PREVIOUS CHAPTER: KAGOME'S LOST FATHER
"I need some time to think, and I don't want to be anywhere near Bengku right now. Can you go back and tell Inuyasha that we are leaving at once." Kagome said.
"Yes, I will, but will you be back?" her aunt's worried voice said.
"Yeah, I'll come back, I just need to leave for a while that's all."
Her aunt nodded and was off. In a matter of moments Inuyasha was by her side that they were headed to her home on the other side of the well without a word.
WARNING: THERE WILL B LEMONS AND LIMES IN THIS CHAPTER AND SOME FLUFF, SO B PREPARED. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE FACT THERE'S LEMONS SORRY, BUT THIS STORY IS RATED R SO U CAN'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YA!
CHAPTER 12: TEARS AND EMOTIONS
Kagome kept running and running. First it was by ground now she was running by tree. She couldn't stop herself. All she wanted to do was run and try to get away from this place as fast as possible. She knew that Inuyasha was trying hard to keep up with her, but she didn't really care. Her mind was set on getting out of the Northern Woodlands as fast as her feet could carry her. She wanted to be back and safe with her family and friends and away from all the sorrow. She knew deep down inside that this wouldn't solve anything that pretty soon her problems would catch back up to her, but she didn't care about that either. It popped back into her mind the very first time she had set foot in these lands. The land seemed full of hatred and sorrow and it seemed to scream out for help. She hadn't really shared this with anyone, because she thought her mind was just playing tricks on her.
A sudden wave of grief seemed to wash over her as she ran. The saddened people's faces rushed passed her eyes. Natilruh's desperate eyes starred at her, and the sickly mother asked her for food. Then a face she didn't know flashed in her mind. Her father's face. She never knew her father, but once she saw the face she knew exactly who it was. A strong wolf demon stood in the back of her mind looking down on her. He had the same color of hair color as Kagome, a brownish gray. His hair hung freely down his back and he had a long brownish gray tail. Wolf ears jetted from his head and he stood proud and tall with strong armor. The image of her father spoke, "Kagome my child why do you run? You are of my blood. You are strong who has hurt you? Do not lose faith my young one, and do not lose hope in yourself."
I will not lose hope father. I only hope that I could've at least known you. It's not fair how you suffered. You didn't deserve to die! It's not right! It's wrong! Kagome seemed to be fighting a battle within her own mind. She was screaming in her mind at the cruelties of her father's death. The image of her father came back to her. "Oh my child, do not fret about what has already happened. The past is the past. What you must do now is look toward the future. Think of our pack. They are our hope my child. They are our future."
Tears welled up behind Kagome's stubborn eyes. She didn't want to cry. Tears began to run down her cheeks. Tears she had been holding back for a long time overtook her. She felt the pass through the Northern Woodlands and she felt a relief. She fell to her knees and put her head in her heads and wept. She wept freely and without care. Soon Inuyasha was by her side kneeling down to her. He placed a comforting hand on her shoulder. He pulled her into his lap and she buried her face in his chest. She cried and cried until she thought she would get sick. Once she was done Inuyasha pulled her chin up to look at her. He used his sleeve to wipe away her remaining tears. He smiled down at her and kissed her forehead, "Do you feel better know?"
She nodded. She actually did feel a lot better. All the past months just seemed to weigh her down and she had kept everything inside. Inuyasha picked her up and put her on his back. She reluctantly snuggled closer to him. Before she knew it she had fallen asleep.
Inuyasha found a small clearing and placed Kagome down on the ground softly. She remained asleep. He was dieing to know what had happened, but he refused to push the subject if it hurt Kagome this badly. In no time he had a fire going and had gathered some food and water for their dinner. Kagome was still asleep by the time he returned. He sat himself beside her and awaited her awake. She looked so peaceful lying on the ground next to him. Her hair lay delicately around her face with her ears twitching ever so often. She had pulled her knees up to her stomach and had wrapped her tail around her waist. Inuyasha still couldn't really get over the fact that Kagome, his Kagome was hanyou. It seemed to good to be true. He didn't really care, because he loved her no matter what, but it just seemed a little easier this way. She moved a little in her sleep and her eyes fluttered before opening. "…Inu…yasha."
"Yes? What is it Kagome?" he asked smiling down at her radiant face.
She smiled at him and pulled herself up. "I...I just wanted to say thank you… For before."
"Oh it's no problem. You would've done the same for me I'm sure."
"You just don't know how much you mean to me and I just want to thank you for just always being there for me that's all," she said pulling herself close to him.
"Keh. That's what I'm here for. Pathetic human or not you'll always need me around." He joked smiling at her.
She smiled and looked at him suddenly becoming serious. She looked away remembering the story of her father's death. "Umm...Kagome you don't have to tell me if you don't want to, but what happened? Is there anything I can help with?" he asked looking hopeful.
She looked at him again with a tear in her eye. His amber eyes flashed with the added night sky and the campfire. She took a deep breath and told him…everything not leaving out one detail. After she was done she couldn't really tell how he felt. He rose to his feet and paced. Kagome wasn't sure what she saw, but it looked like the tuff hanyou she knew had glazed eyes brimming with tears. "Inuyasha…" Kagome questioned.
"That's about how my mother died also. The village learned to accept her even though she had me as a hanyou son, but there was a man in our village that despised my mother for it. He never really bothered her until my father died then he really began messing with the villagers' head. He turned every villager against my mother. Soon everyone hated her and I, and the man took her away from the village because he told people that life would be better. We thought he was forcing us to live in a hut outside the village, but instead he brutally raped and killed my mother in front of my own eyes!"
Tears began to stream down her strong hanyou's face a site she had never seen before. "He forced me to watch! That bastard chained me and made me watch him! After he killed her he came after me, and he thought he had killed me, but Sesshoumaru showed up and took me."
