More Sakura's POV reviewers thanks at bottom
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I wake up to the usual, my screaming alarm clock. I can half see through the pink bangs the shade my eyes. I forgot to shut the blinds again, the suns searing my eyes. I can see the silhouette of my windowpane on the ceiling but that's just a stupid detail in my messed up teenage life. Now, the task of dragging myself off this mattress. I do it, defying my lazy instincts. All this thinking kills my energy. It's amazing how Sasuke and Naruto can block out every other aspect of my life. Obviously my mother doesn't like that fact because she practically knocks down my door.
"HARUNO SAKURA! DID YOU NOT HEAR ME!"
My eyes are wide. Holy crap am I scared! My mom, pink hair is wild and one eye's twitching. I notice she's holding a spatula and I suppress some giggles.
"Sorry, I didn't hear you."
I mumble. She tames the cherry hair and smiles. It's comedic times like these that depression is sucked from me like a vacuum.
"Okay honey. I was just saying it's breakfast."
I am so not hungry, but I'm actually afraid of anything she's thinking of doing with that spatula other than cooking. It is steel, and I'm not up for spatula marks on my face. Now that the hilarious is gone, Sasuke and Naruto slip back into my mind. I stop myself before I frown. Sliding on a fake smile I reply.
"Sounds good Mom."
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I pull on my sandals quickly. I'm dressed and depressed, ready for a day of missions. Out the door, I close it gently. I would have slammed it but I don't want to see my mother in a spatula rage again. I don't have the energy either. My feet drag across the ground, slowly moving me towards the bridge where team 7 meets. My lips are curled down into a grimace. I'm alone, well at least I think I am. I look over to my side when I start feeling a presence. Guess who's walking beside me? Yeah the one person I don't wanna see right now, the Uchiha heartthrob. You know, the one that isn't a S class criminal.
"Sasuke why are you here."
I vainly try to get rid of him but I don't want to be rude about it. He's my teammate. My friend. Hell, can't lie in my own mind- I love him.
"We do meet at the same bridge Sakura."
You tell me in that smooth, low voice. I frown. This is still too much; I don't know how I should act around you either. I, the jury, come to the decision that Sakura doesn't want to walk beside Sasuke. I drop back a few paces, letting you go in front of me. Ah kuso, my plan is dead. You stop.
"What are you doing?"
You ask me while turning around. I'm not sure if I want to tell you everything that's running through my head but I'm nervous. I let the first thing that comes to mind fall over my lips.
"Sasuke I want to be alone."
I tell you harshly. I don't care about my tone at the moment, I want to be alone with my thoughts and that's final. I still need to figure out this strange triangle. More importantly, how I'm going to break it.
"Sakura we're walking to the same place. What's wrong with walking beside me?"
You reply. I can find a hurt tone in among that smoothness. I'm angry with myself now. I wish I stayed home.
"I don't want to think about last night."
I half yell at you. Sasuke doesn't deserve to be a punch bag to my emotions. I calm myself down before I can look into your black eyes.
"Walking beside you forces me to. Please just…I'll see you at the bridge."
My voice is softer as I explain my last burst of thought.
"Sakura if you don't want to think about last night you shouldn't have come over at all yesterday."
You tell me. Sasuke, you hit where it hurts. Thoughts of how I betrayed Naruto rush back into my head. Maybe I shouldn't have gone to your house yesterday. I don't know what to think. All I can say is:
"Maybe I shouldn't have. I thought you could help me but last night made this worse!"
I snap at you. I turn briskly and start walking a different way towards the bridge.
"Sakura!"
You yell after me. I'm glad I turned because tears are flowing from my eyes. You're words are like daggers. I wish they weren't aimed at me.
"Sakura I didn't mean to make anything worse! I don't even know what's wrong. Sakura!"
Desperation is obvious in your voice. You're trying to make me turn back and run into your arms. I want to, trust me. You probably don't want that. I don't know what you want. I don't know what I want. It's better if we stay away from each other, I know that. I walk down a side street that I know leads to a path I can get to the bridge by. A picture of your hurt expression is stuck in my mind. I don't want to see you like that Sasuke. You looked happy with Ino. I just hurt you. Maybe you should go walk with her…
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AcidDaggers: So happy you liked that part. Thanks for reading it over.
Springninja: Glad you like it! And it's true, Naruto is so abused. I'll try and make it up to him in later chapters. hugs Naruto
Yokaigirl: Thanks for the review . No problem about my review, haha. Your fanfic is awesome!
BARBY: Nice to know you thought the storyline was good . I enjoy writing the SasuSakuNaru. Naruto found a love that doesn't exactly fit him though. pats Naruto's head It's all good though.
Narutofan666: Thank you! I won't disappoint you, Naruto will find out…probably next chapter.
Allyluv: Yeah it is kinda sad. About the breaking up…evil laugh you'll just have to wait and see won't you?
Horriblemonster: I wrote chapter 8 so people who read chapter 7 can see into Sakura's head while it's happening. Yes, cheating on Naruto is a bad idea but all I can say was, Sakura needed someone to help her out. And it just ended up happening like that. Hhmm…good ending suggestion though.
Shinji-Higurashi: Sakura most likely will end up with Sasuke in this one but I won't leave Naruto out anymore! I've grown to like Naruto and I'm kinda mad at myself about the last couple chapters. Especially the Sakura and Sasuke parts. Which is all of it. Anyways, Sasuke was trying to get Sakura out of his head, that's why I wrote the SasuIno bit. Yes, it's confusing but bear with me, I shall make it better!
Mistress of the sand: Haha I'm happy you can tolerate Sasuke and Sakura in my fic. And I'm updating! Please review again, I love reviews P.
