when I visited Eriol. And since then, I couldn't stop thinking about her and her wonderful voice. So I painted her… she's really beautiful…
Chapter 1 – Shun goes in the same school with me, an all-boys-school. He had a fight with Chang, a guy she encountered the other day with some high-school girl. Talk about juvenile delinquent. But I knew right then and there that she'd win so I stopped them. Heck! It took us thirty minutes in our fighting earlier that day, and I've seen him how he fights so I stop them before any damage was done in Chang's part. He also met Matsumoto Kuno, a guy from her past. But I wonder who that guy really is?
Chapter 2 – I had given Shun the hardest try-outs of all time! (smug!) but I regretted it since he was called by our teacher together with that Matsumoto guy to perform something in English… if I remember it right, it was titled "a conversation at the park", which was truly controversial? Well, It's because somehow, I saw a glimpse Shun's feelings. He could be really scary when he's mad. (nod) and guess what?! Shun and I were assigned to do the class presentation called the nininbaori… it's a traditional stage play from Japan wherein two people is acting as only one man with a coat around him.
Then, we had our training, which was really funny! We both fell flat on our face when he gave me a piggyback. Hahaha! (points at self) am I really that heavy? (shrugs)
Lastly, after we call it a day, geeky guy goes home with bruises on his body… so I thought she needed my help, hence I left the first aid kit at his door.
Chapter 3 – In this chapter, you've had a peak at my lonely life—me being a businessman and the reason as to why I am called Mr. Perfectionist. And what more…!?! Shun met my closest sister, Fanren when he's hunting some job, and he even had a conversation with my mother about me! Don't you think it's a bit rude? Talking behind my back and all?
Well… anyways, I'm a bit glad that I now know the name of the mysterious singer, my angel… it was Tomoyo! Unfortunately she's also four-eyes' fiancée, so I gave up on her…
Chapter 4 – Here's the time where Kami-chan introduces you to other characters, basically, my cousin Meiling and the guy she met in Beijing, Touya. That old guy met my cousin in Altar of Heaven in Beijing, where they've come to know each other's past. Pretty fast, eh?
I also, somehow, show my soft side to that Nakamura-guy… I told him that my cousin had run away a month and a half ago. Surprisingly, he knew as to why Meiling ran off… well… I guess she really did have weird, imagination. (smirk) and you know what…? (bends down and whisper something) I think Nakamura has a secret… for when I hugged him (blushing) he… eh… somehow, I felt a bulge in his front… I wonder what it is?
Chapter 5 – My friends from soccer varsity and I decided to go to the well-known bistro in the east, called Eastpack. Well… actually, I don't want to go there but Mao insisted to go since his cousin is having a gig in that place. What more, I've been a bit suspicious about the pretty waitress that my friends were talking about… they said that Nakamura and her have same first names… never knew Shun was a unisex name. But unfortunately, when we get there, we didn't see her. But it's okay, I'm just curious, that's all… (shrugs)
Back to Meling and Touya… well, they seem to be getting close that my cousin even goes to that old man's apartment 5am in the morning. Is she courting him? That's Meiling for sure. (thumb's up!)
The next day… we had our exhibit… for the new museum in the school. Well, I'm not bragging, but the main attraction was my painting of the beautiful angel—the one in my room. I'm really confused as to why Nakamura looked at my painting as if he would faint. He and that Matsumoto guy sure knew the girl. Well… it's to be expected since Tomoyo was Nakamura's cousin while Matsumoto were they're classmates in Japan. Have I told you they were classmates in Japan?
And there's more… I also told Nakamura about my feelings for his cousin. You should have seen his face… he was really shocked! Which became intense when I told him that I've paid his fee in our excursion in Xi'an. (shakes head) That guy sure is stubborn.
And then we parted ways after the training, but guess what I saw when I get back at the shower room to claim my watch…
Chapter 6 – it was Nakamura talking to Matsumoto. What else? Well… (blushing) Nakamura is a girl afterall… (gnawing his fingers) ehehehe… he—she's really pretty with only a towel o—wait! What am I saying?! (scrutinizes the surrounding) I hope no one heard me. (sigh)
Well… it's our field trip to Xi'an. And as always, Nakamura—No, Sakura and I share the same room for the night wherein I teased her since she doesn't know that I knew her secret—being a girl. And the next day, we climbed Mt. Hua Shan and had a bonfire on the evening. I followed her to the forest since I know she couldn't stand seeing our classmates stripping in front of the fire… and there we saw the spirit on Lan Zhi waiting for her lover who she thought was I. And in the end, Zhong qing, her husband showed up and help us. So, to return the favor, we let our bodies—Sakura and I—to be possessed by them for the time being so they could hold each other's body… b-but… as a gift… I opened my eyes to found out that I was kissing the softest lips of all… Sakura's. (flushing) Shhh…. Don't tell her okay? I think she doesn't know it since she passed out that time.
Lastly, after four hours of sleeping, she regained consciousness and I told her that I knew she was a girl.
Chapter 7 – This one is really shocking! I became very worried to the Nakamura-girl that I gave her curfews, which was definitely weird of me. Furthermore, I even get mad but then dismissed the thought when I saw her brought Chang on our condo and even asked me to let him sleep in my room! Is she really that kind?
As I was saying, I dismissed the argument and let Sakura do what she wants. But when I get back in the condo I saw Meiling! That's why I have a hard time sleeping with Sakura since that she-brat insisted that we sleep together--Sakura and I—because she knew that we were both guys afterall! If she only knew… (sways head)
And as the night comes… Meiling and I had a talk about the engagement thingy and we come up to a plan that Meiling will object to our engagement. We also talked about her trip in Beijing. Hmp! If I know better, she's in-love with the Japanese guy!
The next day, Meiling left again but asked my to deliver a parcel for Sakura… I think they're becoming too close, ne? I wonder if Meiling knew that Sakura was a girl… oh, no! What if she had a crush on her?
So, I brought it to Sakura's work… but what I saw there gave me a shock…. Sakura was the Angel I've been telling you about…
That night, we had a big argument, which ended in an interrupted kiss… gosh! I really thought I had a chance to kiss her again! (snaps fingers)
Chapter 8 – I'm in love! I'm in love!!!! Bwahahaha! Li Xiao Lang is in love!!! And guess who's the girl? It's none other than her! The witty, sarcastic, stubborn brat I've ever encountered… Sakura. But she didn't know what I feel… I think she's still mad about that attempted kiss… to the point wherein we had another fight in the field, this time… I was really worried when the guy kicked her shin but she's so stubborn! She didn't listen to me when I say that she needs to rest her feet. But in the end… we won and celebrated it in a bar… which brought Sakura back to her past… a déjà vu, indeed. She was drugged again, this time, from our opponent, the Dragons.
Chapter 9 – Thank God! Sakura has now awakened! She's been sleeping for three days and I'm a bit anxious about it. That's why when she woke up, I couldn't stop to reach her hand and squeezed it. Just to let her know that I'm at her side.
We had another serious argument… I think this was the third time (First is when I found out she was the singer, next is when we're in the bar and she somehow told me about stupid brotherhood of men.) She's really serious… it was really my first time to see her that cold… she's really mad about her past… that's why I pushed her… I let her spill it as to make her heart light… but in the end… somehow… I regret it… for this was the first time I really saw her crying. And I didn't like one bit. It was really heart breaking… about her past. About her relationship with the bastard Takao… his real identity… heck! He really is dumb for cheating on Sakura like that! Didn't even expect that he's ex-boyfriend of Kaho—Touya's first girlfriend—and that he ordered Kuno to rape Sakura so he could get back at her for declining his marriage proposal. But what really pained Sakura was when Kaho committed suicide because of guilt. (Bowing down) How I wished I were there to comfort her or even stop it from happening.
We became close friends, since then. You also found out my hang-ups for flowers, ne? Moreover, I also took care of her until her last bandage was gone and I introduced her to my family, as Nakamura Shun since it's my birthday.
The events in my house are sure tiring since I have to hide Sakura when Meiling brought Touya over. Moreover, mother didn't even tell me about the engagement! Oh boy…
Chapter 10 – it was the next day after my birthday that I toured Sakura to different places in Hong kong… our first stop was the Jade market then the Flower market and we even passed by the well known Bird Street. Of course! We didn't left the place without giving her something, like the Jade necklace, dresses and some flowers since she got mad at me for giving her gifts. Afterwards I introduced her to Fanren's friend. Then we hit the road to where Sakura wanted to spend her day… Ocean Park! Hahaha! She's still a kid afterall!
And again… Sakura surprised me with her wit! She knew many languages! She's really something eh? That's why it made me laugh when Fei, my ex-fiancee, and her met. Fei, sure was speechless when Sakura told her that I'm her fiancé. How I wished! (sigh)
Chapter 11 – It's the second part of my surprise… I brought her to Teddy bear Kingdom because Maki, her manager and friend, told me that the Japanese beauty love teddy bears. But that's not all… I also gave her the teddies she wanted to have, especially Alfonzo. God! It was really hard for me to collect those teddies… but oh well… the things you do for love. ;) Likewise, I also brought her to the famous Petrus. Hahaha! The looks on the guests' faces were really priceless! Who wouldn't, anyways, when you saw people wearing casual clothes in a formal restaurant? Who cares! At least I've made Sakura smile.
Chapter 12 – We're back again to my cousin and Sakura's brother… God! It really gives me the creeps when I think about how old Sakura's brother was… well anyways, age doesn't matter… and I think I would rather go into Touya's good side if I want to live longer. Who knows what he'll do when he knew I love his sister. (sways head)
At last! The identity of Sakura was revealed to the school! I'm really thankful that the Dean arranged with me about Sakura… I hope they'll keep their mouth shut. Well… the school's reputation was at stake also, so why would they reveal such secret, right?
But in someway, I'm also mad for when they knew Sakura's identity, guys keep following her wherever she goes that I have to guard her 24/7. But it's okay, since I love what I'm doing. That's why I gave her another surprise by taking her to a convention where she met Tomoyo. I'm sure glad to see her like that… she's really happy. But her happiness end soon when that bastard Wai-san insulted her. But hah! I think I did gave him some lecture… :)
So, that's it! I hope you now recall what happen! Hope you like this one!!!! Hehehe! Keep on reviewing!!!!
Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction. I don't own any CCS character or the places in Hong Kong, Beijing, Xi'an and other countries that were included. Other names, characters, incidents and places are product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. :)
- 'Finding Myself In Your Eyes' -
by: K a m I n a r I - c h a n
Chapter 13: Whole Day Affair (As The Night Falls)
"Alright, don't worry about it. I'll take care of everything and oh… thank you, again… no, just be careful, ok?" as thin lips curved slightly upward, together with the soft bang of the phone. Amber eyes starts to glisten at the thought of the situation. This will be interesting…
"Who was that mother?" the eldest daughter asked while lulling her two-year-old son in her lap. It's been a long time since she saw her mother to have that pleased—no—a mischievous look in her weary eyes. "Was it didi?" (Little brother)
"I agree!" one of the twins said, clapping her hands at the same time. "Maybe it's about didi's secret love affair, right Ma-Ma? I've heard from Qin-san that he brought one of the most expensive jade in her shop. And you see… I also met Fei-san in a bar and she left some message for didi's fiancée."
"Didi's what?!"
"I don't know, Sheifa. I was really shocked when Fei-san said that. Maybe our didi do have a love life afterall."
"I agree to that, Fuutie!" Feimei added, concurring her twin about their brother's affair.
"But… I don't think that that fiancée does exist. I must say that Nakamura-kun and him seems more real to me. He's just so kind to that Japanese guy." The shorthaired among the group said, twirling her chestnut bangs in the process. She seems to have a little liking in thinking impossible things. "And guess what? My intuition is telling me that our brother is ga—"
"Don't even sweat to tell it, sister!" the only unmarried in the group interjected while her eyes with same amber color like her mother and three sisters rolled upward. The idea is way too insane! She yelled in her mind while wrinkling her nose to her listeners.
True, that their brother lives only with female population around him. But she's totally positive that he didn't become one of them. God! What are these lunatics thinking? "I believe that they're just really good friends like his relationship with Eriol… Also, my friend told me that she saw him in the convention with a beautiful lady and even defended the poor girl from a very scandalous issue."
"Maybe, it's just his scheme so we wouldn't catch him doing some girly-girly things."
"Why are you always bringing up that Syaoran's gay?"
"Hey, you're the one who said it!"
"But you're the one who gave the idea!"
