Summary: Riku's long search for Sora and Kairi after the events of Kingdom Hearts is finally ended when both show up at his school. The only problem is- they don't remember anything about Kingdom Hearts, Destiny Island, or him. Can Riku help Sora and Kairi remember? Can Riku heal himself in the process or will the guilt eat him alive? And, what's this, Sora's falling for Riku? M/M, M/F (very briefly), AU

Disclaimer: I don't own any of thesongs on this story or Kingdom Hearts Characters and Storyline.

A/n: This is just a teaser to a story I've been writing. I'm unsure on where I'm leading this.

WARNING: This story has yaoi (male/male) relationships and I will not tolerate rude comments. There will also be cursing. Soif you do notlike MALE/MALEPleaseclick the back button!.You have been warned.


Maybe Memories

Chapter One: Remembrance


.:I have to be with you, to live, to breathe:.

Riku's eyes glazed over as he read his research over and over again, making sure there were no mistakes in the information. With a click of the mouse all his data was deleted.

"This is just bad writing." He shook his head and looked to the clock at the bottom of the screen. 9:45 PM He still had to finish his Summer Paper which was due the next day. He just couldn't think of what to write about Cryogenic Freezing. Finally, he decided to take a break from his school work and check his mail. Nothing real exciting in his mail, he goes and checks his friend's journal and his own. He did have a lot on his mind at the moment…might as well vent.

mood nostalgic

music Nothing at the moment

I feel so lonely in this life. I can't help thinking about my past and it's eating me from the inside out. I just can't believe what came to be. It's almost impossible for me to imagine…I just wish I could find someone who believes in Kingdom Hearts. Everyone I told just laughed…then I was sent to that Psycho Ward…I had to act like everything was fine just for me to get out. I feel so alone… I miss Sora's smile. I miss Kairi's welcoming voice. I miss Destiny Island.

Riku

Riku, feeling thoroughly depressed now, pulled up his paper once again and pressed Ctrl+Z to get his work back.

"Fuck it." He pressed print and turned off the light. Something inside him stirred when darkness took over his room. Sighing, he turned back on his lamp, deciding that once again he would have to sleep with a light on. Riku closed his eyes as he got comfortable in his bed, hoping that for one night the nightmares would go away.

The next morning, Riku awoke covered in a sheet of sweat. It was such a routine thing he just took a shower and then ate breakfast in his kitchen. Soon, he was settling in at his computer, planning on spending about twenty minutes checking his email. Riku checked his web blog and followed a few links over to his best friend, Asako's, web site. He read the latest news on his friend and sighed: another boring day in the life of Riku was about to start. It was only 7:23 am, and class didn't start till 9, so Riku decided to stick around a bit longer than intended.

His eyes glazed over once again until he saw a name that caught his interest- "SoraLuvsKairi4life" The second he read that name his heart stopped. He read it over and over again, praying to whomever to let this be it- let this be the Sora he's been searching for. Closing his eyes, he clicked the link, prepared to have his dreams crushed once again.

A/n: If you like it please review. I'm just testing the waters right now, so bare with me on chapter updates. I do have a plot line written out. Um...So, if you want to see more, review! I do enjoy every single one, and I will reply to every one!