I tried to refrain myself from doing a song fic but the perfect song came along. I heard it at a concert that I went to (Kelly Clarkson I didn't have a choice in the matter) but as I said before it fit with where im going with the fic so its Addicted to Kelly Clarkson.
She stood staring at herself in the mirror her hair out of place and her lips swollen from his kisses. She didn't like this part, she felt so dirty. She was a whore, the other woman she couldn't stand to be in her own skin. Why did she always go back to him?
It's like your a drug
It's like
your a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like
I'm running from you all the time
And I know I let you have
all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all
around
She didn't feel anything anymore, numb from the pain of what he was putting her through. Did he know how she felt? Will the dirt ever go away? She would see it until her skin was raw; there was nothing she could.
It's
like your a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't
breathe
Without you inside of me
Tears running down her cheeks she didn't want to feel this but just the hour or two when they were together were overpowering. She never felt anything like it. She never would.
And I know I
let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you
over time
She
had to end it, only her would know how much it would hurt and even
that would go away with time. Who was she kidding she knew she
couldn't give him up, but she refused to be the other woman not any
longer. He was going to have to choose. Her or his girlfriend and she
knew that no matter he would choose everyone was going to be
heartbroken.
It's like I can't breathe
It's like I
can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's
like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts,
in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's
like I'm not me
She didn't like
the person staring back at her. She looked so broken inside and he
was the answer, the solution to repair what ever was broken. She
didn't even know anymore.
It's like I'm lost
It's
like I'm giving up slowly
It's like your a ghost that's haunting
me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine
alone
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up
now
Where were the voices now? Gone on vacation, good or bad she didn't know. She knew who he would choose and it wouldn't be her. She was a free distraction.
It's
like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but
you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you
interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over
me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
I'm
hooked on you
I need a fix
I can't take it
Just one more
hit
I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it, quit it
Just
one more time, then that's it
Just a little bit more to get me
through this
Where had she heard these words before? She told her self the same thing every time but did she listen? No she always said next time will be the last and it never was.
It's
like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but
you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you
interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over
me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me
This time will be different she picked up the phone and dialed the numbers that would connect to the person she loved. Her palms began to sweat and her stomach started dancing around just waiting for him to answer. He didn't answer Lisa did.
"Hello?" It wasn't going to be like this. She didn't say anything.
"Hello" Lisa said again. She didn't want to do this. This was her sign tell her right now.
No she didn't deserve it who ever she was. She fell to her couch the phone still in her hand and wept.
It hit her worse than before⦠She was the other woman.
