Your Me! I'm You!
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"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
-Importance-
-xx- Flashbacks/Dreams
=-= Setting Change
POV {Point of View}
A/N [Author's Note]
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Chapter 2: Where did I go Wrong?
Kenji's POV
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I left them to themselves as I shut my shoji angrily, I cursed as I hit my pillow in anger. How much I hate my Father, he's nothing but a lying-son-of-a-... "Damn Him!" I spoke as I finally settled down. I stared at my ceiling as I thought of the stupid argument we had...
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Kaoru sat down as Kenshin went to get dinner on the table Kaoru watched as Kenji emerged from his room. Kenshin then placed everything in place as they started to eat, Kenji's eyes were cast down as they continued. Kenshin would gaze at him from time to time as worry would etch his way, Karou them sighed at this daily routine so she asked Kenji. "Kenji what is wrong is there something on your mind?"
He looked up at her then slowly nodded his head he placed his bowl down as he sip his tea then spoke. "Okaa...I wish to ask you...something." he sounded weary which caused Kenshin to worry even more.
She looked at him then turned to Kenshin who had stopped eating she then said. "Well why don't you ask your father? He may know what you may ask for?"
This angered Kenji greatly 'Oh Great! She wants me to talk to...Him!' he sighed as he ignored her request. "I wish to go to Kyoto to visit Sofu, for at least three months if I may?" he asked.
Kenshin and Kaoru's eyes widen as they looked at one another, Kenshin then quietly asked. "If I may ask why you wish to visit Shishio?"
Kenji sighed he then looked at his so-called-father then replied "I wish to learn the -Hiten Mitsurugi-Ryu- from him...since you will not teach me." he stated coldly.
Kaoru grew angry at his tone of voice. "Kenji do not speak with your father that way and another thing we will not allow you to go to Hiko." she said in a firm voice.
He glared at her as his anger boiled higher, he stood up at them then narrowed his eyes. "WHY NOT I WISH TO LEARN!" he shouted.
Kaoru stood up also. "Do not speak to us with that tone of voice Young man!"
Kenji sighed deeply in frustration then spoke as calmly as he could. "Why will you not allow me to go then?"
Kaoru seated once more as she looked at Kenshin who gazed at his son. "Because me and your father have already discussed it and the answer is No!"
Kenji reddened with anger at the mention of his name. "OH! So you already knew that I would as this question I bet you even got Sofu notified as not teaching me! WILL WHAT LOVING PARENTS I HAVE!! You won't even allow me to choose my life so what's next? Are you going to choose my wife next? What other secrets you kept of me? Hmm...What a Great MOM I have!"
Kenshin then looked at his son with anger "Do not speak to your mother like that!" he said as he griped Kaoru's hand.
Kenji then narrowed his eyes as amber sparks appeared in them he then spoke in a low, cold, and emotionless voice."So now my so-called-father is angry at me? Humph, you must have convinced Mother to not allow me since you would like what you call it? Get to know me better since you no longer Wander around anymore. Well I have news for you "Otou-san" I have no desire What so ever to get to"Know" you for I no longer give a damn about you! For all I care you should have died when you got Turbocaloses(Sp?) last year!"
Kenshin's heart broke as he felt like he had been stabbed repeatedly then torn of it completely he studdered as Kaoru stayed in shock she then went up to him then slapped him on his left cheek as he stumbled slightly. "DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT AGAIN DO YOU HEAR ME! APOLOGIZE RIGHT NOW OR YOU ARE GROUNDED!" she screamed as tears welled up in her eyes.
Kenji regained his balance as his eyes glowed golden-amber. "No I will NEVER APOLOGIZE to HIM! I RATHER DIE THEN FORGIVE HIM TO WHAT HE'S DONE!" he turned to Kenshin then shouted "I HATE YOU!!" then he stormed out of the room before Kaoru could stop him, Kenshin's eyes watered as his bangs hid his face as Kaoru cried next to him...
