Oh kay, I'm happy with how many reviews I've been receiving and I want to say thanks to all of you and to some other peoples.
Double E - Thanks for reviewing. Kagome, moody? No. Pissed? YEAH. Yeah I'll space it out, I tried to do it with only one line break but yeah. I might change it dunno hey this is my first fanfic.
iNuYaShAsweet - Thank you for reviewing. I'll try to make them longer.
inuyashas-dark-angel - thank you for reviewing. I'm glad you liked it. Yes, writing the bashing of kikyo was awesome.
inu-kitsune-youkai - thanks for reviewing. Um, what was the name of your fan fic again? I've been busy with this one but if you email me and tell me or send it to me I will read it and tell you what I think. ::smiles::
fox faith - my question is why are you reading if you don't like kikyo bashing? Thanks for reviewing though.
AngelsCurse - Yes, gotta love the kikyo bashing. Thanks for reviewing.
aznmiko16 - yes people were telling me to fix that chapter with the lines so I did and yes there will be more kikyo bashing. Thanks for reviewing.
xSakuraTorax - well I'm glad it made you change your outlook on her. Thank you for reviewing.
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inu-kitsune-youkai- lol thanks for reviewing.
Snowy Azn Angel - don't worry he will. Thank you for reviewing.
Wolf-Girl05 - I'm glad that you like it. Don't worry she'll get what she deserves. ::smiles evilly::: Oh thanks for reviewing.
Koru-chan - I'm glad it's suspenseful. Read on and you'll find out who it is. Thanks for reviewing. Yes, the bitch did get some of what she deserved. Yes, the next chapter should be good.
punkgoddess - Thank you for reviewing and I'm glad that you liked it. Yes, the kikyo bashing was awesome.
fiNaLLy pYsChO - I'm glad that you are a kikyo basher fan. Yes, there will be more kikyo bashing and he will break up with her eventually. When? I'm not saying. Wow you read the whole thing in one sitting? Nice. Well, thanks for reviewing.
InuandKagforever - I'm glad you liked the bashing. I will continue it. Thanks for reviewing and yes KIKYO BASHERS ROCK ON! There will be romance cuz yeah. I have school now so it's going to be harder to get the time to write, but I'll try.
INUFAN!!!!!!- Yes, I'm going to continue the Kikyo bashing. I'm glad you like it and thank you for reviewing.
Kikyohater - Thank you for the compliment. I will continue to bash and thanks for reviewing.
Chibes - thanks for reviewing, yeah too bad the bashing isn't real.
Jessica-chan - oh yes, she will get more pain. He'll dump her eventually. I'm not saying when thought most of you I think have an idea when. Thanks for reviewing.
Kagome818 - Maybe that might happen. Thanks for reviewing.
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dark marz – Thank you for reviewing and for the compliment. You know what I totally forgot about lord fluffy. Lol, well I'll put him in either this chapter or the next, naraku, is a demon in this on, half demon.
Drake-Osiris – I'm glad you like it, kikyo will get more punishment, it's fun to write, anyways thanks for reviewing.
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::sparkly eyes:: Wow I've received so many reviews I don't know what to say.
Inuyasha:: punches Kitty in the head ::
Kitty:: ow….that hurt. What did u do that for?
Inuyasha:
because you DO know what to say
Kitty:: oh I do?
Inuyasha;: rolls eyes:: yeah how about thanking them?
Kitty:: Oh yeah! I knew that …OH THANK YOU ALL FOR REVIEWING! I'M SO HAPPY!!!
Inuyasha:: covers ears:: how about not so loud next time?
Kitty:: laughs nervously:: yeah….
There some nice stupidity for ya. Oh kay here's the chapter you've all be waiting for. ;:smiles:: enjoy…cuz if you don't Inuyasha might hurt me and if he does I might be incapable of writing the next chapter. ::Smiles::
Inuyasha:: feh, whatever get on with the chapter already!
Kitty:: oh and yeah I DON'T own Inuyasha or any of the other characters or the songs that are real.
Inuyasha:: Yeah, I'm glad that she doesn't own me…that would be terrifying
Kitty:: shut up slave!
Inuyasha:: you don't own me! Get out of your fantasy world!
