Hey Sakura here I don't own Card Captor Sakura, Clamp owns CCS

In the last chapter it was a little confusing. Well what happened was Sakura was remembering the night she married Syaoran and that's why she ran because she felt the clan would never see her as a decent wife for him. So she ran away. And now she's back cause of her company she works for, she changed their looks to hide from everyone she knows there and hide their auras. Incase you haven't notices yes there is magic.

It's My Life

Chapter two

Lana awoke early and got ready for the meeting with Daidouji-san today at 9am. After a quick shower she went to get Sakura and the twins, but to her surprise they we're waiting for her.

Kari was wearing a light yellow sun dress while her brother wore black Shorts and a green t-shirt. Sakura was wearing a light pink sun dress with pink sun glass.

Lana looked at all of them and said "What on earth did you do to your hair and eyes?" Sakura smile and said "I changed the way we look cause there are people here I do not wish to see if possible. I've hurt them way to much."

Lana understanding a little turns to the twins and asks "Who's hungry? Cause I know I am" she smiled see Kari face light up "I want pancakes with chocolate chips, and TK wants pancakes with strawberries like mommy! With a glass of orange juice!"

Sakura smiled at her daughter as she shut the do their room. As she walks down the hall after Lana she sighed sadly. I'm doing the right thing I just have to keep telling myself that. Even thou I miss everyone horribly. She watched as her children climb up onto seats for breakfast.

At 9am

Lana walked into a building with Sakura and the twins in tow. She sees a lovely young women walking towards her,

"You must be Lana, I'm Tomoyo Daidouji, you can call me Tomoyo, and who are these kawaii people!"

Lana smiled as her blue eyes danced with pride and her long golden blond hair was in a ponytail.

"This is the model I was telling you about Li Sakura, with her children Kari and TK." Sakura smiled as she shook Tomoyo's hand. "Pleased to meet you Miss Daidouji. You may call me Sakura." She said in an English accent.

Tomoyo Smiled sadly another dead end, I had hoped to find my kawaii Sakura –chan. Syaoran-kun will be so upset. He needs her now more then ever. They walk in to a backroom where there we're about five girls. Tomoyo frowned upon seeing her there.

"Tomoyo-san there you are now about my dress." Tomoyo cut her off. "I told you I won't make you dress the only dress I'll ever make is for my kawaii Sakura-chan. I don't care who you marry."

The lady seem to huff but slowly smiled "But I'm going to be Queen of China Li Xiaolang's wife, and I must have the best." Tomoyo just about screamed at the lady.

"Yura I don't care Li-kun is my best friend and he ASKED me not to make you a dress! SO GET OUT!" Sakura looked at Tomoyo she never used to yell at anyone. But what hurt Sakura more was he was moving on without her, and they we're still married of course he never knew only she did.

Flash back

Sakura awoke to find herself wrapped around Syaoran. She quickly jumped out of bed and dressed heading back to her room some papers next to Tomoyo's video camera got her confused. She picked it up only to find it was.

She whispered sickly "I'm married to Syao-kun." She grabbed the camera and ran back to her room.

She watches what was filmed on it only to see she had proof she was indeed his wife.

Tears ran down her faces as she fears telling him.

End of Flash back

She looked to her children only to see Tomoyo trying to dress them up. She laughed at the sight. She was chasing poor TK with a tape measure and Kari was standing on a stool in what looked like a grad dress.

"Miss Tomoyo he won't stand still he's very much like his father." she looked up to Sakura only to laugh. "I'm sure I can get him to stand still I got Syaoran Li to stand still, after I poked him a few hundred times." she laughed

Lana watched as Sakura picked her son up and told him to stand still of he'd be in pain. Sakura then sat down on a chair watching Tomoyo work, when she was done the two look ready for grad.

"Oh Sakura-san may I please may I use your kawaii children in my next issue!" Tomoyo squealed like she always use to. After Sakura uncovered her poor ears she nodded.

They had a tour of the building and Sakura did a few runway walks they agreed to go for lunch with Tomoyo, even thou she was meeting some people.

Lunch At some high priced Restaurant.

Sakura helped her daughter into her booster seat, while Lana helped TK. Tomoyo sat beside Sakura and asked her "How do you deal with being a single mother?" Sakura looked at her children and answer "I'm not I'm married, we just live in different places. The kids stay with me cause my husband is a very busy person."

Tomoyo nodded not fully understanding but see as she spotted her company she didn't press the subject. "I'd like you to meet my family Uncle Aiden, his son Touya, Syaoran Li my friend and Eriol my boyfriend. Everyone this is Lana Shaw from teen beat with her top model Li Sakura and her children TK and Kari ."

Kari smiled and piped up "In 4 weeks it's our birthday April 8we're go to be 5! Mommy can we meet daddy then, you always say where we older."

Sakura sighed not the question she had wanted to hear, but answered "We'll see mommy has to call him and find out if he's not to busy."

Everyone looked her way confused, Syaoran cause of the boy, he remind him so much of himself from when he was younger. No one asked but all were wondering the same thing, why they didn't see their father.

Lunch was finished and Sakura calmed down she had wanted so badly to hug everyone and talk to them but didn't for her children sake. That stupid clan would take them from me and make me leave. They must see me as some gold digger, well I'll prove them all wrong!

She grabbed her children's hands as she headed for a mall. She need to find the kids some games seeing as if she used her magic, the entire Li-clan would know she was in town.

Hey that's all for now. I'm sorry if you don't under stand I have troubles getting ideas out of my head and onto paper. I usually do plays but I'm giving this a shot. All reviews welcome even flames they will help me to grow and write better I hope.

I hope to have the next chapter up soon.