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I'M SORRY
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I'm sorry I fell in love with you Takuto.
When I talked to you, I felt like I was on cloud nine. Seeing you smile made me happy. When our hands brushed, I felt a tingle.
And when I found out you were going to die...
There was pain, confusion, hurt...
I know I couldn't let you become a ghost. I didn't want you to leave me yet. But I didn't want you to live, and be with Mitsuki.
I could have cried.
I could have just wished you were better.
But I didn't. I gave my life for you. And I became an angel.
I know I'm never going to be yours, but knowing you are safe and alright, I get through the day.
But I'm still sorry Takuto.
I'm so sorry I fell in love with you.
I'm sorry I know everything about you.
I'm sorry I know you're in love with Mitsuki.
I'm sorry when you look at her with these soft eyes and my heart breaks.
I'm sorry that all I can do is watch over you, and I can't be there with you.
I'm sorry that I know that you have never been mine.
And I'm sorry that you will never be.
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Meroko has always struck me as this girl who, when she loves, she is kind when you get past the roughness of how she acts. I have always thought that she would give her life to the one she loves, and she did. Meroko knew, she knew, that Takuto loved Mitsuki.What was she feeling when she found out?
And, Meroko, probably, wouldn't get mad because of that. She would just say she was sorry that she was in love with him, because she knew she couldn't really push her feelings on that, even if she tried. (and I know she did, in the anime, but she wasprobably only teasing him)
Well, anyway...I just needed to get that out of my system.And I know the story is a bit short, but it explains what she was thinking. At least, I hope it does.
Allie