Disclaimer: those books were mine from the beginning! But then I sold them to that British woman and now she's rich and I write FanFictions. Damnit!

A/N: from this chapter on this fic is a post-Hogwarts one! Yippee!


Living Room, November 26th, 16:20 PM

My dear not angry at all diary that will forgive me for neglecting him for almost three years.

I'm so sorry! Do you forgive me? Let's imagine you said yes, okay? OKAY!

I guess now I have to fill up the hole I created between us….so let's see…

I graduated from Hogwarts last year (Head Girl none the less!) along with Audrey, Luna and Adam. I'm currently sharing an apartment with Audrey and Hermione but soon I'll have to find another roommate because the two of them got engaged to as they claim 'The-Love-Of-Their-Life'.

You see, Hermione and Ron is a couple since the summer before my fifth year but only three months ago Billius remembered to ask her to marry him (Hermione actually yelled at him something that sounded like: "WHY THE HELL HAVEN'T YOU PROPOSED ME YET!" next day she had a massive diamond on her finger and she was satisfied) and they are getting married on Ron's birthday (how corny…) and I'm maid of honor.

Audrey is a different story; she's getting married to Adam Johnson but the funny thing is that he never proposed. They together in a very weird way. The day before our first O.W.L, Audrey was on the verge of a break down when she saw Adam and began to yell at him: "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO KISS ME, YOU IDIOTIC PRAT?" (Do you see the pattern of my best friends? Yell first be nice later) next thing you know the two of them are snogging the life out each other in front of the entire common room and on my DADA notes. I was really lucky to whiteness their engagements, we were sitting right here in the living room…

(Flashback Thingy-admit diary, you missed it!)

Adam: Audi, do you have a spring vacation from the paper? (Audrey works for Witch Weekly.)

Audrey: yeah, but only for two weeks, why?

Adam: I can get two weeks of my job too, so we can go on our honey moon.

Audrey: I'm off work from April 2nd.

Adam: great.

Audrey: lovely, can you please pass me that chocolate frog?

(End of Flashback Thingy!)

Those two are getting married, believe it or not, on April's Fool. Typical. I'm maid of honor (of course).

Luna and Neville got married as soon as Luna came home and they are now expecting their first child. Yes, I was maid of honor. (Fred and George always tease me and say very much in Mum's voice: never the bride…Tsk Tsk)

As for me, well…I'm alone. I didn't have any stable relationship for more then almost three years, not since what happened that night…you probably wants to know what night I'm talking about, I'm talking about the night when I lost you and him.

Let me tell you what happened…

(Flashback Thingy-this is not, I repeat NOT a happy Flashback Thingy!)

I was dressed in my second costume (which later became a very nice bed for Crookshanks) and walked through the big doors of the Great Hall. Soon enough I spotted Harry and he was walking towards my direction. I walked faster to him and we were in the middle of the dance floor.

Me (as the mystery girl that Harry's bound to fall in love with): dance with me?

Harry: of course.

Silence from slow dancing and me smiling!

Harry: I waited for you.

Me: you did?

Harry: I did. I will wait forever for you.

Me: me too.

Harry: I'm glad we started our little tutoring.

Me: same as me.

Harry: I have to be honest about something.

Me: you can always be honest with me, Harry, you know that.

Harry: I think I'm in love with you-

I kissed him here so there have to be silence and for you're big fat information, this kiss far better then those in our sessions. Much better!

Me: I'm in love with you too, Harry.

Harry: you don't know how happy I am to hear you say, Alexa.

Me: I think I kno- wait, did you just say Alexa?

Harry: of course I said Alexa, what did you want me to say?

Me: Ginny?

Harry: I told you at the library, there's nothing between us, we're not even friends, she's my best friend little sister.

Me: i-i-i-is that what you said about me? (My hood fell off and I took away my mask and revealed my face.)

Harry (he was shocked and also took of his mask): Ginny!

Me (oh yes, I had big tears in my eyes but I didn't want him to see me cry): tell me, Harry, was that what you said about me?

Harry: you tricked me! That's not you're costume! How could you?

Me: tricked you? You dare to come and accuse me? You insufferable bastard! How could you, Harry, how could you tell such thing to someone behind my back and then tell me something else?

Harry: what right do you have? Yelling at me like that?

Me: what about those things you said a moment ago, was that nothing?

Harry: it was meant for Alexa, not you!

Me: not for me?

Harry: you didn't really think that I have any feelings for you, did you? I thought you're smart-SLAP!

I slapped him. I slapped him with all the power I could find at that exact moment.

Me: you make me SICK!

(End of sad Flashback Thingy)

I remember crying all night and walking the next day for breakfast just to see Harry and Alexa kissing in the Great Hall. I was broken. We haven't talked since that night and no one knows why, although I always have this small hunch whenever we get together for the Weasley annual Sunday lunch that Ron and Hermione know. Harry and Alexa are still dating each other and he's Ron flat mate.

Voldemort has been defeated when I ended my sixth year; I took a great part in the finale battle. All D.A members did. It came in handy when I began my internship over at St. Mungo this September because over the battles I was helping mending the wounded.

I think I hear Hermione and Ron here!

See you soon, mon journal.

Love,

Healer Weasley! (That's me!)


My Room at the Burrow, November 27th, 07:19 AM

Ma' petit diary.

Can you believe? Hermione and Ron kicked me out of my, I repeat, MY apartment because they wanted to spend the night alone together, and Audrey said she'll go to Adam's place so she wouldn't be any trouble and then stupid Ron said: you can go to the Burrow because you have no one.

The next thing he said was some muffled curse word because he had my shoe in his mouth.

It's quite nice to be home again, I'm on my free day from work so maybe I'll help Mum with her cooking or something.

There she is! Knocking on my bedroom door as always!

Be back soon!

Ginger Muffin!


Backyard, November 27th, 10:23 AM

Dearest diary,

I'm bored. Really bored…

Bored to death!

Oh look! Dad's shed! I think our family old brooms are here; maybe I'll go and starch my quidditch mussels? I haven't played since last year when I got caption of the house quidditch team.

I'm going to fly for an hour or so…

Love,

SuperGinny! (Is that a bird? Is that a flying ferret? Is that a hot redhead on a broom? Yes! It's SuperGinny! doing happy dance!)


Sitting by the table and eating a sandwich, November 27th, 13:47 PM

The record of my hopes and dreams,

As the music plays from Mum's old radio and I listen to the sound of WWN I enjoy the thought that I have a great life. I have a great job, great friends and great family. Everything is great!

Peachy, Lovely, Exquisite, Superb, Absolutely Fucking Terrific!

So sure, I don't have a boyfriend and okay my best friend and her boyfriend that happened to be my brother kicked me out of my own place, and my Mum won't even listen to me when I say: no thanks Mum, my leg isn't in pain although I crashed as I tried to land when you howled me to come and eat lunch, so there's no need to come and help me up, I'll do by myself!

But I'm not bitter, I'm happy. Happy, joyful, cheerful, in high spirits Ginny!

Happy Happy, Joy Joy!

I'm going to take a shower and then to bang my head on the wall, once I'll be done with that I'll go and ask Mum where she hides the alcohol.

Wishing for a big, huge, humongous bottle of Fire-Whisky,

The soon to be drunk (I remembered where Fred and George hide their Fire-Whisky! MOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!) Ginny!


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