"Would you please tone down your voices?" Sheifa hushed, anxious that her child will be interrupted from its slumber. "Somebody's taking their nap in here..." as she looked sharply at her glaring sisters. "Feimei, I think you're being carried away with your wild imagination. Don't forget, you're intuition is 99 unreliable and I have things to prove that. Moreover, didi would never do that and we all know it. I think Fanren's right since she's the one who's closest to didi. Ne, Ma-Ma? Please tell us now before these two kill each other."
"If I remember it right, you girls were the one's whose not giving me an opportunity to speak up." She replied, "And you shouldn't think of something like that about your brother." She added, shaking her head for she's really amused at the reaction of her daughters. Somehow, the dark drawing room became bright at the four pairs of amber pools that were looking at her inquisitively. If her son could see or even hear this, no doubt, that he'll burst like a volcano in no time. Who wouldn't, anyways?
Turning her gaze at their family portrait in the center of the room, she then breathed softly. "A friend called me… and yes, it's about your brother." picturing a green-eyed beauty in her mind, smile still plastered on her face. I think everything will be all right, after this… Right, Ryu? "Oh, before I forget… would one of you tell Wei to let our people have a day-off for today? But make sure that they arranged the west garden first before leaving, hmm?"
"What?!" the four chestnut-haired mob yelled in unison, wondering what come up to their mother's mind to give a day off to all of the workers in their house.
"Why? It's Saturday, so it's okay that our people will take a rest. Furthermore, we're going to have visitors so I just want to make sure that everything is okay... and private."
That does it! What's their mother up to, now?
XOXOXOXOX
The sun begins to shine at its peak as the varsities of soccer team assembled in the bleachers to rest for a while. Deafening silence could be observed in the group, while different colors of orbs scrutinize the place. It seems that someone's been missing…
But who could it be?
"Hey, what's up with Nakamura? She hasn't even attended any training for this week. What do you think, Li?"
Huh?! Syaoran snapped in his deep thoughts after hearing his name. So, it's not only I, who noticed. As amber pools soften after realizing what the teal-eyed friend had said.
"You know, Zheng's right. I barely even see her in our class. It seems that she's always in a hurry." The goalkeeper added, "Everything's so strange this week." giving a sidelong glance at the silent captain ball.
If we based it in years, Mao could be the longest person—which is not a relative—Syaoran knew in his life. Eriol, Syaoran and him were best of friends since crèche. And he could say that he knew the two cousins very well. He had seen how Eriol play with every girl in school while the young wolf knitted every relationship his cousin had wrecked. It's not that his chestnut-haired friend attempted to have a relationship with every "Eriol's delight". Heck! He doesn't even give them a single hint that he's interested in them. It's just that, the young Li-heir doesn't want to see nymphs crying for a lost love to a point wherein he even treated one of the 'dumped girls' in a fine restaurant. But that's all. No strings attached.
But now, he could see that everything has changed. The aloof guy that he knew is now starting to become human. It was really his first time to see his friend off guarded or even spaced out. All thanks to Nakamura-girl!
When he first saw how Syaoran acted after the geeky figure yelled forcefully in the classroom, he knows that that creature will change the young man's life forever. (Kami-chan: Please refer to chapter 1 where Sakura yelled after her nightmare.)
He could say that he was the first one, who really knew the young lady's gender. For even though the young lady showed bitterness and confident face in front of them, he could still see her feminine features behind her specs. Furthermore, it's because he was also captivated at the beautiful painting his best friend did. Thus, when he first saw the geeky guy, he knew right then and there that she was the one in the portrait—which Syaoran didn't recognize since the young wolf doesn't really bother to look at other people, back then.
And since then, he always watched those two from afar for he knew that something good will happen to them sooner or later.
But as he sees it now, it seems that he missed something important. And he bet that it has something to do with his friend being a space cadet all of a sudden. "Hey, Li? Are you with us?"
"Huh?! O-Oh y-yeah." Syaoran said, looking down at his soiled cleats. He felt that everything's so wrong with the whole set-up. It's been a week after the convention yet the feeling he's experiencing is still the same like the night after the incident.
Remorse, worry and fear.
Yes, the Almighty Li Xiao Lang is afraid.
And he doesn't know what to do.
God! I'm really stupid! He yelled guiltily into his mind. He should have gone back earlier to the table or he shouldn't even brought Sakura there in the first place. But I thought I could make her smile if she saw Tomoyo… I'm really such an asshole. Still gazing down at his feet while remembering the aftermath of the night.
Gomen nasai, Syaoran… I'm sorry if I caused you any troubles.
Dammit, Sakura! Why are you so kind? He inwardly thought while picturing the face of the solemn lady he saw that night.
It was really weird since he's the one who's supposed to be apologizing and yet, Sakura beat him to it. Thus, all he can do is just give his sincere smile to the depressed lady. She really always surprised him with her attitude. She could really be defiant when something wrong comes her way and even put her mask on, as to not let other people see what she's really inside.
But he knows that when it all comes down to it, she's still the kind-hearted lady she was once—which she freely shows him in these past few weeks. Thus, it's really hard for him to act, especially when Sakura liberally showed her unmasked nature to him. I'd rather fight her with sarcastic remarks than seeing her so down and thinking of how to console her…he thought sadly, still not moving from his spot.
It's not that he didn't care for Sakura. Heck! He's too concerned for her that he didn't want to see her sad, guilty or even degrading herself for any reason. If he was given the power to take anything he wanted to without getting noticed… it is that he'd take all the pains in her heart because he can't bear to see her falling apart when she deserve to be getting the best.
And that's what bothering him.
For he has no expertise on wiping those sorrows in her heart, since he to, have hurts inside. How can he soothe other's feelings if he couldn't do anything about his own problems?
Yet, he wouldn't give up that easily. Sakura needed him. Thus, he will really do his best to be there for the young lady. But how can I do it if she's avoiding me?
Don't be guilty… I know you only did that because you want me to see Tomoyo, ne?
Yeah… she did say that. He said inwardly, smiling for the fact that he couldn't believe how come she could be so kind and understanding despite of what had happened to her.
"Hey, watch out!"
"Wha—BOOG!—ugh!" the Li-heir gasped as he kissed the ball that was roughly delivered by one of his team mates.
"What a spaced case…" Chang said dryly while giving a lopsided smile to the bruised wolf.
"What did you sa—huh?"
"No choice here…" the red-haired guy said, shrugging his shoulder as he handed a cooled jelly-pad to their captain ball. "Here… take this. It will somehow stop the swelling." Seeing the weird looks of amber orbs, "I'm not helping you okay? I'm just bringing back the favor that Nakamura gave me when I needed help." He reasoned out, trotting his way to the exit. "I'm outta here."
Mao shakes his head after realizing that the place became quiet once again. God, these people need some doctors. "Hey, Li. Why don't we call this a day? I think the brutality you've given us for our training is enough for today."
"He's right! Geez, what happened to you, man? I really think that you should stop moping around and just talk to the girl that's been bothering your head. God! You'll get us all killed because of muscle spasms!" the group sniggers for they all knew who's the girl Zheng's been talking about. Heck! If they haven't found out that Nakamura is a girl afterall, they might accuse their captain for being gay. And it'll be really scary if that'll be the case.
Rolling his amber eyes, "Okay, okay! Let's call this a wrap." Making the guys yelled in unison, "But… in our next training, I want all of you to conditioned yourself for thirty laps."
""What?!?""
"Hey! Not because the season has ended we should also stop training. I would say that this is a great opportunity for us to do better so the opponent will be surprised the next time we meet." He said seriously but impishness could be seen in his ocher orbs. Payback time! He inwardly thought after seeing the sour faces of his friends. Well, it's their fault for always teasing him about Sakura. "So you choose: continue our training until 6pm or thirty laps in the field the next practice? Take your pick." Seeing that no one wanted answer, "So I guess I'll see you all on Monday." Zipping his bag then waving his free hand at his teammates before going out.
Maybe, I really need to talk to her. Syaoran thought after sometime. He's really worried about the young Japanese lady that he couldn't even think clearly. He then smiled after realizing what his friends had told him. But where could I find her? She didn't even come to our nininbaori practices. Creasing his forehead in confusion. For as Mao have said earlier, Sakura's always in a hurry. And not only that! Maki's been telling him that the stubborn mule wasn't even attending her job for a week now.
What's happening, Sakura? He desperately questioned no one while tucking his left hand in his pocket and kicking the smashed tin can that's blocking his way.
It seems that she's slipping again from him. And it really makes his heart tighten a bit. Please, Kami-sama. Don't take her away from me. Swallowing the big lump that has formed in his throat whilst bumping the person he unconsciously needed in the situation. "You!"
XOXOXOXOX
"Thank you very much…! No, I should be the one thanking you. You've really done so many things to help me. I'm really happy that you accept the favor I asked of you…. Okay, bye!" as she hung the phone from its plunger.
Thank God, she agreed! She alleged after a while, scanning the white room and then stopping at the brown box at the island counter. Now let's see the other part of the plan. Standing up, then walking towards the mysterious box that contenting itself in the marbled divider. Hmm… not bad—no—it's perfect! I see… Tomoyo hasn't loose her touch to this one. Beaming widely while laying down the custom-made clothes at the shiny counter. She knew she could trust Tomoyo on this one!
Well… she did expect that her best friend and cousin's work would be this great! Who wouldn't anyways if all your life, all you have to do is to wear Tomoyo's line of clothing? And since this day should be memorable, then why not let the fashion master do the wardrobe? Thus, at this point, everything is set in place. And all she has to do now is to wait for her companion.
But her trance was interrupted when she smelled something… something close to being…
"Burned?" she said with dotted eyes. Then, "Oh my gawd!" running to the source of the problem after realizing what's happening. And there, she saw her worst nightmare. Kami-sama! Syaoran will get mad if he saw his kitchen being burned to ashes!
"Tadaima!" (I'm home!)
Noooo…. What should I tell him? Hastily closing the source of fire and dumping the burnt casserole in the sink. Since she's too preoccupied, she doesn't even notices that she's accidentally making charcoal smudges on her pretty face.
"Sakura, where are you?"
"M-Matte! I'm coming!" (Wait!) Running her way to the young wolf without fixing herself. "S-So yo! Wazzup?" placing her right hand—her left hand, with the spatula—at her waist while raising her brow in recognition.
"W-What happened to you?" Syaoran awkwardly asked while staring at his dirty housemate. It sure did make his anger for her—being secretive once again—to disappear. "God! You need to take a bath."
"Y-Yeah, I-I g-guess you right."
"Wait!" Grabbing the lithe form's right hand while pleadingly looking at the emerald eyes of the lady. He really needs to know what's bothering her this whole week. And seeing her avoiding his gaze, he's now positive that she's been keeping something from him. "Tell me what's wrong, Sakura."
"A-e…" was it really obvious that I've been hiding something? She thought, while looking down at her soiled dress. Gees, as if my clothes will cover the lie.
"Sakura."
No! Syaoran will never forgive me when I told him I ruined his kitchen! She knows how passionate the Li-heir is, when it comes to cooking. And she's pretty sure that the connoisseur will kill her when he sees what kind of mess she had done in the kitchen.
"N-Nothing. T-There's no problem at all! Hahaha!" sweatdropping while rubbing the spatula that she's been holding, in her ruffled tresses. "Hey! Look what I did while you're in training." Motioning the young man in the settee, which is full of colored papers, sticks and some pastes.
"What's that?"
"Oh, this?" bringing up a green-colored paper with sticks, "Heh! I was making a kite!"
"Huh?"
"Okay, okay. You can laugh at me for I know it isn't good… but I think it will fly." She defended but inside her head are blinking words of 'definitely impossible '. "And I doubt it, if you could ever make one."
But silence engulfed Syaoran as he firmly gazes at the so-called kite of Sakura. His anger totally slips in his mind, for sad memory replaced it.
---------------Flashback---------------
A ten-year old boy with chestnut hair and ocher orbs is seriously pasting a green Japanese paper on the stick. "Not again!" he yelled while desperately getting the paper that was pushed by the wind. "Stupid wind! Can't let me finish do my kite." As he continue to stick the paper whilst biting his tongue.
"Wei, please tell Mr. Sy that we'll just continue our deals next week." A man—with the same hair color like the boy— said, passing the desperate child at the sofa without bothering to look at what he's doing.
"Oh! Pa-Pa, I'm really happy that you're here! C-could you please help me fix my kite."