Kitty:: tear:: ::sniff:: oh yeah I don't ::sighs::
Oh kay seriously here's the next chapter.
Chapter 14
The Break Up and Confessions
"Kikyo, I have something to say, " Inuyasha started. Kikyo looked at him and had her arms crossed under her breasts.
" What? " she asked, losing her patience. Inuyasha had a smile on his face. I looked over at him in confusion. I was wondering what he was going to say that made him smile. Inuyasha was still holding my wrist. I blushed at the contact even though I wanted it.
" I want to break up with you," he finished. Kikyo and everyone else's eye, mine included, grew wide. I pulled away from Inuyasha's grasp, slowly. I was really shocked.
" I thought she made you happy, Inuyasha, " I said. He turned to me and he sighed. His smile disappeared.
" No, she never really made me happy, she just stripped my dry of my money, and was always so demanding of my time. I mean we weren't even good friends, more like acquaintances, " he explained. I nodded slowly. Kikyo huffed. She pointed a finger at me and glared.
" You haven't seen the last of me! I'll make you pay, you little bitch! " she spat at me before spinning on her heels and taking off with her posse. Inuyasha smiled.
" That felt good, " he remarked. Miroku slapped him on the back and smiled.
" You did a good thing, finally, you're using your head, " he commented. Inuyasha growled at the last remark. Sango smiled.
" Now, since that's over with, where's our food? " Sango
asked. I giggled. Miroku held up one finger, to signal us to hold on.
He disappeared around the corner and came back with out food.
" I hid it when this whole commotion started. I think it's a bit
cold though, " he replied. Sango shrugged and took what food was
hers. Inuyasha and I did the same.
We all went down to the food court and sat down at a table. Miroku sat next to Sango. I sat in front of Sango and Inuyasha sat next to me. Miroku insisted on sitting next to Sango, because they were officially going out. The whole event with Kikyo got me to thinking, had Inuyasha lied to me when I asked him if she made him happy? I had to find out.
" So you lied to me than, Inuyasha, " I said simply, just to leave him hanging. He looked over at me in confusion.
" How and when did I lie to you? " he asked. My face was serious. I didn't smile.
" I've asked you many times if she made you happy, and you've always told me that she did, " I replied. Inuyasha went silent. " Why did you go out with her, than? " I continued. He opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out. He closed his mouth and sighed.
" I-I can't tell you, not yet, " he replied finally. This made me irritated.
" Why, the hell not?! " I practically yelled at him. He winced at my outburst.
" The time isn't right and you're sort of the last person I can tell, " he replied. I couldn't believe how horrible he was being, that hurt me real deep. And I thought I was his best friend. I stood up quickly and stormed out of the mall and into the pouring down rain. It was a good thing that my house wasn't that far from the mall. I was running, but soon slowed down until I was walking. Tears streamed down my face, but they mixed in with the rain.
" He couldn't tell me why he went out with her and he lied to me. What kind of friend does that? " I wondered. I kept walking until I came to the park. I was completely soaked. I ran for shelter under a tree. I was so frustrated, that I started to bang my fists on the tree until they started to bleed.
" Why, why does he have to be like this? I mean I've always been a good friend, I've been there for him, and he can't even tell me why he went out with her and why did he lie to me? I hate being lied to, especially by someone I trust and love, like Inuyasha, " I sobbed. I slid down to my knees, I than realize what tree I was at, the Oak tree of Inuyasha and mine's childhood. The inscriptions were still there.
I n u y a s h a
K a g o me
F o r e v e r
The sight actually brought more tears to my eyes. It re minded me of how innocent and naïve we were. We didn't have to worry about love, and relationships. I leaned up against the tree and pulled my knees to my chest. I wrapped my arms around my legs and rested my head on them. I sighed.
" I probably shouldn't be acting like this. Inuyasha, is probably wondering what the hell my problem is, " I thought.
" Why do I have to love him so much? Why does love hurt? " I sobbed. My tears continued to flow, but no one would be able to tell because of the rain.
" Why couldn't he tell me? Did I do something to have made him think that he couldn't trust me and why was I the last person he could tell? " I thought. I continued to sit under the tree, sheltered by the rain with a few drops leaking off and through the branches. My hopes of Inuyasha caring for me more than a friend were shattered. I had hoped that if he had broken up with Kikyo that I might have a chance….how wrong I was. When they said that love hurt, they meant it. Why does something so pure have to hurt? Or is it really as pure as we have been lead to believe? I think I'm just being dramatic.
