A.N.- thank you all for the reviews, they were oh-so sweet! Can you believe it's already at 113, holy smokes!
Rating: PG13 for some use of language and sexual content
Disclaimer: Whoops, I forgot to do this. Well, as we all know, I do not own any Outsiders character (not even Sylvia) but I do own Brooke and Kevin. :)
Author: Volleyballlover (duh)
Heart Killers
My Life Today
Now the next part of my story comes very quickly and the only reason for that is because my life went by quickly. I mean on day I was just some innocent girl (well I was never really innocent) but I wasn't an adult. And the next thing I now I'm a high school drop out with a kid and a fallen apart marriage.
At first, things went along just fine. Dally really helped me with Tex, along with the gang. All of them together were just so wonderful and had become a really big influence on baby Tex's life. It wasn't until two years later when Dally and I were married that things went downhill…
Once Dally and I were married Dally began to get pushy. He'd drink all the time and constantly skip work. Eventually he was fired. Money went low so I was forced to drop out from high school and get a job. It was my only option.
Darry was awesome at having someone watch Tex during the day since I had no one to watch him. My mother died a few months after Tex was born from a drug overdose and Dally was off getting in a fight or drinking. This really didn't help my life go on.
Sometimes at night I'd lie in bed and think to myself what did I do wrong? Why is my life like this? Why couldn't I be something more important? And sometimes I'd sit there and cry. I should be in high school and should be going to proms and dances…not working as a waitress for the Dingo. I should be dating some really awesome middle classer that played on the basketball team…not taking care of a three-year-old boy.
But this was the life that I had chosen. And I blame all of my life on one person: Brooke. If it hadn't been for her I'd probably be this sweet shy girl that had a nice life though very lonely…but at least I would've had a nice life. A nice pure life with potential. I mean as I look back at myself in my freshman year, I realize how naïve and eager I was. I wanted to grow up. I wanted to be popular. I wanted to be the girl that everyone remembered. Instead, I turned out to be another add on to our teenage mothers in our neighborhood.
So that's my life. I'm just another screwed up eighteen-year-old that should be having fun with friends. If you're wondering: I never did hear from Brooke again. Ponyboy, Darry's kid brother, told me that she was a preppy little thing that joined the cheerleading squad and dated some middle classer man. Apparently she shaped up her act before leaving for college. But the Brooke that I would always remember would be that awful Brooke that screwed up my life. Sometimes I wonder to myself if her friendship was all a scheme. I don't know.
I'd love to say that today, seven years later, my life is just peachy. That Dally comes home everyday from work and plays with Texas while I cook dinner. That the gang comes over to chill out while I bath Texas and we all enjoy a nice evening. I'd love to say that I wasn't pregnant again.
But that would all be a lie. Half the time I don't even see Dally at night. And the only person who comes over to enjoy dinner with Tex and I is Johnny. He and Dally used to be pretty close apparently, and Tex thinks of Johnny as more of a father.
It's sad I know. But the worse thing is that I am pregnant once again. I hate the idea of telling Dally because he would flip…honestly. One night that he comes home and we have a night to ourselves and I end up pregnant.
So that is my life. A sad soppy greaser statistic. And there was so much that I wanted with my life…
A.N.- I was considering ending it right there…but I'm not going to. I'm thinking that there will be around 16 chapters in this story. The next few chapters will include the following:
Dally's reaction
What to do with another baby?
Dakota Winston
Giving You Up
The Sad Ending
Meet Sylvia
Yea so there was a little spoiler for y'all. Sorry this was so short and quick, but I don't want this story to seem like it's dragging on. So, my rule before my next update: 10 reviews…and I'll update tomorrow. Woohoo! Lol.
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