"Not now, Syaoran. I'm busy. Just let Wei do it for you." Letting his sapphire eyes, bore into his son's amber-colored ones. "I must go now."
---------------End of Flashback---------------
"Oi!"
"—Gah! D-Don't scare me like that!" Syaoran said—after he came into his senses—only to find two emeralds looking at her worriedly. They were so close that he could smell her scent that's mixed with burnt whiff. Realizing this, he immediately scampers away from the lady; making a loud 'poof', as he instantly sits at the white couch.
"Hey! Are you okay?" Sakura said, placing her hands on the sweaty head of the shocked guy. "You seemed okay to me, but just a bit diaphoretic?" seeing as how the guy is profusely sweating. Then, she grinned while wriggling her right brow up and down. "Hmm… I didn't know you're that scared to admit that you didn't know how to do a kite. Ne? Ne?" (Right? Right?)
He then shrugged his shoulders, "Can't be helped!" getting the wrecked kite from the Japanese lass' hands. He then smiled knowing that it was the one Sakura's been waiting for. But it wasn't difficult after seeing how awed the young lady was. Heck! He's very fervent when it comes to artworks so this one's too chicken for him. Specially doing a kite… he inwardly thought, making his amber eyes dimmed in an instant. Stop it Syaoran! You shouldn't think things like that. Past is past. Forget it!
"Wow! You're good, eh?"
"Well… what can I say? I'm very good at everything!"
"Hmph! Why do I feel like you've already said that? You big-head!" Her green eyes were gleefully beaming at the busy wolf. She's happy that Syaoran came back into his sarcastic mode. Honestly, she made a way to let the young wolf brag for she didn't want to see those gloomy eyes of his. Somehow, seeing his amber orbs streaked with loneliness really made a big effect on her part. Maybe, I did another stupid idea that will make him like that… remembering the incident after her encounter with Mr. Wai.
At that time, she couldn't help but change the topic when the Li-heir starts apologizing. In some way, she didn't want to see those guilty ambers of the young wolf. It's not really his fault… gazing back at the serious face of her housemate. She knows that at that time, the young man was doing everything he can to make her happy. Well… it's not really only that time, for she could still see it until now.
Maybe, Syaoran sensed that she's making him smile. Thus, he gave one. Moreover, she could see the desperation in his amber eyes every time something unwanted—regarding her being—was placed in front of her.
And that's what troubling her… she became too attached to him, that she didn't even want to see those ocher orbs so concerned for her welfare.
Being emotionally involved to him, means that her vulnerability will be shown once again. And being his friend means, she became one of those people whom he needed to protect to—because her weakness surfaced—which is a big burden for his part.
Furthermore, just what Tomoyo had said, Syaoran isn't a social type of guy. Hence, she knows that being one of his few chosen friends, she was given the opportunity to be truly shielded by the young man.
However, half of her really didn't mind being so close to him. It's as if an invisible thread weaved her soul to his, that she couldn't even ignore the friendship he was offering her. In view of the fact that nowadays, it's very unusual to be defended and cared for with such dedication by a person you've just known for three months.
"Since you're busy doing that, I'll just prepare our lunch, okay? I'll just call you if the meal is ready. And oh… I hope you don't have anything important to do later …"
"Huh?"
"Don't you remember? My treat?"
---------------Flashback---------------
"Syaoran."
"Yeah?" focusing his eyes on the road. He's still preoccupied on what he'll do to cover the event tonight. "You want something?"
"No… I just want to say thanks."
"For what?"
"Well… for everything… and thus, I want to repay your kindness."
"I'm not asking for anything."
Pouting her lips, "But I want to… and don't object or I will personally drag you to where I'm planning you to be in."
Rolling his eyes, "Is that a threat?"
"No, it's a treat." mischievously winking while smiling at the confused man beside her. "Don't worry you'll love it!"
"Yeah. And something's telling me that I should be really prepared for that one." As city lights flashed once more on their part.
---------------End of Flashback---------------
He then raised his brow and sways his head. This is definitely…
XOXOXOXOX
…Way too weird. Syaoran thought, biting the insides of his cheek whilst looking down at his self. His wardrobe had changed, from a soccer jersey to a traditional Chinese dress for men. It was like the clothes he was wearing every time there's a family occasion. And if he's not mistaken, the last time he wore one were at his father's funeral. Gees… why are those thoughts coming now? Wrinkling his nose and adjusting his mandarin collar, while scrutinizing the royal green linings and frog buttons of his black silk dragon-patterned suit.
By some means, the suit—together with the Tibetan charm necklace with ox bone as its pendant and black royal ground shoes—made him more mysterious and powerful, which really conveys his true personality. Not bad… but. "Hey, Sakura! Where are we really going? And what the hell am I wearing this for?"
"Aww… don't be so grumpy. Will it make Xiao Lang smile if I say that you look cute in your outfit?" curving her lips lopsidedly—when she emphasized his given name which was translated to be 'small' and the word 'cute'—as she stepped out of her room with white sleeveless cherry blossom cheongsam silk dress that has soft-pink linings and frog buttons. Surely, one can almost smell the perfume of the cherry blossoms simply by looking at the dress. Moreover, the slightly flared hem of the knee-length dress flatters her hips where as the mandarin collar lengthens and slims her lithe figure, which will make the onlookers gaze in her beautiful curves.
"So what do you think?" she inquired gleefully while grasping the bracelet—a golden-bronze colored ring of flowers, roses, palm leaves and fish bones charms, linked to another strand of acrylic buds clusters—in her right arm. "Don't worry, you don't need to fight me off when we go out for I have my defenses." Raising her left foot a bit, showing her white espadrille stilettos with tie straps.
God! She never runs out of mischievousness, ne? Shaking his head while giving a smile at his sarcastic housemate.
"Besides, you'll never be able to do it since you have to put this on."
"No, no! I'm not putting that handkerchief on my head. I'm going to look like a hoodlum! A-And what's with those H-Hello K-Kitty designs? As if my outfit weren't enough to make me look eccentric."
"Ba-ka! Who told you that this is a bandana…? And don't object for this is the only thing I could find together with the package. Blame it on Tomoyo for not making it a Barney motif!" making the young man flush furiously. She grinned, "Heh! Never knew you like wearing Barney boxers when you were young."
"Hey! Where did you get that idea?!"
"Ah-uh! A magician never reveals her secrets."
"More like a porno columnist—BOOG!—hey!"
"Look at that… Tsk! Tsk! Tsk! Poor foot… it just had to felt the wrath of my shoes." the young lady innocently said while smiling impishly. "So, are you wearing this or not? God, Syaoran! You're so nosy! This is my surprise, right? So just go along with it, ok?"
"—Stupid! How can I see where we're going if you put t-that thing on me?" he pointed out but he suddenly changed his mind when he saw the famous puppy-dog eyes of the lady. Seesh! How come I can't complain when she's like that? It's better if she just glare at me than seeing her like this. Sighing at his defeat, "Fine! You win, I loose. I'll put this on. No questions asks… so, happy now?" as he saw her beamed before darkness covered his vision.
"You ready?"
He nodded upon hearing the soft voice of his angel. He then felt his right arm being raised and then placed in a silky curve, making him blush once more as small hand covered his right hand. He deemed that he's encircling Sakura's slim waist for he could feel her body temperature and could strongly smell her sweet scent in his right side. "Gees, Sakura. If you're planning to kidnap me and do something naughty, you could just ask me!"
"Stupid! I'm guiding you, okay? I don't want you falling flat on your face or making stupid stunts that's why I'm doing this."
So gullible! He thought as they slowly walk together out of their unit.
Their walk didn't take that long. And since he's a trained martial artist, he certainly knew that they're just outside the building and people were looking at them as if the Li-heir in blindfold with a pretty lady beside him is a strange sight. Of course, this is undeniably insane…!
"Okay, I need you to bend a bit—no, I mean bend in your lowest for we're going to ride a car." He heard her say, as he followed it without any problem.
After they both situated theirselves at the passenger seats, the engine started while he exhaled deeply when he felt that his arm were removed from Sakura's waist. For a minute there, I thought that my chest would explode if it took another second before she raised my arm away from her. Then he felt soft fingers linked in his right hand. Kami-sama!
"Are you okay?" Sakura said, looking at the sweating man beside him. "I don't think that the air-condition is broken since it's a bit chilly in here." Rubbing her left arm with her other hand since she's holding hands with Syaoran. Then she sneered, "Don't tell me you're nervous about this trip?"
"Of course, not!"
"Hah! Continue telling that and maybe it'll convince you afterwards."
"Hmp!" he grunted, as he felt a weight on his right shoulder, causing him to sweat more. Kami-sama… please let me get through this… thinking about the surprise of his housemate. Now I know how Sakura feel when I give her surprises.
XOXOXOXOX
It's been the third time—if his calculation was right—that the same disc was being played on. And he bet that he's been looking into darkness for an hour now with only the soft hand of Sakura as his companion. Not that he was complaining or anything, for the CD was a collection of songs that Sakura had personally written. Moreover, feeling her hand somehow made him happy, even if he knows it's just ephemeral.
He couldn't even say that his butt was getting numbed for they've been transferring from one vehicle to another. Furthermore, he believed that one of the transportation they had ridden was a plane, because the young lady insistently pleaded to put the earphones on before they ride the second vehicle.
In short, he doesn't know where in the world are they.
"Don't worry, we're still in Hong Kong." The lady reassured him after hearing him sigh. "We're here… and all we have to do now and go out of the car and walk for a bit."
"You seem very excited, eh? But don't you think I should be the one having that feeling?" he queried. He really couldn't help but smiled at the thrill in Sakura's voice. Well… it's not everyday that you hear her like that. He added as they continue to walk. Somehow, the summer breeze in the place is rather familiar to his senses. Besides, the rustling of the trees and the warm feeling of the wind made it difficult for him not to think of the place he's very familiar with…
His home.
"We stop here…" Sakura said, halting him from having another step. He was then torque to his left and slowly, the young lady untie the knot of the blindfold. "Surprise, surprise!"
And he stands still.
He couldn't believe what he's seeing. He couldn't even tell what he wants to feel right now. It's as if fate's laughing in front of him and he couldn't even do anything. He then deeply sigh and closed his eyes for a moment. So, it's not just a passing memory after all… he thought. After gaining his composure, he again opens his lids, but this time, it didn't show any emotion. "What's this?"
She blinked. "Well, this is my treat. Aren't you surprised even for a bit?" looking at the serious guy beside her. He should be happy to see this right? But… I've been warned about this. She thought sadly, turning her gaze to the white rock in front of them.
At its sides were two rectangular-shaped rocks that serve as its pillar. And in front of those rocks were bronze canister of burned incenses while offered fruits and wines could be seen in the largest one, which has a gold inscription at the center.
Li Ryu.
That's what the inscription says. And hardly enough, it is the reason as to why the mood of the garden became somewhat cold. Sakura knows that she doesn't have the right to do this, but… I can't bear to see him go through the course that I'm having…
Turning his head away from Sakura, "You don't have to do this…" dimming his amber orbs in the process. "I-It's not that I didn't appreciate it, but I hope you didn't even bother to do this."
"But, it's just like what you did! Why don't you let me repay you?" looking at the back of the man she wanted to save. I don't want you to be miserable like me… "When you were giving those stuffs, I didn't question you, right?"
"Because those things made you happy… I didn't give you something you don't like, right?"
"Same here… I just wanted you to be happy… t-that's why I'm doing this." Walking at the other side of the young wolf. She doesn't want anymore to see that lonely back of his. She needs to see what's inside his soul. "You can't be happy unless you forgive your father."
"Who gave you the idea that I would be smiling if I did 'that'?" spitting every word he say, "God! It's not even Chung Yeung! And if it is… I don't care! If remembering him won't fix anything, then what's the use of forgiving him now?"
"Syaoran… I know you're just being hard because of your past. But he's still your father. I know he have reasons as to why he's cold to you…"
Ryu and him were very much alike… they don't know how to show their feelings to others… they're both stubborn.
"… your mother is really worried. Syaoran, please don't be difficult—"
"—Hey-Hey! So this is what you're doing for this past seven days, huh?" boring his ocher pools to the defiant emeralds. Heaving a sigh, "You see… knowing my family for a week doesn't make you professional about my life."
"You're right, Li. But… news flash: Knowing them for a lifetime doesn't make you either."
Silence.
She didn't know what happened. All she wanted was to surprise him. And she did surprise him to the extent that they were arguing. Shaking her head, with her spirit almost broken. "I-It's just your pride, Syaoran… That's why you can't see that you'll be really happy when you patch things up with your dad."
