Disclamer: I do not own enders game or any one affiliated with Orson Scott Card
Ender's Shadow, Ender's Friend: Petra's Story
Here we were, helping Ender save the world. Well at lest that's what we knew. The teachers did not want Ender to know that he would be responsible for the destruction of the bugger planet, pah if they wanted someone who could destroy people and like it they should have gotten Bonzo to command instead of having him killed or they should have gotten my father…. No No No I cant think of him now I have my ships, my place, my army to think of, and yet.. My father never believed in me, never thought I could make it in battle school, he never thought I would make it as anything, that was all I was to him, a nothing. He would be so proud to get to know Bonzo, the two could talk about how useless I am, Bonzo thought I was nothing too. In a way that's why I teamed up with ender and his friends, Ender believed that I had potential. He came to me to learn how to shoot, he came to me to learn how to battle, that's why I'm here. Not to prove myself to or "beat" my father, not to prove myself to bonzo, but to help ender. I can hear him now. Wait! My ships! I turned to the control concil, all but two of my ships were gone. I reached towards the controls, but could not grasp them. I weilded myself to grasp them. What am I doing I've got to help Ender, I've got to help the world. I thought. "Tom" I heard ender shout "take over petra"s ships." Oh no I-I failed…ender. I didn't notice the tears intill I felt there hot trail down my cheeks. "t-tell him I-I'am sorry. He can't hear me. Tell him I'm sorry." I failed Ender. the only one who believed in me, trusted me and I failed him, he was wrong to trust me. No one can trust me.
