ok, here's the other chapter i promised! fast, no? right.
"He's such a jackass! God damnit, I can't stand him anymore!"
"Haru, calm down! It's no big deal-"
"Don't fuckin' tell me to calm down! You have no idea what it's like having to deal with this, so don't fuckin' tell me to calm down!"
Haru screamed in rage.
The young woman's lip trembled.
"Haru, please. Just stop for a minute and breathe."
'He usually tries...But this seems worse...Hatori should know better than to make Haru go black like this...God, I hope he tries...'
"I don't need to! I'm so sick of keeping everything inside! I'm so sick of being calm and mild, when I feel so fuckin' pissed! I want to be able to be pissed, damnit!"
He grabbed the glass lamp off the table and threw it at the wall.
It shattered. Glass flew everywhere. The woman screamed. Haru froze.
The woman shrank against the wall, hands at her throat.
"Please...Help..."
Her voice was ragged.
Haru didn't hear. His mind started slipping into a state of vertigo(haha! i've been trying FOREVER to get that word in somehow!). The glass was red. He could barely hear her forced breathing.
"Haru...Please...Haru..."
Suddenly he regained a suspened sense of being, and picked up the phone.
"Hello? Hatori? Something's happened. I need you to come over now. Right away. Yeah. No, there isn't enough time, just hurry. Ok. Bye."
He went back to the room where she was.
The breathing had stopped.
He stood still in the doorway for a moment, exhaled slowly, then went to her side and knelt. Taking her face in his hands, he softly kissed her lips.
"I love you..."
He whispered. Then, still in a suspended state of mind, he stood up silently and walked away.
it is the way i wanted it to be...but it kinda isn't...i guess i didn't plan out how ths was gonna be exactly...bleh...i guess it'll do. it all seemed like...kinda the same, you know? like i kept using the same phrases. hehehe...i'm criticizing(sp?) myself. that's yur job. well, it's yur job to actually say what's wrong. i just think it. right, i'm rambling. sorry. review!
ps! not as dramatic as i thought it would be! that's it! and too fast! damn...