"And what about you? Are you happy? Look at yourself, Sakura… are you really happy that you're here and not with your family? The hell with that! I don't even remember you forgiving those bastards or even Matsumoto! And here you are… being goody-two-shoes, forcing me to forgive my father. Besides, it doesn't concerns you, right?"
"Y-You're right… demo…"
What the…? Processing in his mind every word he said while looking at the walking lady. "A-Ah—"
Looking back, "…that's why I'm doing this…" smiling sadly at the shocked young man. Forcing her burning eyes not to produce any tears. "I don't want you to be like me for I know the feeling of not having happiness in your life… gomen."
Syaoran doesn't open his heart to strangers... But, only with you, he's different…
It's not like that, Eriol. Even with me, Syaoran is building a wall… taking a quick glance at the still man …even though I want him to tell me everything... As she continues to walk inside the mansion with her face flushed and eyes moist with tears. So I guess… this is the end.
That's it… I did it… and I couldn't take it back… Syaoran said looking forlornly at fading form. He didn't mean what he said… he's just too caught up with his emotions that he didn't think that he's been hurting the woman he loves dearly.
And now… he doesn't know what to do. He couldn't even move from his spot. As if all his energy were drained from him… I've just hurt her… he thought as he heard some swaying of bushes from behind. "What are you doing here? I'm not in the mood for your teasing."
"Aren't you going to follow her?"
Aren't you going to follow her?
Aren't you going to follow her?
Aren't you going to follow her?
"J-Just go away, Eriol! I'm not in the mood to talk to you." He snapped. Everything is just a blur. He doesn't know where to begin.
Aren't you going to follow her?
Should I? Creasing his forehead in apprehension. Somehow, half of him wanted to follow Sakura but his other half—his pride—wouldn't budge in front of him. Blocking him to talk and compromise with the lady. She doesn't even respect my privacy…
Eriol swayed his head. Things were becoming complicated for his friend and his cousin. He had seen everything… and he knew that both party have deep feelings for each other. But love isn't enough for a relationship to work… putting his hand to the young wolf's shoulder. "Syaoran… don't let doubts and anger loose the magic of love… you see, it's not everyday you meet the person who has the magic to let you fall in-love..." Making his cousin turned its attention towards him.
"Syaoran… no matter how screwed up your life; don't wait for someone special to fix it for you. Fix your life first then maybe, someone special will come to make your life even better… but as we could see it now, that's special someone was doing it… and that's our Sakura…so this time, I want you to feel and not to think. Don't listen to your pride… I know that in your head, you're screaming that she doesn't even have the right to dig up your past… but let me ask you a question… did she even get mad at you for trying to enter her heart?"
Looking directly in his eyes, "Sakura's not dumb, Syaoran. We both knew that… we both know the fact that she could feel you… she could feel the love you're giving her. And mind you, she's thinking about that… and maybe entertaining it wholly to the point that she's coming back to her old self... But have you seen her blaming you for what you did? We both know that she doesn't want to be in her true self for she's afraid that she'll be hurt again… but she didn't mind. She didn't mind to show you what she really is."
"And what do you know about her feelings? How come you could say such things like that about her?"
He smiled, "Because she's my friend… more to that, I consider her as my sister. Honestly, I don't really know everything about her for she's just showing me what she wanted me to see. Just like what you're doing to her.… You're only showing her what you wanted for her to see… but did she ever ask you about your true self? Did she told you that you're being unfair since you wanted her to open up, when in the first place you're the one who's hiding your feelings?" clicking his tongue, "You're luckier for she even open up her thoughts and fears to you… which made me come up to a conclusion that I'm very sure of…"
Heaving a sigh, "She may not recognize this for now, but she loves you more than you love her."
Syaoran turned to him with unbelieving eyes.
"I know that I don't have the right to judge you. And maybe you could give me some punches for telling you that. But… if you don't fix that pride of yours, you couldn't say that you truly love her… Pride isn't everything, my dear cuz. Pride will get you nowhere…"
Silence.
"Sakura… she's risking herself, her future and even her sanity just to make your life smooth. It's not that I'm forcing you to see every sacrifice she did for you, for I know you're doing just the same…. That's why I don't want you to think." Putting his hands in his pocket, "Just feel… listen to your heart… because you knew deep down inside that it's not your pride that's stopping you to see her or love her more…it's your fears. You have many fears in your heart, Syaoran. But you must face it… You're afraid to see Sakura sad because you couldn't do what she wanted for you to do—to forgive uncle… but I think you're forgetting something that you've just taught Sakura… and that is trust." Swaying his head, "I'm really surprised that Sakura's been the one reaching for you, since you're the one that's trying to bring her back…"
I don't want you to be like me for I know the feeling of not having happiness in your life… gomen.
Sakura… he utter while closing his eyes at the same time. The memory of her face earlier somehow tightens his chest. So far, he had seen different faces of her—happy, sad, confident, afraid, innocent, mischievous, betrayed and angry—but the last one really made a big blow in his heart.
Pained.
A face of pain from rejection... And he did reject her. He did hurt her by telling her harsh words when all she wanted was to know him more. Eriol was right. Now he understands everything. How could he be so blind? Here he is, showing his love and giving everything Sakura wants… but in the end, they both knew that she doesn't need it. He always told his self that Sakura needed him. That he'll support her in everything he does. But does she really need it?
No.
He wanted her to open up, but he's the one that's not showing his real self. He knew everything about her. But he bet that she didn't know anything about him.
You're only showing her what you wanted for her to see.
God! What did I do?! He yelled in his mind. He promised his self that he'd make her happy. That he'd save her from misery when on the contrary he was the one being saved.
You can't be happy unless you forgive your father.
It's just your pride, Syaoran… That's why you can't see that you'll be really happy when you patch things up with your dad.
Gomen.
The irony of life!
He's trying to open Sakura's heart, yet in the process, the young lady was the one who's opening his. He then opens his eyes, only to find vast ocean pools in front of him.
"Somehow, we need to stop thinking for a while and just let our hearts beats for itself. Think about it, Syaoran… Anyone can become angry. That is easy, right? But just what Aristotle had said, to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose and in the right way - that is not easy… but still… you must consider what I'm going to say… that, life is too short to be wasted on anger, doubt and pride." Giving his Cheshire-cat grin to the serious wolf.
He nodded. "Thank you." as he followed to where the sad lady exited earlier. He still doesn't have the courage to talk to Sakura. He hurt her and besides, he needed sometime alone… he needs to clean some things he'd left at the back of his mind for five years… about his father.
"Xiao Lang."
"Ma-Ma?"
XOXOXOXOX
"I know it's hard for you to believe this… but your father loves you dearly." Li Yelan said solemnly while looking at his stoic son. She knew that only scraps of what she's saying were being processed in Syaoran's mind.
But she couldn't blame him.
She sighed. "Xiao Lang… look at me." Trying to divert her son's gaze to the garden outside. She knew right then and there that her son was out of her reach, but he needed her help… and he knew it. Syaoran then comply.
Amber clashes with Amber.
She knew that even though he appears to be very strong in heart, deep down inside… he's hurting. That he's really weak and more susceptible among others. And although, he spends his time protecting others, he's really the one needing that protection. He's the one needing guidance in opening his heart.
Funny how he changed the young lady but he couldn't change his self.
She then smiled as she remembers Sakura's visit in her office. She was really happy when the young lady told her who she really was. Such honest creatures… as she looked back at his serious son while sighing, "Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: 'I love you, sorry and help me'?" making her son gazed to her with questioning eyes. "And I think you knew that, right…? For you're experiencing it, right now… with Sakura."
"Wha—"
"—Don't deny it, my son."
"I'm not denying anything." Furrowing his brows in the process.
"Just like the time that you didn't deny that you want your father to talk to you when you were seven and you're in the hospital?" she beamed, "You're just like him, Xiao Lang… He also couldn't say those three phrases to you…"
"I'm pretty sure that you're wrong, Ma-Ma… and I'm not like him." He retort, knowing fully well whom her mother was talking about. "H-He's perfect and I'm not…" And for the first time in his entire life, he gazes at her with tired look in his amber eyes, "I tried, Ma-Ma… And I'm still trying."
"M-My G-God." As words stutters in her mouth while fighting back her tears from flowing. I-I didn't know… she said to herself, staring at her son's pained eyes at the same time. Why did it have to be like this? Grasping firmly the solid hands of his son in his lap. So this is why he's like this…
She always thought that Syaoran was being perfectionist to brag that he's father was wrong for not bothering to notice him. Being perfectionist, to exceed what Eriol has—if not for being close to his father but being a perfect man. Oh, how could she think that her son was too conceited when it's quite the opposite? "Xiao Lang…"
Shaking his head, "It's alright, Ma-Ma… it seems that Pa-Pa is really hard to please." Letting out his true yet sad smile at Yelan. "Maybe, I'll just ask Eriol on how to be charming, ne?" joking back, lightening the mood for he couldn't allow his mother to cry. His mother shouldn't know whatever anger he's feeling towards his father. So, why let her share his grief? "I'm really alright, Ma-Ma… Don't worry about me."
"I know you aren't..." As she keep her gaze to her son. "You're being Mr. Perfectionist again…" She knew what her son was doing… she knew that Syaoran doesn't want her to worry about him. And she knew that even though this was the first time she actually saw him giving his true smile, it still have traces of pain in it.
She knew all of this because…
"I'm your mother, Xiao Lang… but I couldn't stop this feeling that somehow, I don't know you at all… you're always calm and collected. Always serious in everything you do… I just wished you would go back to the cheerful lad you once was."
"Ma-Ma—"
"—Please… I know that you're already grown up… a big man… and that I don't even need to bother what's happening to you. But my son, always remember that… I care." She then smiled. "I must admit that somehow I'm envy your lady friend."
"Sakura?"
"Who else…?" cupping his cheeks with her right hand, "You see, I envy her for you're always shouting at her. Being smug and everything."
Raising his brow, I didn't think that Sakura would tell my mom about those awful things that I did to her. "I don't think that's a good reason to be envy about." Burrowing it afterwards as he remembers the incident earlier.
"Of course, it is! You see, I prefer that you get mad at me, get angry or even curse your father and I when you feel like it… Xiao Lang, don't try to be a saint… you're human. Show what you really feel, for the anger in your heart might eat you up inside…" earnestly looking at him, "You're wrong for saying that you're not like him… for you are. It's just a misunderstanding in both parties… Xiao Lang, your father loves you very much… and I know that you do too… you're just both afraid to show that you care for each other."
"You don't understand…" swaying his head, as his eyes slowly goes back from its unfeeling color, "…it's no use forgiving him for he's already dead. And that he couldn't erase the fact that he really didn't show any concern or even love for me… I tried, Ma-Ma… I tried to accept everything… all those silent treatments that he gave me… I tried to understand him. I really did… But…"
"But what?"
He shook his head. He just couldn't do it! He just can't open up! It's as if his heart will blow up if he did. And he's afraid that he wouldn't be able to control his self if he do it now… he then soften his gaze at her, "I'm sorry, Ma-Ma. I know I'm being unfair to you…"
"I completely understand… What I've heard for now is enough… I know that everything that has happened here is very hard for you. You were really surprised today, but that doesn't mean that you should forced yourself to do what we wanted you to do… time heals all wounds… and I just hope that whatever it is that you're feeling about your father will be straightened up. I'm sure that he doesn't mean what he had done to you, in the first place…"
"Believe me when I say I'm also entertaining that idea."
She nodded. Then, she stood up and composed herself. "She's in the drawing room." As Syaoran bowed in return with a sincere 'Thank you' before leaving the room. He's still cold, Ryu… but he's slowly changing… she then smirk, and "You can get out now." she said as four chestnut-haired mobs reveal theirselves to her.
XOXOXOXOX
Tears…
They say that this is the most precious gift God has given to a person… it is a sign that the creator had given us the freedom to express ourselves may it be because of joy or because of sadness… But why is it that some tears cannot be explained?
Do we have such things as unknown tears?
And that's what the young lady was feeling inside. She doesn't know why, but she couldn't stop her tears from falling. It seems that her ivory hands couldn't contain all of her tears from crying too much. Her eyes, that were once happy, were again shadowed by sadness together with ocean of tears… wherein just like the sea… she's blue… and were producing bitter-salty waters from the bottom of her heart.
