Disclaimer: Is Sirius alive and dating/ married to Remus? No? THEN I DON'T OWN HARRY POTTER!
Blah Harry
Blah Cato
Blah Rurik
BLAH ROLAND
Blah Harkin
September 1
Entry # 9
I couldn't sleep at all last night. The nightmares are back, but this time I see the death of people I care of. Why! Why is this happening to me! Why do I dream that Hermione bleeds to death after being stabbed in her heart! Why do I dream that Ron gets decapitated in his sleep! Why do I dream that Dumbledore is beaten so bad he dies, mumbling something! Why do I dream that Malfoy's body is found bloodless and his heart and some flesh are missing! Why do I dream that a dark, hooded figure drinks drinking Malfoy's blood and eating his heart and flesh! What was Dumbledore mumbling before he died! Who is that person that eats Malfoy!
Not that I really mind.
Why do you keep asking so many questions we have no damn knowledge of? They're your dreams, not ours!
Do you always have to be so rude, Cato?
Yes, It is who I am. Blame Harry! He made me this way, just like he made you an obnoxious no it all and Roland a dumbass.
HEY! I'M NOT DUMB!
Whatever.
I hate these dreams. They scare me.
Well, you deserve them. You killed Cedric, Sirius and your parents. Who knows, maybe they aren't even dreams, but premonitions? Ever thought about that Harry?
WHY WOULD HARRY HURT THE PEOPLE HE CARES FOR!
Most of the people he cares for, dumbass.
Harry LOATHES Malfoy, Roland.
I KNOW THAT! AND STOP CALLING DUMBASS, CATO!
I'm telling you, Harry. Let go of the guilt before it consumes you. And don't lie to me. I'll know when you let go; I know all you're deepest thoughts. You must be careful of what you think also. Dreams and nightmares are elaborate thoughts of what your heart's desires.
HARRY WOULD NEVER HURT ANYONE.
Maybe not yet, but with the right persuasion he just might. And unfortunately there is someone near by that can provide that persuasion.
Who? I will not listen to him!
You have no choice, Harry. Just be careful and let go of all this thoughts and negative feelings. They are what empowers him. If he gets too powerful, none of us will be able to stop him.
Who is he! Tell me!
Yes please. Tell us!
He is the darkness with whom everyone is born with. Everyone is good when s/he is born. It is our environment and thoughts that empower this darkness and make people change, for the worse. He can be stopped if Harry stops this negative way of thinking in time.
And I'm afraid there isn't much left.
Harkin
Cato
Rurik
ROLAND
Harry James Potter Evans
