Thought's of Anakin
(After Episode 3)
As I sit on my Masters starship I can't help but think of Padme
I killed the women I love
She betrayed me and she got what she deserved…
No that's not true she would never throw our love away.
Our love, it's gone,
I cast her aside without thinking.
How could I do such a thing?
I was even willing to give my life for her and our child.
Child, I don't even know what happened to it or if it even survived;
I don't care, I hate this world!
I will never get to see Padmes and my child.
I will never get to be a real father and Padme she'll never get to be a mother.
The life I once knew is gone, and all that is left is half a man;
No love, no child, nothing from the past.
All I have to cling to is my master, Darth Sidious.
He has helped me to see that the Jedi are evil.
Obi-wan is one of them,
All I hold for him is hatred.
I want to murder him.
He is the reason Padme is dead!
If he hadn't lied to her, she wouldn't have betrayed me!
Someday I'll get my revenge and it will be sweet.
I want to live but how can one live when one is dead inside?
All I can do now is work for my master and please him.
I will overcome his power and maybe I can bring back my Padme.
Until then, I will gain power and strength till I can throw the Emperor.
I will accomplish this goal,
By doing so I will be the most powerful in the Galaxy!