"Please, Sakura…" Tomoyo pleadingly said. She's really worried. Sakura's been crying for a long time now... It was really her first time to see her like this. When bad luck poured down to Sakura, she didn't cry. She didn't even shed a single tear when Kaho died. It's as if her heart turns cold at that time.
But now… she doesn't even talk to me… gazing back, Onegai, Sakura-chan…
"I can't explain, Tomo-chan… I don't want to feel this way… demo, why…? My tears… they keep on falling… I don't know what to do… they're not following… I can't control them."
"It's because they're following your heart and not your brain." As she stood up from her seat then sat beside her best friend. Grasping Sakura's trembling hands, "It's because you love him."
"Tomoyo-chan!"
Smiling while swaying her head, "Sakura… you can close your eyes with the things you don't want to see… but you can never close your heart with the things you don't want to feel… because even though you close your eyes… the love you feel will just turn into drops of tears and will remain in your heart forever."
"Iie… you're wrong. Touya-niichan said that the man you truly love and that's only for you is the one man that would never make you cry. Hah! So you see why I didn't cry when I broke up with Takao…? I was hoping that everything was a lie… but I guess I'm just stupid back then… And Syaoran's just a friend, maybe I'm just crying because I couldn't help him…"
She then smirked, with amusement on her amethyst eyes, "See, you even entertain the thought of being in-love… Sakura, sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted... the only wrong thing is to deny what your heart truly feels…" thumbing her friends tears, "Don't you remember what you've said when we're sill in elementary…? That all we do is based on our own decisions…? I know that you're afraid, because of your past… but if you judge people in everything they do… you have no time to love them… nobody's perfect unless you're in-love with them." poking her cousin's nose, "Even Mr. Perfectionist." As she kissed Sakura's warm cheek and then trotted her way through the door, but not before leaving the sober lady a thought.
"Sakura… denying your feelings at first may help you understand yourself better later on. It is just right to give love enough time… but once you're already sure about it, take the chance to let the person know how you feel…for tomorrow may never come…" making Sakura gazes at her retreating back.
Was Tomoyo telling the truth?
Did she really have fallen in-love with Syaoran?
See, you even entertain the thought of being in-love…
Shaking her head. Silly, Sakura…Tomoyo's definitely wrong. This isn't what I felt when I fell in love with Takao… this wasn't love, right? Looking up, as she stared at the Li family portrait. Her eyes landed on the amber orbs of the Li-heir. She could tell that the lad was only in his six or seven years of age. And looking at it feels different. She could see some shining in his eyes. Somehow, looking at him made her feel a familiar sense of calmness. As if she was brought back to her childhood days… the days of pure peacefulness.
We're just friends, right? As she heard the door opened again, "Guess what Tomoyo? I'm not in-love with Syaoran."
"Well, that's a relief."
Nani?! She then slowly turned her head to the speaker.
Emerald met Amber.
"Hey, are you alright? You look like you've seen a ghost." Syaoran said as he smirked in the door. He then smiles sadly when he saw how tear-streaked Sakura's face was. It was his second time to see her cry but … it's still heart breaking for him, especially, when he knew that he's the reason for it. Then, he looked down as he remembered the welcoming note he heard when he stepped inside.
Guess what Tomoyo? I'm not in-love with Syaoran.
I'm not in-love with Syaoran.
Not in-love with Syaoran.
Ouch!
Did he really just hear it right? Stop it, Syaoran!
---------------Flashback---------------
Sakura gave out her true smile as she carry on, "Espero que podem ser amigos, realmente. E talvez, o lobo jovem aqui gostará de você. Sabe o que?" (I hope that we can be friends, really. And maybe, the young wolf here will like you. You know what?) Giving a quick glance at the young man beside her, "Este homem você chama bebê não é que atraente para mim. Mas devo dizer, que ele é absolutamente bondoso e um cavalheiro perfeito… Você definitivamente cairá para ele, se voc're não aquele cui-da-do-so." (This man you call baby is not that attractive for me. But I must say, that he is absolutely kind and a perfect gentleman… You will definitely fall for him, if you're not that care-ful.)
---------------End of Flashback---------------
Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Syaoran shouted inside his head. It's really hard if you're battling with your inner self.
She could feel the love you're giving her. And mind you, she's thinking about that… and maybe entertaining it wholly…
Guess what Tomoyo? I'm not in-love with Syaoran.
Yeah, she's thinking about it… swaying his head at the thought. You sure suck, Eriol… he added. But then, this isn't the time to be sad, Syaoran… cry for your lost later. There are better things to be done… "Hey… talk to me, please?"
Silence.
She couldn't! She couldn't just speak to him. It not about what she has accidentally said earlier. There's more to it… she thought, gnawing the insides of her cheeks. I might add another word to h-hurt myself… or worst…to…
Hurt him.
Yes, she couldn't afford to hurt him again. She's here to make him happy and not to be miserable like her, right? Maybe, she's becoming really nosy with his life. Hence, if she avoids him, he'll have his life back on track again. You're a walking curse, Sakura. Averting her gaze from the young wolf. I always caused him trouble, and hurting him in the process…
It was true. All she did was to cause trouble. While all Syaoran does was to defend her—may it be with Chang, Matsumoto, Lan Zhi, Fei, Mr. Wai or even the whole male community here in Hong Kong... and maybe even more… The young wolf always sees to it that she's not hurt. Thus, she's very thankful to that. And that's why she decided that she'd start to keep herself away from him, because… he's my friend.
"Sakura… talk to me… look, I'm sorry."
Coolly beaming, "It's okay, Li. No harm done in my part." As she said soullessly while standing up and walking towards the door… towards where the young man was standing. "I must go now. See you at the condo."
He reaches her hand out; "W—Wait!" making the young lady faced him. He didn't know why, but he feels that he'll definitely loose her if he let her go out that door. "Sakura, let's talk—"
"—What do you want from me, Li?!?" she said in irritation. She didn't want to face him now… or in the future. She couldn't bear to hurt him again. Somehow, she feels that she had hurt him more than she'll ever know… "What do you want to talk about, huh?"
"What's this? Don't change your attitude all of a sudden." Looking down at their linked and trembling hands. He didn't know whose hand was wobbly, for he could feel the tension in Sakura's body. Yet, he could also feel the pounding of his heart that's radiating in his arm.
Moreover, nervousness and confusion engulfed his whole being; nervous for he's afraid that Sakura had actually built another defense, while confused for he had seen her earlier with a smile but when she started talking, it's as if the summer became winter… cold and depressing. Staring at emerald eyes, "You're holding a grudge, aren't you?"
"Who told you?"
"Then why are you avoiding me? You even called me in my surname."
"Hah!" she laughed out and then looked at him seriously in the eyes, "I'm not avoiding you or anything. I'm acting just as I always do. So what if I called you in your last name?" gesturing her free hand as if it's just a small problem, "Seriously, Li. Aren't you being a bit too self-centered?!" I'm sorry Syaoran… I know I've said too much. Turning back at the young man.
Grabbing her other hand, "Sakura, look at me… I know that you're lying." Looking pleadingly at her, "Please, don't do this…" he added. Seeing that she doesn't want to hear anything, he released his hands from hers and opened the door behind them. I'm too late to change her mind now…
Lubb-dubb…
She can't… she has to fight back.
Lubb-dubb…
If she gives in now, she'll regret everything in the end.
Lubb-dubb…
Sakura, why do you always try to hide yourself?
Lubb-dubb…
For once, hear me, ok?
Lubb-dubb…
I know this is hard for you and you wouldn't believe this… but… whenever you needed someone… to talk to or even if you just feel like giving a sarcastic thought… I'm just here, ok? Don't ever forget that...
Lubb-dubb…
Trust me…
Lubb-dubb…
Trust me…
Lubb-dubb…
Trust me.
Lubb-dubb…
"Syaoran." Grabbing the back of the young man's shirt. Exhaling noisily, "I'm sorry… Don't be angry…" as the young wolf stood still, facing his back to her. She continued, "It's because... because I was awfully depressed. To be told that it has nothing to do with me..." softening her stare at Syaoran's back, "I would rather keep you at a distance, than be told something like that again or even made you angry…"
Damn, Sakura! Why are you like this? He yelled in his mind while turning to look at her with compassionate eyes. "I'm sorry... even though I knew you were worried for me... I yelled at you… I didn't tell you anything and just kept things as it is..." sadly smiling, "And I was going to keep forever silent from you, for I thought that it would only make you worry unnecessarily..."
Sakura stares, wide-eyed, as he sighs again, "But, by acting cold and avoiding me... that's something I don't want to happen, by all means." Handing over the pink kite, which is teddy bear in shape. "So I thought…." He couldn't say that he's okay, he's still mad at the situation. But one thing's for sure… He's not mad at her… I don't think I'll ever get angry with her… "…Why not talk about it as we fly your kite, okay?"
Gazing at Syaoran, she then shakes her head, "It's alright if you're not ready to tell me." Smiling while accepting the offered hand. "All I want today is for you to smile."
And he did.
XOXOXOXOX
"Hey, Tomoyo! Nice job on putting it in the tree, but I'm still upset for I couldn't clearly hear what they're talking about."
"Sheifa, don't you think what we're doing is enough? We're invading their privacy, for crying out loud!"
""Eriol!!!""
"Okay, I'll shut up now." The only man in the room dejectedly said, waving his hands to the last generation of Hong Kong Amazons.
Well, with import from Japan.
"Glad that you've come into your senses." As he saw Tomoyo mischievously smirked, while letting him sees the ring in her left hand. "I thought, you decided that you don't want a camera fanatic for a wife."
"A… e… hehehe." He replied, rubbing his blue tresses in the process.
"But still… I can't believe that Nakamura-san is a girl all along!"
"And a beautiful one too, Fuutie." Fanren proudly said. Actually, she had predicted this for she's been watching over Sakura ever since their encounter at Hollywood Street. "Told you, Feimei, our didi's not gay."
Scrunching up her nose, "Yeah, right…. But I think it's cuter if Nakamura—no, Sakura's a real man."
""Feimei!"" everyone yelled in unison.
"Okay, okay! I was just joking, alright?" slumping back in her seat then crossing her arms, "You, people are truly weird." as Eriol tap her in sisterly way with a sweatdrop.
Sheifa then commented, "Don't they look good together? They look really cute! Sharing a kite, right?" Pointing at Syaoran who's coaching Sakura about the proper way to fly a kite.
"They sure are! Look! It's the thirtieth time! Didi sure smiles a lot when he's with Sakura-chan."
"But he also smirks a lot!" Fuutie critical said as she looked at the group, "And he's sure having a hard time whenever Sakura hits him."
Fanren smiled, "Well, it's better for a relationship to fight once in a while, right? So I think they'll be a great couple in the future"
"Wait, but what about the engagement?"
"Oh, Feimei's right! Didi's engage. Ma-Ma?"
"A—ah!" surprised for the sudden question. They have the same tone as when Meiling asked her about Syaoran's engagement.
Tomoyo saw the eldest woman lowered its head. She then pointed the monitor, "Hey! I wonder what they're talking about? Sakura seems to manage her kite, now."
"She sure did. And its—"
XOXOXOXOX
"—About time!" the young man jokingly said while showing his wolfish grin.
"Yeah, yeah, brag about it again… I'll just get back at you next time." Returning the smirk to him. She then slowly laid her back onto the grass, cautious to make her kite go ballistic once again.
Syaoran beamed to the serious lady as he also follow what she did. She sure never give up on things, eh?
"You know…"
"A—what? I'm sorry I didn't heard you."
"Stu—pid! I'm still not saying anything." Rolling her eyes as she then goes back to serious mode. Still focusing her eyes on the pink kite, "… a friend told me that all we're doing is based on our decisions… it's up to you on what you're going to eat for today, what you're going to wear, or if you still want to live... It's up to you if you want a person to be close to your heart… and once you did… even if you let him or her go… eventually," she smiled, "…he or she will still end up near you."
Sakura…he breathed in with amusement in his eyes. Leave it to her to say such heart-warming thoughts. But… why do I feel l-like…
"It's like flying a kite, don't you think?" Gazing back at the staring amber pools. Once again, she turned her head to the sky, "When you decided that you don't want to fly a kite anymore, you can't erase the fact that it's up to you… That if you're still holding onto the string… it's still for you to decide if you want to let got of the it or just rolled it back onto your hands and keep it." Rolling back the string of her kite. Seeing that it fell off near the Cherry tree, she then stood up and run to it.
