His face looked into her direction seeing the women who comforted him and wished she could do her best for him, was slowly slipping away. His chocolate eyes disappeared once he closed his eyes showing her that was his own good-bye. He couldn't say any words, he couldn't bring himself to say those words not now, or ever. He was too afraid he'd choke on them, afraid only a gasp of air would come from his mouth instead of the words she exactly whispered to him. The guards slung his arms further backwards as his head hung lowered than ever before. His eyes were glazed with the sign of on coming tears and he wasn't gonna let himself cry.He felt like tough guys shouldn't cry it was never in his nature to express his weaker side.His black long strands of hair acted like a curtain that hid the tears that were streaming slowly down his reddened cheeks. He didn't want to show her that he was crying, he wouldn't allow her to see that he cared about something and especially, cared about her. "Why the hell am I crying?! Over some stupid girl...! I don't understand why I care about someone like her! I wish I never did! This would make things a lot easier on me..."
Kagome felt like she was ready to bow down to her knees and ready to bury her head into her lap. She didn't want him to go, and she didn't want to leave him by himself. Her thought of them being together were so strong and she was sure they'd make it out together. The thought was so fresh in her mind, that made her keep faith and hope at one point continue on. She could see a huge smile across his face getting enrolled to the same school at her, hearing him laugh instead of scream out of anger and emptiness. But those dreams were completely crushed, and Kagome knew now it would never happen. Kagome painfully tried to erase her thought clear in her head, but she couldn't. She wish she never did, and maybe she was asking for something that was impossible. Kagome wanted to pull her ahead away from him getting dragged back, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. She stood quietly like a deer in head lights wishing she didn't want to witness it, but she knew she wanted one last look after she knew she'd never see his face ever again.
"I don't want him to leave... He can't...I wanna stay.. I never thought I wanted to stay so badly in this hellhole, but for his sake I would. I wished I was never adopted, and we were never separated.." Kagome whispering calmly in her head, as she sharply pulled her head away. It was painful to turn away, and it was painful to watch. Her saddened eyes were filled with tears and she refused to let herself look back once again. His chocolate eyes widen when he watched the girl slowly fading in the distance never taking back another glance. He could imagine the tears that were rolling continuously down her cheek, and he knew inside she did.
Each time she wiped her tear, another would take it's place. She effortlessly gave up on wiping the tears that just wouldn't hold back. She quietly let her own tears gently slide down her cheeks. Her head remained looking at the ground trying to get her mind off things that made her want to burst out and whimper. Her eyes became blurred staring at the concrete floor underneath her, and her feet slowly taking each stride forward towards the bright sunlight she never thought she'd see again...Maybe only behind bars.. She stared at her brown shoes watching each tear drop towards the ground leaving a trail of tears behind her. The parents eagerly waved off with eager smile on they're faces, like they didn't even care or know how they're own child felt. She was walking with strangers, not knowing if she'd be safe. She knew with him she knew she felt secure than anything.
"I can't wait till we get you home! You can meet the rest of the family and get enrolled to the new highschool.." The blonde lady gave the purest grin she had ever received from anyone. Kagome still refused to trust her, how could she be so happy when she didn't even understand what was truly going on? Kagome wanted to speak up about bringing him with them, but she realized that came for a young beautiful daughter, and not a son who needed a family. Kagome just put a plagiarized grin on her face, the fake ones she always tended to wear in certain situations. She wanted to let the parents feel happy about adopted a young women, but yet emptiness remained inside of her and nothing was going to shake it out of her.
Her head lifted from the concrete hearing the soft whispers beside her, of the parents with they're eyes shifted back to her and back towards each other. She knew clearly it involved her, but she didn't care all she cared about was how he'd be alone again. He truly needed her, whether he denied it or not. Also, she needed him without a doubt. They were the only ones that could trust each other in the world they were living in, a world that was broken into pieces. Suddenly, the teenage dressed blonde women halting continuously shaking her head and a hidden grin in the corner of her bright red lips that was painted with lipstick. "Mark, I'll be back. I need to see something." Kagome sat there quietly seeing the young handsome man standing with his head up high, and looked at the wondrous daughter they had gotten. Mark just gave a warming smile, and lightly placed his hands through her thick black hair with a taunting look she always received from the guy she left.
"I know it must be hard for you to go through with this but, Kagome believe me you'll be alright." His touching words brought an unexpected smile onto Kagome's dull, gloomy face even herself didn't realize it for the moment. It was hard to believe, how would things be alright when they were never in the first place? Kagome truly wanted to believe his words, but still couldn't bring herself to as promising as they sounded to her.
His hands generously pulled away, feeling the nerve racking silence filled between him. The mother gave the lightened smile, talking to the bitch that took Kagome away the one who ran this sickened, twisted orphanage. Her hands generously offered a hand full of cash as the manly women sternly looked at her. "Your out of your mind lady. But if you insist..."