Inuyasha had never told her this story and she could tell he had never told anyone else either. He sat down beside Kagome and put his head in his hands. "I'm sorry Kagome I didn't know what came over me."
"What the hell are you talking about? You have the right to do that whenever you want! Nothing like that should've ever taking place, just like my father shouldn't have died! It's damn wrong and you have to right to feel that way Inuyasha! Don't you feel ashamed, don't you feel ashamed at all!"
He pulled his head up and looked at her with a since of admiration. How do I really deserve her? She a goddess and I'm me! She is turn took her sleeve and whipped his tears away. He nuzzled her hand. "Kagome you're so beautiful, what do you see in me?" he questioned feeling guilty.
"You want to know what I see? I see a lost man, no a lost boy in front of me that has so much anger and frustration built up inside of him that he doesn't really know how to deal with his feelings. I see someone who I love and care about more than anything in the world, and I see someone who I want to spend to rest of my life with."
Like a trigger those seemed to be the exact words he was searching for. This is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with and I'll be damned if I'm gonna' let her get away! He looked into her eyes and leaned in. Immediately Kagome kissed him. This wasn't a normal kiss; this was a strong passionate undying kiss. A kiss that you knew could change a person for the rest of their lives if they felt this very kiss. Inuyasha gave it all his might. He loved Kagome more than anything in the world. He ran his hands up and down her sides sending shivers all over her body. She moaned lightly. Her hands slipped under his shit and she traced the muscle of his stomach. A low growl formed in the back of his throat. Not a mean hateful one, but a playful loving one. Kagome pulled back and looked at him. He saw the same love in her eyes that he had for her reflecting back at him. She smiled and leaned in kissing his eyes, and then pulled back to look at him. She began to place kisses up and down his neck sending small moans from his lips. He was a little shocked when she began to nibble on his ear, but even more shocked when this sent a delicious shiver down his spine and to his core. He put his hand on her hips and pulled his hands up bringing Kagome's top with it. She smiled and kissed him again.
Kagome was a little estranged. Why don't I feel nervous or worried? I've never done this before. I'm getting ready to give all of myself to Inuyasha. She thought to herself. Which was true. He was now messing with her bra that totally confused him. She pulled herself to him and whispered into his ear, "Would you like a little help?"
He nodded and she easily undid the claps that held her bra. He gapped for a moment and then slowly placed a clawed hand to each breast sending pleasure all throughout her body. He took control and slowly guided her to a laying position on the ground. He began running kisses down her neck and then placing a number of kisses on her breast. Kagome burned with heat and lust all over. She needed more of him. She needed to show him exactly what he was doing to her. More then anything she needed to show him how much she really loved him. Then it hit her like a ton of bricks. I know why I'm not nervous or worried. I knew it all along. It's because I love him and I don't need to be worried around Inuyasha. He would die protecting me so there's no need to be scared.
Before she knew it though Inuyasha had pulled her skirt off and was now placing nibbles and kisses on her lower stomach. Kagome couldn't take it anymore. Heat radiated off every portion of her body the need to feel Inuyasha grew and grew. With a growl and a swift move Kagome was now on top of Inuyasha. Her mouth found the refuge of his neck and she began to nibble and kiss all along his neck. Inuyasha in turn moaned softly running his hand up and down her sides and back. Kagome didn't know why but she had the sudden urge to bite his neck, so she did. Her fangs cut into flesh and she felt the warm ooze of blood. She pulled back suddenly horrified at what she had just done. She looked down at Inuyasha who was straddle between her legs. In a short breathe Inuyasha said, "Is this what you truly want Kagome; to be mates?"
She was a bit confused, but nodded. Then without warning he pulled himself up and began licking and kissing her neck. He then bit her neck sending a sharp pain through her body and a moan. He began to lick the blood around her neck cleaning up the blood. He kissed her neck again and said, "Sorry it hurt."
He then laid back down and smiled. Kagome smiled right back and began to place more kisses all over his body. Inuyasha's pants were off in a matter of moments, and so were Kagome's panties. Inuyasha took Kagome in his arms and rolled her over, so he was once again on top. He kissed her deeply before placed himself inside of her. Kagome winced at the pain that this caused and let out a whine. Inuyasha pulled himself up to look at her. "Kagome we don't have to do this if you don't want to."
What was he talking about? Of course I want to do this. I just wasn't expected it to hurt so much. I know people said the first time always hurts, but I just thought they were just saying that. She smiled up at him and in a short breathe said, "Inuyasha of course I want this. I love you more than anything in the world."
. He kissed her eyes before continuing. As he continued thrusting in and out the pain began to reside and Kagome's moans echoed throughout the surrounding forest as well as Inuyasha's. Heat and desire burned off their bodies and collided at their cores. They were a tangle of soul and body wrapped around each other screaming for more and more. It seemed like hours before both of them seemed to come. Inuyasha pulled himself out of Kagome and lay beside her. Kagome felt numb and tired. She somehow found the strength to pull her self up and find her bag. She found her sleeping bag and rolled it out beside Inuyasha who helped straighten it out. They laid on top of the sleeping bag both too hot to sleep inside it. Inuyasha held Kagome in his arms, and Kagome wrapped her tail around their exposed private parts. They slowly fell asleep around the chirping crickets and tree frogs. The last thought Kagome had was how much she loved Inuyasha...her mate.
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Ok well I hope u guys liked me lemon. It the first I've actually written, so sorry if I'm bad at it lol. Maybe if I find some more time I'll try to get ya the 13th chap.! Who knows though!
Disclaimer: I sadly don't own Inuyasha or any of the original characters of the anime/manga. However Natilruh, Sanku, Bengku, Ganjel, Benhi, and Kando are my own creations and they're all mine!