Bringing the kite up to her chest and being careful not to crumple it, she continued, "But just what every human would do, you'll also go for the latter…" looking back at the standing guy in front of her. Somehow, the Li-heir had managed to walk towards her. Handing the kite to his calloused hands, "You'll also keep it, for in some way, it was also part of your memory; reminding you the times where you felt like flying…"
Again… you've proven to me that you're not really cold afterall. Syaoran regarded as he accepted the offered kite. He knew who's Sakura's been talking about. "You know… all my life I've been wondering as to why we fly kites in remembering our deceased love ones…" looking down at the custom-made kite, " I thought it was to remember the happy times wherein they fly kites together… but then I said: what about me? I don't have happy memories with my father… heck! I didn't even fly kites with him." turning his gaze towards Sakura, "So, what's the use of flying kites or even remembering him when there's nothing to be remembered?"
Syaoran…
"Don't look at me like that, Sakura. You look uglier when you're sad." Trying to cheer up the young lady, "And guess what? I think your analogy about the kite and the decision-making can be considered as one that's closely related to Chung Yeung Festival…"
"Syaoran…"
"Hmm?"
Bowing her head, "I'm sorry, again… I'm sorry for intruding your privacy. I didn't mean it."
Seizing her hands, "No… you didn't do anything wrong… it's just that, maybe I was mad because somehow, I know deep in my heart that I still love my father." As he brought up her head, leveling her eyes to his, "I'm the one that should be apologizing to you… I did blew your surprise for me… will you forgive me?" looking deeply into her eyes, at the same time.
Shaking her head. "Lets just forgive and forget, ok? I know I can't push you to forgive your father… demo just remember that everything he did is for your own sake, ok?"
"Right!" pinching her cute nose in the process, "Lets not end this day with sad memories, okay? C'mmon! Since were wearing traditional clothes, why not enjoy the occasion?" as he looked up to the first star in the night.
"Huh?"
XOXOXOXOX
Eriol forlornly gives the laughing Tomoyo his money as image of flying five hundred dollar bill floats in his mind. There goes my money…
"Don't compare didi to you, Eriol. Our brother isn't some kind of a playboy who'll just kiss a lady in a little encounter." Sheifa added as the group laughed the scene.
"Tsk, tsk, tsk! There goes your reputation, my dear." Tomoyo said, swaying her head in the process while looking at the fading form of the couple on the screen.
Kaminari-chan: Ooops! Sorry for cutting you… hehehe, so this was practically the end for this chapter, but as I've said I'm adding the last part so you wouldn't kill me for giving you some cliffhangers. (I'm a reader, myself, so I know how you feel when the writers give you a heart-pounding story then –poof!– it's to be continued. Hahaha! I really hate it!)
So, I'll give you fifteen-minute-break to do everything you need to do—pee, drink, eat or just exhale noisily and reminisce the scenes. (Don't mind me, I always do that when I read some stories.) but of course, I also want you to review this part. So don't forget to do it, ok? I would really appreciate it! –mwah!–
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"Whoa! Slow down with your driving, Syaoran! You'll both get us killed!" Sakura yelled. She's like riding the dragon coaster once more, but this is way too long! Moreover, she feels that she's going to puke anytime soon.
But then, they stopped as line of Chinese ladies dance happily with flowers on their hands. Seeing the perplexed face of his passenger, "It's Seven Sisters Festival today." He said while also looking at the cheering people on the street. "It's like the tanabata in your homeland."
XOXOXOXOX
Tonight I can write the saddest lines…
"Not again…." Matsumoto grunted while his gray eyes gazes languidly to the starry sky. Nothing beats the view of the heavens in his place, since his rented room is on the fifteenth floor—the highest level—of the building.
Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'
"This will be the second time that I'll be gravely hunt again with your memories …" he breathed out, making a fog to the glass window. Sakura…he said inwardly as he thought of the emerald-eyed beauty he once called his best friend.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too…
Even though this isn't the same night, it's still the same occasion wherein his recklessness happened. He could still vividly recall everything that had happened that night. Sakura's tear-streaked face and a perfect picture of a shattered heart…
He must admit that his secret love had shown a picture of a strong lady after declining the marriage proposal of his half-brother. Yet, what people didn't know is that she's really shattered inside.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms…
How could one not have loved her great still eyes?
She was raised as a total innocent of the realities of the world. Thus, when she first encountered love, she didn't even hesitate to give hers wholeheartedly… didn't even bother to know the consequences of giving too much… Making her a total wrecked after her heart-breaking decision of leaving Takao. Moreover, the 'occasion for the lovers' made it worst for the young lady to get-over.
Not only that… this is also the time wherein he made a huge mistake—a thing that he'll regret forever... even after death.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
Every time he recall that night, he couldn't help but close his eyes and let his tears fall. Was it really too late to change things…? Maybe his cowardice really did get the best of him. All his life, he's living behind the shadow of his half-brother…
What? Does it matter that my love could not keep her?
The night is shattered and she is not with me.
It was really hard to grow up to a society wherein a bastard is not welcome. Thus, when he met the young lady, he tried his best to keep his past from her. But he didn't need to do it anyway, for Sakura accepted him as he is. She gave her friendship to him without anything in return.
Yet he failed her…
His spinelessness became Sakura's source of grief. Her once cheerful outlook on life became dull and cold due to his stupidity. He couldn't do anything for he's afraid…
Back then.
But now… he think he did the right choice of leaving and escaping the events in Tomoeda. This might be another cowardice on his part. But that's the only way wherein he'll be free from the society's eyes and maybe, help Sakura to cope up. Perhaps, it was really better as not to let Sakura know the truth. Yeah… the truth…
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing
Going back to the past may just bring another pain to her. Sakura's now coping… thus, he doesn't need to dig what's through, and just let the young wolf do the job of mending her heart. They've talked earlier. And he promised that he'd take care of her. Besides, she's happy, right? And that's all he ever wanted for her to have… her happiness…
Another's. She will be another's…
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer…
His voice doesn't need to be heard… it's for the best and just let the stars punished me for that one… Looking back at the glinting celestial bodies and the only witness to the heart-breaking incident two years ago. Tonight… I can write the saddest lines…
…and these the last verses that I write for her.
XOXOXOXOX
"Huh?" as emerald eyes still stare into space. Stupid, Sakura! Things like that should be forgotten! She scolded herself after realizing that she's been remembering again the humiliating chapter of her life. "Well, are you saying something…? Wow! This rock sure is big!" she said in amazement while looking at the big red harbor-facing stone slab in front of her. "How come I didn't noticed this earlier when we stepped in here?"
"Ba-ka! How can you notice it if your mind is flying on the other side of the earth? You were walking earlier without even thinking where you were going in the first place."
"Am not!"
"You are!"
"Am not!"
"You are!"
"Where are we anyway, Syaoran?" Abruptly changing the topic for she knew this will ticked off Syaoran the most. Seeing the furrow on his handsome face made her smile for her plan did work! She then starts to scrutinize the surrounding.
Currently, they're standing on a grass hill with big red rock, which is almost her height, in front of them. And at their backs, is the amazing view of the harbor while there were gazebos and a small bridge at the foot of the hill. All in all, it was really a wonderful sight for this lovely occasion.
"Well, since I'm your personal tourist guide here in Hong Kong, might as well show you the popular Lover's Rock." Pointing at the boulder with letters and incense that's sticking on it. He then turn his hand to the people in the gazebos, "Every Seven Sisters Festival, people here in Hong Kong—especially the ladies—go here and pray for their partners in life."
"Ah… so these letters do make sense, huh?" examining the different colored papers on the rock, not minding the glaring daggers that other women were giving her back. "Demo, what exactly this stone represent?"
Touching the rough surface of the red mineral, "This boulder formation was probably first worshipped in prehistoric times by Hong Kong's aboriginal tribes... But people associated this to the cowherd and the weaver because they say that this is the place wherein the magpies formed their bridge every seventh day of the seventh Moon in the Chinese lunar calendar, and where the lovers do actually meet. Also some people believes that this spot is important since this is the best place where you can see the two stars that's representing the star-crossed lovers."
"Vega and Altair…" gazing at the open air and finding the well-known blue and white celestial body for the night.
"Un… but others say that this boulder is the tomb of another unlucky pair."
"They're also only allowed to see each other once a year?"
Looking back at the amused emeralds, "Of course not. Let's go there…" inviting the young lady to sit at the empty white bench near the stone. After situating theirselves, "Have you heard of butterfly lovers?"
Swaying her head, "Iie… demo I have a good hunch that those two ended up to be a beautiful butterflies in this place, ne?"
"Gees, of course."
She proudly smiles, "Hah! Well… I think that love stories are typical…" staring at the vast blanket of stars above them, "There's only two types of romance… first is it's either love-at-first-sight or hate-at-first-sight. Afterwards, one of them realizes that they love the other and secretly try to show it to the person…" looking back at the ocher orbs, "…then the last have three kinds of ending; it's either acceptance, rejection, or somebody doesn't want them to be together."
Smirking, "Well… you have a point in that one." Swaying his head unbelievably.
"And I bet that those butterflies you've been telling has an ending wherein they would never really be together and they just ended up to become beautiful creatures." Smiling contentedly while gazing back at the night sky. "Well… I can say that I'm a very observant person."
You wished! He shouted in his mind, not leaving his eyes off the silent angel. Heck! He couldn't believe that this dense girl could actually come up to that idea. He really couldn't understand as to why she can come up such good theories, yet she couldn't see it in front of her eyes. Then how come you didn't know that I'm in love with you…? "Well… if you're that sharp-eyed, then I must say that you just mimic what the girl did in the story."
"Eh?"
Heaving a sigh, "Well… this story happened during eastern Jin Dynasty …" as he turned away his gaze to the rosy-white face of the lady and just look at the Prada-wearing women that's busily lighting incense for good luck. He then smirked… no one could be compared to Sakura's innocent beauty. "There lived a wealthy family of Zhu. They have an only child named Zhu Yingtai who was a very pretty, intelligent and aspiring girl."
"So you think I'm that pretty, ne?" she ribbed as the guy laughed out at her comment, which made the people curiously watching them, became wide eyed at shocking reaction of her companion.
"Nice try." Grinning at the witty remark of the lady, but still not looking back at her. "As I was saying… while she grew up, her interest in learning and yearning to go to a school as what the boys did, intensified. However, in a male-dominant society where women's chastity was gingerly guarded, young women were not supposed to venture out of their home and be mingled with men. Not only was co-education out of the question, but even education of women itself was also deemed worthless… Basically, it's because Confucius' doctrine wherein a woman's virtue was to possess no talent was deeply entrenched."
Realizing what he just said made him take a peak at his companion. "I know… people were sexist back then." as he beams widely to the young lady. "Zhu Yingtai, like girls of other affluent families at the time, had been given the best home schooling namely, musical instrument, Go chess, calligraphy and painting that a girl could ever imagine…"
"Let me guess… she's not contended with what she is, thus, she wanted to cross the gender barrier, learn more and see the world?" seeing him nod, "So, she run away from their house and disguised herself as a man."
Clicking his tongue, "Quite right, demo I think she's more imaginative than you are…" making again a 'chuck' sound in his mouth when he tapped Sakura's cute nose. "Because his father said that she doesn't have the slightest chance unless she were a boy, thus, she pretend to be sick and refused to eat…Her parents had to send for a physician. And when the doctor came, it turned out to be a handsome young man, which convinced Yingtai's father that he could provide sufficient treatment to her daughter …"
"But unfortunately, the physician gave some very weird prescriptions such as King Dragon's antlers, Celestial Empress' musk, Guanyin's water of life which made the father baffled and frustrated." Taking a breather, "And guess what…? The doctor was Yingtai afterall! Hence, seeing that her daughter could dress up like a boy beyond recognition, the father had to keep his word."
"Ooookay… well I must say she's very wise."
"Witty indeed!" slouching back on the bench they were on. "So she went to the boarding school and during her stay there, she met Liang Shanbo…" He fast-forwarded the story for he doesn't have the guts to say to her that Shanbo were in the same school with Yingtai. And worst, he wouldn't dare to tell her that he's like Shanbo, in a way, because he didn't even recognized that his friend is a female in spite of everything that has happened between them. And I'm more stupid for I even made a portrait of her… Shaking his head, as to erase the thoughts in his mind.
He then continued, "But just what you've said, somebody doesn't want them to be together because Yingtai was sent back to their house since her mother fell ill. Yet in truth, she's just going to be introduced to her fiancé... So, without even knowing what will happen to her when she goes home, she decided to leave the school and tell everything to Shanbo—about her real identity—because she grew to love her sworn brother…. But she doesn't have the heart to inform him so she just told it to her professor's wife and asked the older woman to just tell it to Shanbo when she's out of sight."
