AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I'm back! Finally! Showing my serious side with a little Zell-Seifer songfic! This was actually pretty fun. Rated PG-13 (T, whatever) for swearing and yaoi. Awww, it's sad.

"Dead as dead can be," my doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him, ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don't play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, "You disappoint me,"
Maybe you're better off this way

His chest rises and falls rhythmically, breath coming in short gasps. He's been in a critical state, fighting for his life, for weeks now. I'm beginning to wonder if he'll ever wake up. . .

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become…my perfect enemy…

All the insults, the names I called him. . .it was all just to hide my feelings. When I finally told him. . . he freaked out. He called me a "fucking gay faggot bastard." He told me to stay away from him. But in the end, I was the one who found him lying on the ground after the fight.

Wake up (we'll catch you) and face me (come one now),
Don't play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I'll (someday I'll) walk away and say, "You disappoint me,"
Maybe you're better off this way

Damn him! Why is he doing this to me! It drives me crazy, the way he teases me. He's lying there, breathing, not even giving a shit what I think!

Maybe you're better off this way
Maybe you're better off this way
Maybe you're better off this way
You're better of this; you're better off this;
Maybe you're better off!

Maybe I shouldn't have brought him back to Garden. They certainly didn't welcome me. At first, they blamed me for hurting him. As if I could ever hurt him.

Wake up (can't you) and face me (come on now),
Don't play dead (don't play dead)
Cause maybe (because maybe)
Someday I'll (someday I'll) walk away and say, "You fucking disappoint me!"
Maybe you're better off this way

Is it just hopeless love, then? Is that it? Will he die here, hating me even as I watch his last breath?

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
You fucking disappoint me!

I should have know it would come to this. I should have known. . . .

Passive aggressive bullshit

So, how did ya like it? Yep, this is the product of ten minutes with a computer and three months with an A Perfect Circle CD. I'd like it if you reviewed it now.