Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto! If I did, I would try and clone Sasuke…as in a real clone so I could hug him.

For the first … six chapters I forgot disclaimers and thanks so this is to EVERY SINGLE REVIEWER who reviews chapter six and seven! As for the reviewers I've forgotten from the first 5 chapters, thank you for your reviews!

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DEATH'S word: Sorry to hear you don't like Sasuke! As for the SasuSaku, I'm not sure if it will end like that. I hope you keep reading though.

Allyluv17: So glad to hear you like the story! I think you are the only person to read all seven chapters in one sitting, hehe. You'll hear about Naruto in the next chapters, I promise you that.

Sasukesluver: I'm sorry, hehe I did send it to you before I posted though. You need to write chapter 8! You're killing me...damn that U.S.D…

Nkitty29: I will update soon although I am behind in homework, hehe. I'll try and finish chapter 9 not long after this is posted.

Narutofan666: No, I did not make Sakura a whore. Technically, she kissed Sasuke, he went farther. Sakura's a little confused at the moment. Though you seem to not like my story much, I hope you'll read more so I can show you she is not what you think. And yes, I know you like NaruSaku and no, I can't promise you I will include more of it.

tomoe-betrayal: So happy you like my fanfic! I really hope you like this chapter. The more I write the harder it is OO. I hope it ends well for Sakura and Sasuke too…I just write what I think of! Let's hope my brain is nice…

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Additional: errr since your review on chapter 6, I'm guessing you don't exactly want to read the rest. Sorry about the sudden SasuSaku, but there will most likely be more NaruSaku since they are still together…

NJgansta: I can't promise you no more SasuIno but there most likely won't be much more if there is any. I hope you keep reading..

This is to change the style of the fic, show that SAKURA IS NOT A WHORE, and because I wanted to write POV. Also I've been focusing on Sasuke so here's some true Sakura. No thoughts held back…

I know there's a lot of stuff from chapter 7, this is Sakura's POV though, read along!

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As I walked to Sasuke's, I paid no attention to anything. I'm positive people were moving around me but they were capable of avoiding my body.

My mind raced with thoughts of Sasuke and Ino. I envied Ino at that moment, and the truth is laid out right there. I know I shouldn't, I'm going out with Naruto and he's great, but I can't stop myself from thinking about you, Sasuke.

I need to be lost in your soft words or your dark eyes. It sounds so weird but being lost in them makes me thinking better. Maybe I can figure a way out of this mess without getting anyone hurt. Scratch that, I'm already hurting from how fast you moved on to Ino.

I guess it's a good thing you have, it's one less reason for me to care for you more than as a friend or a teammate. Ino's nice, I'm glad her and me became friends because it was horrible always fighting over you. I smirk at the thought…fighting over you. But it's true, and we did but we've both gotten over you. In a way. Not really.

A sigh escapes my mouth when I think about it. I mean, I thought she was over you. Ino went out with Shikamaru for a while but I never actually heard about a breakup. Obviously they had one though; Ino's loyal, she would never go behind Shik's back. Obviously that was Ino on your arm so I wonder if she broke up with Shikamaru for you.

I'm just wondering though…I sound jealous, even in my mind. I think about me and I guess I haven't completely gotten over you either. Sometimes I still dream about us alone like, on a beach. I know it's lame and I have a boyfriend but I do still think about it sometimes. It's so strange how my mind changes so quickly if it has something to do with you. Uchiha Sasuke, the guy with his on fan club.

I'm walking up your front steps now. My heart pounds and I want so badly for you to say all the right things; like you always do when I've got a problem. That's another thing I'm glad I did- got closer to you. I knock on your door a couple times and wait.

You open the door quite quickly and I can see your eyes. Well, there goes my plan to talk this out. Every muscle in my body aches for you to hold me. This is wrong! I know it but I can't change my mind! If only you knew how much power you had over me.

I want to be loyal to my boyfriend. My heart pounds as I continue staring into your eyes. God how can I be loyal if I still love you? I'm glad we don't talk because I need time to try and pull the pieces of my mind back together. Lost into your eyes I can only think of two things: how unfair this is to Naruto and your arms wrapped around me.