It's because you love him…
Tomoyo-chan, not now! "Not fair!" she interrupted his story, looking stubbornly at handsome face, "Why does Yingtai have to be the one who fell in-love first?!"
Shrugging his shoulder, "Well… as you've said, romance is very typical… so it's just right that the girl fall in-love first."
"I don't believe you!" picturing the laughing Tomoyo in her mind.
I don't believe it, either… for I fell in-love with you… "What can I say? That's what normally the story goes." smirking as he stood up and offered his right hand to the grumpy lady.
"What's that?" raising her head to the man.
"Well… My birthday had passed, as well the convention. But I haven't even had the chance to dance you. So… may I have the honor of a dance?"
"A…e…" She blushed while gazing at the hand offered to her, not knowing what to say. Actually, it's also one of the reasons as to why she doesn't want to go to business meetings or any kind of balls… "I can't dance." She mumbled though the young Li had heard it clearly.
"What?"
"One more teasing and I'll imprint these sandals on your face." Warning the sneering guy while raising her right foot to show her most precious weapon.
Seizing her hand, "Come on! I'll show you!" as he gently pulled up the smug lady and put his arms around her waist.
"Wha—"
"Shhh…" hushing slowly to her ears, "Just follow me okay?"
"But I might step on your feet." Feeling awkward at their situation for she doesn't know where she'll put her hands.
True that she had been to many parties before. Well, they even had those junior-senior promenades in high school. But this is her first time to be asked out for a dance since her brother is always with her—not that she really did mind, though—since she doesn't even like the guys in their school. Even Kuno and Takao knew her weakness, hence, they didn't even dared to risk their feet to become her stomping course.
"Then step on it now."
"Eh?"
Clutching her hands and placing it on his shoulder, "I said, step on it now."
"A-Aren't you even embarrassed?" looking back at the women that were intently watching them from behind.
"Tsk! Don't mind them. Besides, they can't do anything since the rules concerning my security is still implemented." He then smirked. "Or… you do want us to be in the front page of Hong Kong Times, eh?"
"O-Okay." Removing her sandals first before following his command. "Like this?" stepping her freed porcelain-like feet to his black royal ground shoes.
"God, you're heavy!"
"Nani?!" (What?)
"Haha! Just joking!" as he pull the lithe form near his. Then he starts to sway.
I feel like on the edge… encircling her arms to the Li-heir's neck and resting her head at the process. I don't know why, but somehow, I feel this isn't my first time to dance with him… alleging further as his autumn scent filled her senses once more. Maybe, Lan Zhi and Zhong Qing did danced when they're on our bodies… That's why it's familiar.
And again, serenity and contentment surges through her heart. She didn't even know when was the last time she felt like this when she was in Japan. It seems that every time the young wolf is near her, everything is just so…right?
No, actually, she's somewhat mixed-up. A part of her is gravely confused, while the other half is in pure peace. But, she should be careful. For she come up to a conclusion that when something pleasing happens to her, worst things will follow suit. Just like their fight earlier. Kami-sama, if this is really not your plan for me… then please… stop this nonsense, or I'll…
No, she still couldn't conclude that she really fell. For this isn't what she felt when she was with Kuno or with Takao. She didn't feel bubbly or even have an electrical sensation that she always has whenever she's with someone special. It's really different.
She's more of afraid than being overwhelmed—a feeling full of paradoxes. Though, everything is peaceful, her heart is still pounding hard that she bet Syaoran could also feel it in their hair-strand-gap situation. She feels like flying, yet her feet are perfectly planted on the ground. Independent… but still a prisoner of her feelings...
Yet in spite of all these perplexities he put upon her… she's still happy for knowing him.
Falling out, falling in
Nothings sure in this world, no-no…
Breaking down, breaking in
Never knowing what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all, no… no…
A deep, soothing voice interrupted Sakura's contemplation and make her pull her head from its resting place. Still swaying, Wow, never knew he could sing so beautifully… as she stare back at the deep amber pools while listening further to the singing lad.
Say goodbye, say hello to a lover or friend.
Sometimes we never could understand;
Why some things begin with just love…
We can really never have it all, no-no-no… ohh…
But oh, can't you see...
That no matter what happens life goes on and on…
And so baby just smile
Leaning his head to hers, as amber met emerald. "Cause I'm always around you… and I'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me…" giving emphasis to every word he had said.
Take a little time, baby… see the butterfly's colors…
Listen to the birds that were sent to sing for me and you...
Can you feel me?
This is such a wonderful place to be.
Even though there is pain now, everything will be all right.
For as long as the world still turns there will be night and day.
Can you hear me?
There's a rainbow always after the rain.
Sakura's heart beat faster than before, making her eye contact with Syaoran a bit harder to bear. The song is really new to her… it's as if the words were really made for her. Dream on, Sakura…
Hitting high, hitting low
Win or lose, you should go, yeah-yeah
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather can be so good or bad…
But baby, this is life so don't get mad, no… no… no…
Cause oh…can't you see
That no matter what happens life goes on and on
And so, baby, please smile
Cause I'm always around you…
And I'll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me.
Take a little time, baby… see the butterfly's colors…
Listen to the birds that were sent to sing for me and you...
Can you feel me?
This is such a wonderful place to be…
Even though there is pain now, everything will be all right...
For as long as the world still turns there will be night and day.
Can you hear me?
There's a rainbow always after the rain.
Syaoran then smiled, seeing the baffled look of his partner. Well, it's not everyday that I sing one of my compositions… he said inwardly, smile plastered on his face. He bet that his family would really be surprised when he saw him like this… so much in-love. "Life's full of challenges, not all the time we get what we want…But don't despair, my dear." Pulling his head away from hers, "You'll take it each trial, and you'll make it through the storm, cause you're strong…"as he lifted her chin so that he could see clearly those emerald pools "My faith in you is clear."
So I say once again, this world's beautiful…
Let us celebrate life that is so beautiful…
So beautiful...
Take a little time, baby… see the butterfly's colors…
Listen to the birds that were sent to sing for me and you...
Can you feel me?
This is such a wonderful place to be.
Stupid heart, stop beating so loud! Sakura cursed as the young man embraced her fully, molding her lithe form to his large physique, then bending down his head near her right ear, whispering, "Even though there is pain now, everything will be all right…For as long as the world still turns there will be night and day. Can you hear me…?"
There's a rainbow always after the rain.
XOXOXOXOX
"Such a wonderful night, eh?" Meiling said, looking through the full-glass window of Touya's office, as she cuddled more to the sturdy arms of her beloved. She never really expected that such joy would happen in her life. It's as if Kami did really want her to run away so that she could meet the man of her dreams.
"Blech! Why so being lovey-dovey, huh?"
Okay… not my dreams, but my nightmare! She thought after hearing Touya's answer. Yet, she smiled when she looks up and gazes at the grinning guy beside her. Time to turn the table…she thought in a singsong manner, "It's because, I have you." She said seriously—though mischief could still be seen in her eyes—making the man blush.
Their coupling is really weird.
It all started with just different goals in their mind. Her, running away because of lost love, while he, was finding his sister who had also ran away because of unwanted love. Coincidence…?
Maybe not.
"Hey, what are you thinking about?" Touya asked looking down at the silenced lady before him. God! He still couldn't believe that everything that's happening right here, right now, are true. He never imagined his self, loving another after what had happened in the past. God sure has a weird sense of humor. He thought after realizing the events for the past months. Their simple war of mockeries turned into full-pledge secret feelings for each other. "Don't tell me that I'm in your thoughts again. God, Mei-chan! I never knew you adored me so much."
"Baka!" slapping the guy's arms that encircling her waist from behind. "Don't even dream about it." Equally looking back with impishness in her terra-cotta orbs, as they both laughed at the same time.
The romantic aura of the night did give them a great feeling in their hearts. As if nothing could go wrong this time around. Maybe the gods did favor us this time. Meiling thought silently while looking at the vast constellation of stars before them. "Hey, did you know that it's Maiden's Festival in Hong Kong? Well… it's just so sad since I couldn't see the Vega and Altair here in Japan because it's been a month since the magpies passed your country."
"Gees, you still believe in that?" making face to Meiling, "Anyway, you're right, because Japan and Hong Kong are far from each other, thus they have different skies at night."
"I wonder if your sister is looking at the same sky?"
"What made you say that?" staring back at her because of the sudden introduction of topic about Sakura.
"Well, I was just thinking that maybe, she's only here in Japan and not in China… do you even tried to find her here in Tomoeda."
"Eh?" Well… that makes sense. "But you see, I overheard her talking to someone that she'll be going to China."
Biting the insides of her cheek, "Well, disregard what I've said."
"Aww… come on!" hugging her firmly, "What made you so mellow?"
"Hmpf! The mere fact that I'm not seeing my favorite stars for once is enough to make me like this." Crossing her arms in her bosom.
"Don't even blame the sky for your PMS-ing time."
"Stupid!" whacking his head roguishly. True, that they love each other, but hey, they're not saints! So, it's just natural that they still continue bickering... right?
"Guess it can't be helped." Touya said, standing up, also bringing the lady with him.
"Hey! Hold up! Where are you taking me?" as they both run out of his office and take the spiral staircase that leads them to the penthouse. "Now what?" catching her breath after the sudden run they had.
"You sit here…" pointing at the metal bench near the lamp post. "…While I will get something."
"Yeah, sure." Fanning her hands to him as the man exited the door they had just entered. Now, what is he up to…? Wondering what's in the Japanese man's head. "Kirei!" (Beautiful!) She sighed, looking at the cosmic starry sky. The view from Touya's office is fantastic, but inching another floor makes the stars seem reachable.
"Like it?"
"Yeah…" she breathed, too occupied to utter a complete sentence.
"Too bad." Placing the stand in front of her and inserting a big white tube in it. "Here's my surprise." Motioning the beautiful fairy to take a peek. "Don't worry, this telescope don't bite."
Rolling her eyes, "Ha-ha." Squatting a bit, as she look inside the. She then straightened again and look lovingly at the jet-black haired man, "Vega and Altair…" she muttered.
"Glad you like It." Inserting his hands to his pockets, leaning back at the bench with a contented smile on his face.
When did she come to love him so much? Yet it seems that she couldn't compare the love he's giving her every minute. She then smirked, "You're not expecting me to cry and hug you, am I right?"
XOXOXOXOX
Eriol shrugged his shoulders for his reply. "Maybe… but I was hoping to get a kiss from you." Still looking at the road since it's really hard for him to drive in this dark night. They've decided to go for a ride since this will be their last night in Hong Kong. Well… they've done what they could to help their cousins.
"Poor Eriol-kun." Tomoyo sarcastically said, staring back at her fiancé. "Demo, I'm really grateful that somehow, Sakura and Syaoran finally make up." as she smiled wholeheartedly to the guy beside her.
"Well, I must admit. I didn't expected their fight… but I think I've made myself clear concerning Sakura…"
"And myself on Sakura… Our little wolf did fall for her, huh?"
Nodding his head, "I must agree… it's really a surprise that he changed so fast, from being a loner to a lover. Heck! I really didn't expect that he would practically became one of the victims of love." Causing his fiancée to raise her brow. "Okay, okay… I'm also a victim… demo, I didn't regret anything… because I met you."
"Flirt!"
"Am not!" turning his head a bit, just to take a glimpse of his angel beside him. "Well, I'm just telling the truth."
"That's why I love you!"
"Yeah, yeah—BOINK!—hey! That stiletto will make a mark on my head."
"Good thing!" nodding her head in the process, "I'm expecting that you'll say I love you too instead of yeah!"
God, why did he fall in-love to such a violent woman? Well… that's why they call it madly in love. He smiled, as he stopped the engine at the side of the road. "Look." Pointing his hand towards the dark sky.
"Meili…" (Beautiful) the amethyst-eyed nymph sighed, "Wait! Is that Vega?" she said surprisingly while referring to the twinkling blue star.
"And that one is Altair." Indicating the white star near it. "I'm happy that they met again."
"Me too!"
He beamed. It's really funny on how he looks at his life right now. He didn't even think that he'd believe such fairy tale because he was born as a player; thus, it's not in his dictionary to be a romantic guy. Oh, well… maybe it's the side effects of being in-love. He mumbled while he torque his head to Tomoyo. Seeing the beautiful apparition of a Tennyo makes him blush as he grabbed its soft, ivory-like hand. "I hope our love will be as eternal as what those two stars have… demo, I also wish that we're not going to be separated like them."