I looked up into the tops of the tree and let the drops, that escaped through the branches, fall on my face. My face felt hot from the tears and the rain felt refreshing even though I was soaked to the bone. I leaned up against the tree. I pulled out my cell phone and called Katherine to tell her that I might be home late and that she didn't have to worry. She agreed and I hung up. I was surprised that she didn't hear the rain, or maybe she thought that I was at either Sango or Inuyasha's house. The thought of Inuyasha made me sob again.
" Is this how I'm going to feel like and act every time I think about him or see him? " I wondered. I shook my head. I couldn't let that happen. He was still my friend at least, or so I hoped. I stood up and looked back at the carvings and ran my hand across them. My hands were a bit sore from hitting the rough bark earlier. I sighed. My childhood was so far gone. If only I didn't have to move, this wouldn't have happened. Maybe if I didn't even meet Inuyasha this wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't have been so bent on seeing him again and come back and cause so much trouble for him and myself. If I didn't worry about meeting him again I could have been like other teenage girls and have a boyfriend, but no, I did meet Inuyasha and now I was so deeply in love that the thought of letting go hurt. Though, like most people who are in love, they let go because the love them so much.
I sighed and shed more tears. I was emotionally tired. The wind started to blow and I shivered. I was still wet. I had already told Katherine that I was going to be out for a while longer, I didn't want to go back so soon because she would wonder if something was wrong. Even though something was, I didn't want her to worry. I didn't want to be a burden to her even though she wanted to come with me from Florida. I wanted her to have fun, especially with Todd. I smiled at the thought. I wish that Inuyasha and I could have been that way. I could tell that Katherine and Todd both felt something for one another and I wouldn't be surprised if they ended up dating. I mean Katherine was young in spirit in so many ways.
I thought of Inuyasha and I wondered what it would have been like if we were that close. But, we weren't. The feelings weren't mutual. It was a One-Sided love. I shivered again as the wind blew once more.
" I feel cold, and so does my heart. It had definitely shattered like my hopes. I wonder how Inuyasha feels about me right now. I wonder if he hates me……" I mumbled. I shivered yet again. Since I had moved back to Japan, I've encountered many obstacles and heart breaking moments. My heart hadn't had the chance to heal wounds that have already been inflicted, before something else comes along and breaks it again.
I sneezed and shivered again, but this time I felt something being put over my shoulders. I looked and saw that it was a red jacket. My eyes went wide. It looked like the one Inuyasha wore all the time. I turned around and saw that he was there. His face was sad.
" Kagome, I-I'm sorry that I upset you, but I.... " his voice trailed off. I looked down. " I just don't understand, why am I the last person you'd tell? Am I that bad of a friend? " I asked quietly. I felt Inuyasha lift my chin up. He smiled slightly. I looked into his golden eyes and was lost in them. " It doesn't have anything to do with you being a bad friend. In fact, you're the best friend I've ever had, " he replied. " it's just that, I can't really tell you because it has to do with you, and no, it's not bad, at least not to me. " I was shocked. I didn't think that it might have something to do with me. I gently pulled away from him and looked the other way. " Well, c-can you tell me now? " I asked barely above a whisper. I was still emotionally tired.
" Kagome, why are your eyes red? Have you been crying? " he asked. I heard him sniff the air. " you have, I can smell the tears. The rain didn't wash the scent off completely. Why have you been crying? " he asked with concern. I sighed.
" I-I was crying, because you wouldn't tell me why you had gone out with her if she made you unhappy and you lied to me, " I replied.
" Would it make you feel better if I told you why I went out with her? " he asked. I still looked away from him and nodded. He wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder. He hugged me and I felt really warm inside. " Did he really love me? " I wondered.