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"I'm so Stupid!" I said as I clenched my fist tightly, I closed my eyes as hot angry tears slide down my eye lids to my pillow as I remembered the sorrow look my father had when I said those Foul words. "I-I didn't mean it....goman nasai....I didn't mean to say those damn words....I was...glad when they found a cure for his illness...I-I didn't mean to make him...cry...I don't hate you Otou...DAMMIT!" I shouted as I stepped out of my room, I then went on the roof to think things through. 'Dammit no matter how may times I try to make peace with him...I can never forget my mother's tears that day he left to go wander off...How will I ever get to know him if I can't give him a chance?' I sighed "what's the use?" I was about to go back inside when I saw Otou step out to the front porch. I then lowered my -Ken-Ki- so he would not sense me, I then lowered myself on my stomach as not to be seen. 'What's he doing here?' I thought I then decided to scutch closer until I saw him...crying? "Why is he..." I then felt a large burden fall on to me. "I...made you cry didn't I?!...I'm sorry..." I felt tears of guilt slide down as I looked up in the sky. "What kind of person am I? To hate my own father?...No wonder they won't let me go to Hiko Ojii-san....but I don't hate you father I..." I closed my eyes as I felt guilt consume my heart, I looked up to see a shooting star fly by. My face soften lightly as a memory came to me "If I make a wish...would it work this time?" I sighed I had made many wishes before and they all were the same one each time. "Hmm...maybe it can be answered, ni?!" I asked as more tears fell, I smiled at the thought of making the same wish but maybe it will work? 'Worth a shoot.' I leaned down a bit as I made my wish "I wish...to be able to forgive him...and to be able to...love him back..." I spoke, then I stood up to see Otou-san about to head back I jumped through my opened window then tucked myself in. My last thoughts before entering the realm of dreams were... 'Aishitaru...Otou-san..If only you knew...'
I felt myself stir as the sun's ray hit my face I muttered as I yawned. "Hmm, damn sun go away." I then felt something warm in my arms it felt so good so I cuddled closer as I felt heat radiate off of it. I sighed happily as I felt it hug me back, I then was about to sink back into dreams when I realized something very important...what is that thing I was embracing? 'What the Hell...' I opened my eyes to see a girl snuggling next to me I smiled at her 'She's really pretty' I thought then my eyes widen 'But what the HELL is she doing HERE!' I scouted away from her as I looked around...I looked down at myself to see I had no garment what so ever... "Oh, Kuso! Did I...and her...oh fakku..." I cursed as I looked down at her nude body. 'Not bad, she has good curves..too bad I don't remember....Kuso Iie it's no time to think of that!' "Okay I have to wake her up to find out what the hell happen last night...I hope my parents don't find out..." I shuttered at the thought. I was about to wake her up when I noticed...this room wasn't mine... "Nani this isn't my room this is...Shimatta! This is my Parents room! Kuso...I'm so dead!" I then noticed the clothes that were next to her it looked familiar but where did I see...my eyes widen as I felt disgust run through my entire body... "This is no girl...that is...OH! KAMI-SAMA I KNOCKED MY OWN MOTHER!!...ooohhhh kami I feel sick..." I held my left hand over my mouth as my right held my stomach I then brushed over something on my left cheek as I ran a hand through it. 'What is this...!' I traced over what appeared to be a scar on my cheek then my eyes widen like huge saucers. "I-I have a...Cross-shape scar and...I have mother nude right next to me so...that would mean..." I then froze at my conclusion. "I'm...Otou-san!..but how!...but Matta if I'm him...then he must be...!?" I then stood up then looked around for something to...um...wear. I then found a white robe I quickly wore it then tight the sash then ran out of their room to my own. I then burst through the door only to find my former self crotch next to my large mirror shock written clearly over his face staring right at me...
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Oi! Minna hoped you like this chappy, sessha wanted to make it both Kenshin's and Kenji's point of view of their...weird situation. Well sessha did promise ya I'd update sooner then expected so sessha will start Ch.3 Tomorrow...and if you would like to know why sessha did this was for sessha has read many stories like this one but none about Kenshin or Kenji so there you go. Well gotta go see you next chapter, Chums Ja ne!!!!!!
Sessha signing off.....................(:x:)...........................Push that button!
Disclaimer: Sessha no own RK, sessha no own RK, sessha no own RK, NOOOooo!!!