"Eriol…" awed at the touching thought of the young man. Even though it's a bit childish, she knew that it really came from his heart. She had seen the two sides of Eriol:
The Past and The Present.
And she's really happy about his dramatic change from being a womanizer to loyal lover and friend. She knows that it's really hard for him to change since he had seen hell and even get out of it. But, "No matter what happens, we'll always be together…"
XOXOXOXOX
Cold wind passes through Sakura's body. Yet, she couldn't even feel its piercing draftiness because of the protective arms that's keeping her warm and cozy inside an out. The heartfelt voice with the night zephyr earlier has been replaced by the soft tapping of Syaoran's shoes—together with their deep breathing—as they continue to sway under the starry sky. "Syaoran…"
"Hmm?" he said, eyes still closed, seizing every moment with Sakura.
"I still think that those people earlier were still looking at us." She assumed, also not wanting to open her eyes. "It's very silent..." resting her cheek to her hand on Syaoran's shoulder.
"Silly." He smiled. "It's quiet because everyone had gone now… besides, what will they benefit if they saw us dancing?"
"Well… they'll make a fuss with it because the high and mighty Li Xiao Lang is dancing with a stranger."
"You're not a stranger."
"To them, at least." Shivering as the young wolf whispered in her ear. She then felt his fingers playing with her short locks. "So what happened?"
"Huh?"
"What happened to Shanbo and Yingtai? Did the professor's wife told Shanbo?" she felt him shook his head, "Then, what happened?"
"Well… Shanbo offered to see Yingtai home. And there, Yingtai gave hints but the dumb Shanbo could never fathom the heart of a girl. Until they've come to a pact that when Shanbo finished schooling, he'll marry Yingtai's twin sister."
"Which ended up to be her afterall, ne?"
He bowed down solemnly.
"And just like me, I couldn't do anything for I've been arranged to a total stranger." Opening her eyes, only to find that the young man was telling the truth…those people were really gone.
As she goes back to their conversation, "Thus, there's no other thing to do but for Yingtai to comply and then Shanbo died of broken heart, right? Tsk! Tsk! Very typical…."
"But as you've said earlier, they've became butterflies… so you see, they just live happily ever after, like in old books. Although Shanbo died and Yingtai committed suicide in Shanbo's grave..." He said smiling, as Sakura released herself from him and then dropped her gaze to the floor. "Hey? What happened?" concern could be seen in her amber eyes. Then, he smirked, "Don't tell me that you've been moved by the story?! Aww… come on! You?!"
She smiled. There he goes again…
She knows that the young man was just teasing her since she became silent. She could see another desperation in his eyes for he always did that to her. He never fails to steal her from deep thoughts and bring her back to reality at the right moment. But what were those thoughts, anyway?
Nothing.
Well, it's just that she's thinking of a reason as to why she feels sad all of a sudden. She didn't know why. But somehow, there's a tug feeling in her chest that she couldn't understand. Maybe he's right… that she really was touched by the story. Or it's just she's poignant for she knew that her life will be like Yingtai…
That even though she ran away, like the kite, she'll always go back from where she came from… and there, she'll agree to every order imposed on her. And she will not contravene like a good person would do. It's my fate…and I've seen it coming…
Ironic indeed.
For she's angry with Syaoran for being Mr. Perfectionist, while she herself were doing it. But we're different… people were giving him a choice. He's just the one who's making the situation hard for him. While on my part, I have no choice… people were forcing me, saying that it's for my good… hence, I run away.
At first, she believed that the only reason as to why she flew to Hong Kong was to escape her impending doom. She had no other plans for she had left everything—her family, friends, and even her past. Actually, she thought that she could start a new life here in foreign land.
And she did.
She had gained new friends and even afforded to have a male best friend again. Even though her past had followed her here, she's contented about her life now.
Contented that she could now share few jokes and sarcasms to her new companions.
Contented that she could now fight the nightmares from her past.
Contented that she could now slowly live life one day at a time.
Contented that she could now go back to her true self.
She's now satisfied…
Who was she kidding?
Of course, she isn't! She knew that her stay here in Hong Kong was only temporary. And in the course of her stay, it made her realize something… that I'm not really running away from my past, present or my future…
She's actually preparing for her future.
It was a feeling she doesn't even know when it began. A feeling she couldn't erase in her heart. She once told it to her father and he just said that it's because she misses her mother. Moreover, Touya laughed about it and just called her a restless monster.
No… she isn't restless…
She's lacking something…
And that's why she's here… by some means, something's telling her that this is the place where she could find what's lacking. Furthermore, her stay here proved her that she couldn't really escape from where she truly belongs… that sooner or later, she'll be marrying a man she once dream to be with. That's why she's preparing.
If spending lifetime with him couldn't be prevented, then, she should somehow give herself a favor and find what's truly missing in her life. So when the time comes wherein she will join her mother, she could say that she there's one thing that she'd never regret doing.
It's because you love him.
Now, where did that come from? She thought as she became dotted eyes. Here she was. Thinking about her problem. Then suddenly, Tomoyo's words of wisdom—as what Eriol would call it—barges in. Besides, it has nothing to do with Syaoran!
Sakura… you can close your eyes with the things you don't want to see… but you can never close your heart with the things you don't want to feel…
Creasing her forehead, what were they trying to say? Why do people push me to be with him? Swaying her head, they don't understand me… I'm definitely sure that what's lacking from me isn't a person, so why?
Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted...
The only wrong thing is to deny what your heart truly feels…
Deny what your heart truly feels…
What your heart truly feels…
Your heart truly feels…
She blushed. Oh, no. I'm not going to involve again my feelings. Moreover, Syaoran's my friend, for crying out loud!
"—Oi! Why are you pausing on me again?" as Syaoran shakes her shoulder. Once more… she could see those amber pools concerned for her.
"Okay, Okay, I'm here now! See? See?" waving her hands for him to stop. "God! You're damaging my brain with all those shaking."
"Gees… as if you have one."
"You said, what?"
"Oh, nothing! I've just said how stupid you look like when you're spaced out." Showing his wolfish grin.
"Jerk!"
Then, he became serious. I wonder what you were thinking, Sakura. Dimming his eyes at the same time.
Earlier, he had seen different emotions on Sakura's face, which was dominated by confusion and defeat. She seems giving up on something, at the same time, she looks like a lost puppy, which is somehow, familiar to him. But what really worried him was when she became flushed. Is she having a fever? Did she catch a cold? "Are you sure you're okay? Let's go over there, again." motioning her to where they sat earlier. "Wait for me here, okay?" he added, jogging towards his car.
Now, what is he up to? Raising her brow but then dropped the subject. What was she thinking about again? Oh… bending over from her seat, about what's lacking… she inwardly said while focusing her eyes on the grass. I hope I'll know it before someone brings me home…
"So, did you find out that grass wouldn't walk even if you glare at it?" as she looked up, only to find twinkling ocher orbs that even outranged the stars in the sky.
"No. I found out that if I stare at you, on more time, I'm gonna puke." She sarcastically retort.
"Ouch! Never knew you're gazing at me that often."
She rolled her eyes. I wish Tomoyo could see this, so she could see how wrong she was.
"Here." Offering a quilt to the young lady.
"T-Thanks." Grabbing the familiar eiderdown and then enclosed herself with it. It was one of his gifts for her. It has a soft pink color with pictures of her teddy bears—the one Syaoran had given—embroidered on it. She really loves the warm feeling of the cloth on her body. "I'm feeling better now."
"That's good." He said, beaming then sitting beside her.
Déjà vu? She happily thought. It's always like this. Every after their tour, they would just sit at something, and there, they would just be silent. As if he knew that she needed some quality time with herself. While he would just sit with her until she breaks it.
And maybe that's the reason why the young man sees to it that the quilt is with them whenever they're going somewhere. For it takes her long to speak up. The silence was so calming as if being quiet was the best thing that she did in her whole life.
Then, she would think of her family, Tomoyo and her friends from Japan. She would reminisce about her past and comparing herself from what she was like before she goes here in Hong Kong. She will smile in her mind, afterwards; and then inwardly thanked the young man for all his help.
At that moment, she would think about the guy beside her. On how open and enigmatic he is at the same time. True, that he shows what he's feeling inside, but somehow, when she thinks deeper, she would just realized that she didn't even know him at all. Maybe that's why she prepared the surprise earlier, for she wants to know what kind of person her rescuer was.
But when his past was revealed to her. All she could think of was to help him. It was true that he didn't ask for help. Heck! He's the one helping her every time she needed one. But something's telling her that what she's thinking were right—that the Li-heir somehow needed someone to lean on.
And she was right.
Thus, she's happy.
Even though they had a huge fight and even truly hurt each other. She's still happy. For now, she won't walk in the dark anymore, neither Syaoran… since they will help one another in healing each other 's wounds… and past.
Wait! What am I thinking again? Turning her head towards the young man. She then blushed when he smiled at her, causing her immediately shifts her gaze to the stars. What's this? Why's my heart pounding like this?!?
You love him.
No, I'm not!
You love him.
No, I'm not!
You love him.
No, I'm not!
You love him.
No, I'm n—
"I will always be here."
"Wha—!"
"I said, I will always be here…" Syaoran stated, as he a smiled truthfully to the confused lady next to him. "Well… I just saw something akin to apprehension in your eyes, that's why I interrupted the silence and told you that I'm not going anywhere…" looking deeply in her eyes, "I know we had a fight earlier, but that doesn't mean that I would break my promises to you… you're my f-friend, "remembering Sakura's unconscious dumping on him. If Sakura only wants his friendship, then he's willing to give it. "And I care…you can tell me what's bothering you…"
"T-Thanks! And nothing's wrong. I just missed my family." she tensely replied but in some way, she felt sad when he said the word 'friend'. Why—
"Okay… but always remember, I'm not—"
"—going anywhere… I know that, Syaoran." as the young man beamed, with his eyes on hers while her heart on her throat. Thus…
As the night falls…
Kinomoto Sakura and her once frozen heart…
Melted and fall in love…
With non other than…
Li Syaoran.
TBC…
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Yahoo!!! Wow! Another chapter finished!!! Not bad for 100 pages eh? Correction: 101 pages… :) I hope you've learned something again from me.;)
I'm posting a Disclaimer, for the song, Rainbow by Southborder and the poem Tonight I can write the saddest lines by Pablo Neruda. Also the story of Butterfly lovers, for it's really a Chinese legend… a counterpart of the English literature, Romeo and Juliet. But it really didn't happen in Hong Kong… for it's really in Zhejiang Province of China.
Some historians said that they didn't live in the same period of time and they're just being buried in the same site. Yet, majority believes that the two young protagonists in the legend existed in the same period, but no one can pinpoint where they lived and died. Today, as many as ten regions throughout China, including Jiangsu, Shandong, Gansu, Hebei and Shanxi provinces, claim to have their grave sites and some even sites of their schooling and rendezvous. But as we all say, a legend is a legend afterall, thus, it could be still just made by a person with very broad imagination.
And about the lover's rock, it really does exist. It's on Bowen road in Wan Chai. So if you want some romantic place, you could go there especially when it's seven sister's festival. :)
Hmmm… So? How was it? Did you find it boring? I sure hope it didn't, even though it's long! (I'm sorry for that!Ü) I'm really sorry for the long update, well… my course is really hard. And studying in the university made it harder. (if you know what I mean.)
Well… I hope I'll get my 2nd review from you! (nod) (nod) (nod) I'm really waiting for that one. :)
We're now on sembreak so I think that I could update another chappy before the class starts on November 2. (if I can fit it in my sched.) for you see, even though we're on break, the soccer season is coming up and we're going for hard training this time. (you should have seen my skin… I have another sunburn… and guess what? The worst burn is on my face!)
Besides, I'm still having mental block… I think I'm losing my touch, ne? Moreover, my right wrist is injured, thus, I'm very cautious in typing. It really hurts when I try to lift my hand, which in turn, makes me mad for I'm very impatient. And typing like a turtle didn't help my very good virtue. :)
I really sure hope you liked this one. Was it too fast for Sakura to fall in love? I really want your opinion, ok? I hope I'll have long reviews this time, for it'll boost up my confidence to write more. (hehehe… sorry for being demanding) but oh well, your reviews were the only gift that a writer like me could have, so why not submit a review? Hehehe…
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