Himself, found himself thrown viciously down into the same cell, feeling his skin scrape against the rough ground underneath his feet. The sound of the dripping pipes continuously pattered until it made a small puddle of dirty water forming around his feet.
His arms wrapped around his knees sitting into his usual corner, only dreaming things that were likely never to come true in his case. His life seemed to be going back to normal again, and it was nothing that he wasn't use to yet he wanted to leave some badly all because of her. His beaten hands clutched into fists with his head smoothly laying against the strong iron bars that held him securely in. "I wish I could have said good-bye..But I couldn't bring myself to say it. Damn it I'm such a freakin idiot!" His anger had gotten the best of him, angrily slamming his fist into the wall forgetting the pain he would feel in the next second. His hand immediately flew backwards holding his injured hand seeing the blood underneath the skin bleeding, and his knuckles peeled of almost all the skin that protected them. His eyes eagerly stared out the window, hoping he'd catch a glimpse of her somewhere outside with her new family. His chocolate eyes sadly looked as hard as he could, but only the patches of grass from the field and the long stretch of highway was insight, and no Kagome. His thoughts aimlessly wondered what it would have been like if he was adopted along side of her? He could only hear her laughter and the smile she perfectly wore every day, just like her school outfit. "Kagome, I'm sorry..I couldn't be there with you. Who knows what's going happen, but you shouldn't give a damn about me. Just like the others, they'd never care and you might as well save yourself the trouble Kagome, and move on."
Kagome sadly stood quietly with Mark who seemed so pleasant and over joyed looking at her knowing he finally had a daughter he could call his own. It was hard enough to engage with a conversation, but he couldn't help but notice her beauty and the look of a perfect child in front of they're eyes and now able to say they had one angel of they're own. "You're a very lucky girl Kagome, believe me you are. You'll be happy after you get use to everything. It won't take long for you to forget this horrid place." His voice hit her like a thousand knives in the back. His last word taunted her. In her own mind she wanted to forget the horrors she endured, but yet at the same wanted to remember this place to remember him. His blue eyes sparkled with affection, one that only a father would show in his eyes with a daughter. Kagome suddenly saw the blonde women taking her sweet time, and Kagome was nervous enough waiting and stalling she wanted to get it over with so she wouldn't have to dread about it. The blonde lady walked highly in her beautiful dressy heels, rushing over with a beaming delighted smile that made Kagome sick to her stomach.
She felt her ice cold hands touch her shoulders, peering from the side of her that gave her a frightening sensation. Her bony hands laid gently on her shoulders, fluttering her long over exaggerated eyelashes she had. "Hun, you'll be surprised how things go. We have another one in our family I'd like you to meet."
Kagome imagined if it was a younger or older, or if she'd even have a sister she'd never have before. Kagome hear the heavy footsteps coming towards her feeling the nervous wondering if she ever wanted to open her eyes to the cruel looking world around her. "Maybe, this won't be so bad. I'll be happy if I have a younger brother, it can't help but make me wanna believe that's my young brother Sota." She wildly thought knowing that person was straight in front of her that made the knots twist and turn feeling so anxious. She felt her hands pulled away from her face and gave a second to soak in what she could clearly see. "Kagome meet your brother."
Kagome stood calm and quiet, than her saddened face was lifted as well as her spirits. "Did you think you were gonna have the family all to yourself?!"The long raven black hair, and the beautiful chocolate brown eyes was the first thing she noticed and she realized now her dream wasn't exactly crushed. She couldn't be so over thrilled, and just when he thought she was gone she appeared with a welcoming smile in front of him. The deepened voice echoed in her ears, and was completely blown off and amazed. These parents had a true heart and brought the guy she cared for within the family, and together again. Kagome could see his nose lifted in the air, and his arms crossed staring at her from the corner of her eyes. Kagome could only look at the mother, and see she cared and understood how she felt and was gracious enough to bring him into the family. She expected to have just a daughter, but ended with more than she bargained for. Kagome could understand that maybe she needed him around and luckily he was adopted.
"I thought maybe it wasn't a bad idea to have a son as well." Mark commented, Kagome just stood there astatically seeing he was truly there and they'd be side by side but with much more freedom and together living a normal life. Kagome gave the brightest smile he had never seen her wear, that made him feel good inside as well. "Maybe things will get a lot better for you now...Now that were together..." Kagome faintly whispered hearing her soft words linger in his ears. He felt the calm embrace that made his face explode red the instant he felt her grasp on for dear life, and refused to let go. "Damnit get off Kagome!" He viciously slammed her down, with his raging face blushing and fusing through anger. The parents could already see they acted like brother and sister. But to Kagome and him it seemed like, much, much more.
... "I know Kagome were lucky...and I'm lucky to be along side of you. Together again.."
( Well I couldn't just leave it all sad and wow I didn't think this story would have such an affect on people! They needed to be together, and I couldn't resist. Well you'll see soon enough what else is going to happen!)