)))))))))))))))))))))((((((((((((((((((((((((
"Dialogue"
'Thoughts'
-Importance-
-xx- Flashbacks/Dreams
=-= Setting Change
POV {Point of View}
A/N [Author's Note]
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Chapter 2: Where did I go Wrong?
Kenji's POV
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I left them to themselves as I shut my shoji angrily, I cursed as I hit my pillow in anger. How much I hate my Father, he's nothing but a lying-son-of-a-... "Damn Him!" I spoke as I finally settled down. I stared at my ceiling as I thought of the stupid argument we had...
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Kaoru sat down as Kenshin went to get dinner on the table Kaoru watched as Kenji emerged from his room. Kenshin then placed everything in place as they started to eat, Kenji's eyes were cast down as they continued. Kenshin would gaze at him from time to time as worry would etch his way, Karou them sighed at this daily routine so she asked Kenji. "Kenji what is wrong is there something on your mind?"
He looked up at her then slowly nodded his head he placed his bowl down as he sip his tea then spoke. "Okaa...I wish to ask you...something." he sounded weary which caused Kenshin to worry even more.
She looked at him then turned to Kenshin who had stopped eating she then said. "Well why don't you ask your father? He may know what you may ask for?"
This angered Kenji greatly 'Oh Great! She wants me to talk to...Him!' he sighed as he ignored her request. "I wish to go to Kyoto to visit Sofu, for at least three months if I may?" he asked.
Kenshin and Kaoru's eyes widen as they looked at one another, Kenshin then quietly asked. "If I may ask why you wish to visit Shishio?"
Kenji sighed he then looked at his so-called-father then replied "I wish to learn the -Hiten Mitsurugi-Ryu- from him...since you will not teach me." he stated coldly.
Kaoru grew angry at his tone of voice. "Kenji do not speak with your father that way and another thing we will not allow you to go to Hiko." she said in a firm voice.
He glared at her as his anger boiled higher, he stood up at them then narrowed his eyes. "WHY NOT I WISH TO LEARN!" he shouted.
Kaoru stood up also. "Do not speak to us with that tone of voice Young man!"
Kenji sighed deeply in frustration then spoke as calmly as he could. "Why will you not allow me to go then?"
Kaoru seated once more as she looked at Kenshin who gazed at his son. "Because me and your father have already discussed it and the answer is No!"
Kenji reddened with anger at the mention of his name. "OH! So you already knew that I would as this question I bet you even got Sofu notified as not teaching me! WILL WHAT LOVING PARENTS I HAVE!! You won't even allow me to choose my life so what's next? Are you going to choose my wife next? What other secrets you kept of me? Hmm...What a Great MOM I have!"
Kenshin then looked at his son with anger "Do not speak to your mother like that!" he said as he griped Kaoru's hand.
Kenji then narrowed his eyes as amber sparks appeared in them he then spoke in a low, cold, and emotionless voice."So now my so-called-father is angry at me? Humph, you must have convinced Mother to not allow me since you would like what you call it? Get to know me better since you no longer Wander around anymore. Well I have news for you "Otou-san" I have no desire What so ever to get to"Know" you for I no longer give a damn about you! For all I care you should have died when you got Turbocaloses(Sp?) last year!"
Kenshin's heart broke as he felt like he had been stabbed repeatedly then torn of it completely he studdered as Kaoru stayed in shock she then went up to him then slapped him on his left cheek as he stumbled slightly. "DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT AGAIN DO YOU HEAR ME! APOLOGIZE RIGHT NOW OR YOU ARE GROUNDED!" she screamed as tears welled up in her eyes.
Kenji regained his balance as his eyes glowed golden-amber. "No I will NEVER APOLOGIZE to HIM! I RATHER DIE THEN FORGIVE HIM TO WHAT HE'S DONE!" he turned to Kenshin then shouted "I HATE YOU!!" then he stormed out of the room before Kaoru could stop him, Kenshin's eyes watered as his bangs hid his face as Kaoru cried next to him...