I pull one arm over my body and hold my other arm. I start to bite my lip; my ideas forming, but all the ones that are right seem to float away. You're sending me puzzled looks and I know why, I'm deep in thought standing at your doorstep. I'm glad you talk first because I still don't know what to say.

"Sakura you know me and Ino aren't together. She just…came over." Is what you tell me.

I believe you entirely. I know what I need right now, and it's you. I walk the few steps towards you so our bodies are touching.

I try and speak clearly but all that comes out of my mouth is, "Seeing Ino hang onto you…I'm just…I need this right now. Please…forgive me." I speak this into your chin.

You're a lot taller than me now and I didn't dare look up as I said it. I feel your head shift as you look down at me. I look up at you and press my lips against yours gently. This feels right to me, but I don't think you like it. Your body's tense as I kiss you. Quickly it changes and you kiss me back.

It feels so good to have your lips against mine. Your hands slip onto my waist and pull me in side. When we're both out of the way, you kick the door shut while keeping your lips on mine. I slide my hands slowly up your arms and they end up in your black hair. Twirling it around my finger I mess up the somewhat neat spikes in the back.

I can tell we're moving, but to were I don't know. Suddenly, you hit something and you fall backwards. I open my eyes quickly to see what's happening and I see we're now on your couch; I'm over top of you. My knees are on either side of your stomach and my hands and still ruffling your hair. Your hands fall from my hips and slowly find my hands in your hair. You hold our hands beside your head and I softly push my fingers between yours. I love every second of this.

Then my mind wanders. An image of Naruto playing in my head and I start to cry. What the hell am I thinking! This isn't my boyfriend I'm on! This isn't his lips against mine! How could I do this to him? I can tell you've noticed the tears that dribbled onto your cheeks. I slowly pull back and end up sitting on your stomach.

I'm still crying with my arms outstretched, my fingers still wrapped in yours. I see you looking up at me and cry a little more. Why is something that feels so right have to be so wrong? You move your fingers gradually away from mine and push yourself into a sitting position, forcing me to fall down onto your lap. You raise your hand to try and brush away the tears but I'm not going to let you. I'm still crying as I move my head away from your hand and pull a leg over yours so my legs hand over the side of the couch.

I let my head fall onto your chest and listen to you breath. It's reassuring and it calms me down a little. You place your arm around my shoulders and it calms me down more.

"God I'm such a fucking mess." I say.

You don't reply and I let a soft laugh fall over my moist lips.

"Even you think so." I speak again, but quietly.

"What do you mean even me? I'm the same as anyone else." You tell me. But you're not. Sasuke you're so different than anyone else I know.

"You're just…different." I manage to say. I want to say more but I know it's something I shouldn't. I want to tell you what you mean to me, even if it is wrong. I can't control my feelings. I should stop crying but it's hard to even think of it. I shouldn't be here. I'm crying on you while Naruto is who knows where. I want to be loyal to him. I want to. It's horrible to not be. I can't stop myself! This is agony to think about what I want and what I should do because I know that I want you, Sasuke. I should get this out of my head. Like now.

"This can't work." You tell me.

"I know" I quietly reply. I know this can't work. I know we can't be together. This is wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong.

"You shouldn't be here. It's not fair to Naruto." You tell me.

Softly killing me because I know I shouldn't be but I want to. You speak only the truth and sometimes it hurts.

You're right. But it's not fair for him to know about this either." I admit. It was a mistake to come here. It felt so right but it was a huge mistake. I want to tell Naruto but if he knows he'll be hurt. But if he doesn't know, we'll feel bad. Sasuke I never want to hurt. Hopefully what I think is wrong, hopefully you don't hurt about this. We sat there.

Silent on your couch as I tried to find a way out of what would eventually happen: Naruto will find out. I let tears slide down my cheeks, yet another inevitable event.

"What are we going to do?" You ask me.

I only have one answer to that, "Sit here and enjoy it while we can."