" I went out with her because she looked similar to you, and the thought of you made me happy, " he whispered in my ear. My heart sped up. I think he really did love me. He went out with someone who resembled me because he couldn't stop thinking about me. I turned around in his arms and backed up out of them. " Are you telling me the truth? " I asked. He smiled and nodded. I smiled in what felt like forever. It felt good. I thought my heart would explode with love for him. I didn't know what to do next. Inuyasha smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist again. The contact made my heart beat even faster. I felt myself blush, even though I wanted this more than anything. He pulled me to him and I looked up into his eyes. He smiled.
" I couldn't tell you until the time was right, but the right time is now and I have something VERY important to tell you, " he whispered to me. My heart continued to pound. What was it that he wanted to tell me? He continued to smile.
" I love you, more than anything in the world, " he whispered. My eyes grew wide. Did I hear him correct? Before I could respond, his lips touched mine and stayed there. I was shocked even more. I than relax and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. The kiss was sweet and passionate. We broke the kiss for air and we both smiled.
" I love you too, " I said sweetly. I sneezed. Inuyasha shook his head.
" Silly, this is what happens when you sit out in the rain for too long, " he reprimanded softly. I smiled and wrapped his jacket around me, tighter. He put his arm around my shoulder and kissed my cheek. I smiled.
" You don't know how long I've waited for you to tell me that you loved me, and when I found out about Kikyo, it sort of tore my heart in two. You're the reason why I didn't accept dates. I guess I loved you way back and didn't really notice it, " I said. He smiled.
" When you left, I didn't realize how much I cared for you until about the end of middle school, when I finally understood my feelings, " he explained. I nodded and rested my head on his shoulder. We watched as the sun set through a grey and orange sky. It was still raining, but it was clearing up. I could see the sky change slowly from grey to red, orange, and yellow. When the sun set, there was a slight drizzle. Inuyasha picked me up bridal style.
" My car is parked nearby, shall I take you home? " he asked, smiling. I giggled.
" Of course, " I replied. He carried me to his car and put me down. He opened to door for me and I got in. He quickly got in on the other side. I was home about fifteen minutes later. He walked me to the door. " Good-night, Kagome, I promise I'll take you on a real date soon, as soon as we clear up this business with Naraku, tomorrow, " he said, his smile fading as he finished his sentence. I felt my stomach drop. Naraku, I had totally forgotten. I fingered the jewel that was around my neck on a necklace. It was this jewel that he wanted. Well, I wasn't going to give it to him, and I had Inuyasha by my side, so he wasn't going to get it. I nodded and actually smiled.
" Yes, good-night, Inuyasha, I love you will all my fiber and being, " I said lovingly. His smile returned.
" And I love you with all my being, " he replied with just as much love. We kissed and he left. I sighed. I didn't want to deal with Naraku, but I knew I had to. Now, I had to figure out how to purify this jewel. I walked into the house and I saw Katherine and Todd smiling at me expectantly.
" What? " I asked slowly. Katherine giggled.
" Well, it seems that you patched things up with, Inuyasha, and it seems that your dream to be with him in a relationship, came true, " she explained. I blushed. I noticed that Todd was holding her hand. I giggled. It was her turn to give me the confused look.
" It seems that you and Todd are even closer, " I said happily, smiling as well. She looked down at her hand and removed from his and blushed, he did too. He seemed timid. I giggled.
" Well, I'm going to go to bed, " I told them. Katherine nodded and I went upstairs to my room. I quickly showered and changed into dry, clean clothes. I lied down and fell asleep in seconds.
I awoke the next day, to my alarm clock. I ate breakfast as usual, Todd was there again. I quickly ate, bid my farewells, and left. Sango greeted me at the end of the shrine steps, along with Miroku. I was even more surprised when I saw Inuyasha there, I knew he lived further than I, but I didn't complain. He greeted me with a kiss and I returned it. Sango and Miroku smiled, I figured that Inuyasha told them. We started our walk to school when a black Limousine pulled up next to us. A back window rolled down and revealed the guest. Inuyasha's eyes grew wide.
And so I leave it here, yes another cliffhanger, because I'm EVIL and because I can do it cuz I'm the author and I have ULTIMATE POWER!!!! Oh kay than…..this story doesn't have too many chapters left like three or four. I'm also thinking about a sequel. Let me know if you guys want a sequel of course if you do want one I'll have to get about 200 reviews but like I said I still have three to four more chapters left. So yeah, that's the plan.
Sayonara!
Kitty-san