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"I'm so Stupid!" I said as I clenched my fist tightly, I closed my eyes as hot angry tears slide down my eye lids to my pillow as I remembered the sorrow look my father had when I said those Foul words. "I-I didn't mean it....goman nasai....I didn't mean to say those damn words....I was...glad when they found a cure for his illness...I-I didn't mean to make him...cry...I don't hate you Otou...DAMMIT!" I shouted as I stepped out of my room, I then went on the roof to think things through. 'Dammit no matter how may times I try to make peace with him...I can never forget my mother's tears that day he left to go wander off...How will I ever get to know him if I can't give him a chance?' I sighed "what's the use?" I was about to go back inside when I saw Otou step out to the front porch. I then lowered my -Ken-Ki- so he would not sense me, I then lowered myself on my stomach as not to be seen. 'What's he doing here?' I thought I then decided to scutch closer until I saw him...crying? "Why is he..." I then felt a large burden fall on to me. "I...made you cry didn't I?!...I'm sorry..." I felt tears of guilt slide down as I looked up in the sky. "What kind of person am I? To hate my own father?...No wonder they won't let me go to Hiko Ojii-san....but I don't hate you father I..." I closed my eyes as I felt guilt consume my heart, I looked up to see a shooting star fly by. My face soften lightly as a memory came to me "If I make a wish...would it work this time?" I sighed I had made many wishes before and they all were the same one each time. "Hmm...maybe it can be answered, ni?!" I asked as more tears fell, I smiled at the thought of making the same wish but maybe it will work? 'Worth a shoot.' I leaned down a bit as I made my wish "I wish...to be able to forgive him...and to be able to...love him back..." I spoke, then I stood up to see Otou-san about to head back I jumped through my opened window then tucked myself in. My last thoughts before entering the realm of dreams were... 'Aishitaru...Otou-san..If only you knew...'
I felt myself stir as the sun's ray hit my face I muttered as I yawned. "Hmm, damn sun go away." I then felt something warm in my arms it felt so good so I cuddled closer as I felt heat radiate off of it. I sighed happily as I felt it hug me back, I then was about to sink back into dreams when I realized something very important...what is that thing I was embracing? 'What the Hell...' I opened my eyes to see a girl snuggling next to me I smiled at her 'She's really pretty' I thought then my eyes widen 'But what the HELL is she doing HERE!' I scouted away from her as I looked around...I looked down at myself to see I had no garment what so ever... "Oh, Kuso! Did I...and her...oh fakku..." I cursed as I looked down at her nude body. 'Not bad, she has good curves..too bad I don't remember....Kuso Iie it's no time to think of that!' "Okay I have to wake her up to find out what the hell happen last night...I hope my parents don't find out..." I shuttered at the thought. I was about to wake her up when I noticed...this room wasn't mine... "Nani this isn't my room this is...Shimatta! This is my Parents room! Kuso...I'm so dead!" I then noticed the clothes that were next to her it looked familiar but where did I see...my eyes widen as I felt disgust run through my entire body... "This is no girl...that is...OH! KAMI-SAMA I KNOCKED MY OWN MOTHER!!...ooohhhh kami I feel sick..." I held my left hand over my mouth as my right held my stomach I then brushed over something on my left cheek as I ran a hand through it. 'What is this...!' I traced over what appeared to be a scar on my cheek then my eyes widen like huge saucers. "I-I have a...Cross-shape scar and...I have mother nude right next to me so...that would mean..." I then froze at my conclusion. "I'm...Otou-san!..but how!...but Matta if I'm him...then he must be...!?" I then stood up then looked around for something to...um...wear. I then found a white robe I quickly wore it then tight the sash then ran out of their room to my own. I then burst through the door only to find my former self crotch next to my large mirror shock written clearly over his face staring right at me...
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Oi! Minna hoped you like this chappy, sessha wanted to make it both Kenshin's and Kenji's point of view of their...weird situation. Well sessha did promise ya I'd update sooner then expected so sessha will start Ch.3 Tomorrow...and if you would like to know why sessha did this was for sessha has read many stories like this one but none about Kenshin or Kenji so there you go. Well gotta go see you next chapter, Chums Ja ne!!!!!!
Sessha signing off.....................(:x:)...........................Push that button!