I sigh and silently cry but at the same time I'm calm. I move my head so I can see your face. You lean in and try and make contact with my lips again. Before they touch, I push my index finger onto your lips.

I haven't thought out anything to say but I try and stop you with words. "Please…Sasuke-kun, don't," I manage to say coherently. My finger's trembling and I hope you don't feel it. "I don't want to hurt you…" my words fall over my shaking lips.

I search in your eyes trying to figure out what you're thinking. Too late, you're speaking.

"What about you?" You question. "I already hurt. Please, please Sasuke-kun! Please I don't want you to hurt the way I do!" I say anxiously to you.

I hope you listen to what I say because I truly don't want you to feel what I'm feeling. You stare straight into my eyes and with only that soft look I can tell what you are going to say is exactly what you are thinking. "Sakura, if a kiss is going to hurt me," You start but as you say it you bring your hand up to take my hand away. "Then hurt me." You finish.

Butterflies are racing in my stomach. All I can think about is your last sentence. You're leaning in and I'm not about to stop you. I'm too confused but at the same time I know exactly what's going on. I love you. But I love him. Forgive me Naruto for I am unfaithful.

Our lips are together and I bite my tongue, afraid that it may end up in your mouth. Our kiss is short and sweet, our lips barely touching. When you pulled away I quickly licked my lips, tasting yours, and looked down at the ground. I can feel a stare set on me and when I look up it's confirmed. "It's getting late, I'll walk you home." You offer quickly.

I look over at the clock and yeah, you're right. It's 10:26 and no, my parents will not be impressed with me. I get up first, since I am sitting on you. You slowly get up after me and slide your hand into mine. I take hold but Naruto is still flickering in my mind.

I know it's wrong but I can't stop this. It's like yelling at characters in a movie you've seen hundreds of times; you know what they are doing but you can't change anything. I promise myself that this is the first and last day I will spend alone with you. I just hope that we can forget about this- I hope I can forget about this. Our fingers are entangled again and, once more, my heart is beating for you.

We've walked to your door and you've opened it, letting me out first. We're outside of your house, still holding hands. You close the door behind us and I feel a rush of fear. Sasuke we're not together. We're holding hands even though I'm with Naruto. I want to tell you this isn't right, although it feels like it is.

We're outside, at mercy to the world and I'm scared that Naruto or one of our friends will see us. What if they try and hurt you? I'm almost positive Naruto would try. We walk down the lamp lit streets of Konoha side by side, hand in hand. The hand in hand part continues to play itself over in my mind. The walk is short but I'm still afraid of someone seeing us; someone that would tell Naruto. I slowly pull my hand out of yours. You frown slightly but we continue walking.

We're at my house in no time and standing in front of my door at the top of the stairs. I try and find a way out of this that won't leave me begging for more. I wrap my arms around your neck and kiss your cheek while hugging you. "Thanks for tonight Sasuke…" I whisper into your ear. I open the door and walk inside briskly. I don't want to see your face, that's one thing that will leave me wanting more.

I shut the door slowly and sigh when I'm inside. I quietly lean my head back and rest is on the door while closing my eyes. I feel so tainted by my desires. I walk to my room, too tired to brush my teeth or wash my face. I can do that in the morning.

I leave my clothing on instead of changing into my regular baggy sweatpants and t-shirt. I can still faintly smell you on my dress and I love it. I slip under my sheets and think of everything that happened tonight.

The walk home is playing over in my mind when I remember: I have to pass Naruto's house to get to yours. My heart pounds in my ribcage, threatening to break it open. Oh my god what if Naruto saw me and you? I try and push the thought out of my head but now all I can think about is Naruto. When he holds me. When he kisses me. If he saw me tonight. If he didn't see it, maybe I could get over tonight without any problems. If he saw us he would know what I feel towards you, Sasuke. I don't think even you know how I feel.

This is too complicated for a fourteen-year-old girl! I block out my worries by pulling my dress up to my nose and trying to find your scent. You are the only thing that makes me feel right, and nothing is going to change about that.