A.N.- thank you all for the reviews, they were oh-so sweet!
Rating: PG13 for some use of language and sexual content
Disclaimer: Whoops, I forgot to do this. Well, as we all know, I do not own any Outsiders character (not even Sylvia) but I do own Brooke and Kevin. :)
Author: Volleyballlover (duh)
Heart Killers
The After Math
Lying in bed that night I tried my hardest to forget the previous events of the evening. The hard part: they weren't going away. The look on Two Bit's face when he saw me was just heart melting. Instant guilt filled my body…how could I have been such a slut? I mean it was very slutty of Brooke to go off and do my boyfriend, but it was equally as slutty for me to go off and kiss hers. But then there's the other hand to my terrible plot. Dally did cheat on me, giving me the right to cheat on him. Right?
Rolling over onto my side I could feel the nice cool breeze of the fall air hit my bear cheeks. I loved sleeping with the window ajar. It was so exhilarating for some reason…and I liked the feeling.
Closing my eyes I imagined myself on a beach island somewhere in the Bahamas or something. It was perfect. I had my cute little bathing suit and a cold drink and didn't have a care in the world, in this dream. Until I saw him. He was standing by the ocean. Just one glance at him brought back every worry in my mind causing me to wake up and roll over.
Closing my eyes once again I replayed the night's occurrences in my mind:
"Sylvia?" Two Bit asked once again just to be sure that it was me. I couldn't tell if he was sober or not but by the looks of it he wasn't. Two dumb blondes stood by his side gawking at me. They were probably shocked that I had been cheating on Dally. But wait! They had it wrong…Dally was cheating on me!
"What do ya think you're doin'" Two Bit asked crossly as he shrugged off the two blondes. I smiled weakly trying to explain how Dally was cheating on me and how I was trying to get back at him for it.
Two Bit merely shook his head angrily. He wasn't about to believe me if his life depended on it. "I can't believe you. I thought you were better than the other girls." Walking out the door, leaving the two blondes behind, I knew he was going to rat me out to Dally. It was no lie.
"Sorry," I mumbled to Kevin. He nodded guiltily and walked off, not even bothering to tell me whether or not I was a good kisser. But I guess that didn't matter now. All that mattered was what Dally was going to say to me…and what I was going to say to him.
Walking home alone I decided that I'd just try to sleep and deal with the whole matter in the morning…. boy was I in for something!
Before lying down I opened my window for fresh air. A nice breeze would help me. I tried to think of something nice before I fell asleep but every thought just led back to Dally. Clasping my hands together I could feel the ring that he had given to me. I hadn't even realized that I was still wearing it. Sliding it off of my finger I clenched it in a fist, "Bastard. You loser. I never should have liked you." I started talking to no one.
"Sylvia?" the voice startled me making me jump up into the air. Looking out I saw Dally standing in front of my window. Calmly I stood up and walked over to him.
"What do ya want?" I asked angrily.
"Is it true?" he asked quickly.
"Is what true?" I asked dumbly.
"God damn you, Sylvia! You know exactly what I'm talkin' 'bout! Is it true that you kissed Kevin?" he shouted at me.
I nodded feeling slightly guilty.
"I thought you were better than that," he mumbled.
"Whoa, whoa," I cried, "Don't try to blame all of this on me…I saw you and Brooke together today. And don't you even try to lie!"
Dally's face turned cold and angry, "When did ya see us?"
"I saw you two in Buck's car today after school. I was walkin' over to your joint when I saw ya two drive by!" tears stung at my eyes, "Do you know how that made me feel, Dally? Do ya? You're my first boyfriend!"
Dally shook his head angrily, "What do you want from me, Sylvia?" his eyes were pleading for me to forgive him. But I wasn't about to.
"Get outta here, ya dumb hood!" I screamed loudly as I chucked the ring at him. He was shocked that I had thrown it at him, but he didn't waste time leaving. And as he ran tears poured down my face…what had I done?
Looking out the window where Dally had stood just moments before I thought to myself did I do the right thing?
Oh the drama! Man, that all just poured out of me in like ten minutes. Literally! I really know how I'm going to end this story…REALLY! Lol.
Thanks:
Reviewer: oh no, don't feel bad. I was really upset that night and I kind of took it out on you. I'm so sorry. Please don't be mad, my aunt was hurt and I was just really tired but I owed it to y'all to update. I hope ya liked this chapter.
Just Playin: I totally agree. Girls get branded so easily and guys get away with everything. It's so unfair! Anyway thanks :)
Dreamer for lyf: glad ya liked, lol!
X fever x: yep, I know. Brooke is MEAN! Lol. PLEASE update Withering Roses soon, please! I'm sorry I'm putting this in a thank you, but I seriously LOVE that story. Lol. Thanks.
Miru Amai: oh thank you so much…I absolutely LOVE each and every one of your reviews that you send me. Thanks!
